Chapter 9

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Everything became so blur. I don’t even know what happen in the party. I keep on spacing out. The reality took me surprise. I just can’t accept it. It’s so hurt to know the truth. So damn hurt.

But what can I do about it.

Sigh.

Just face it Aerin. Sooner or later you will know it, my concious told me.

I just really curious about one thing. What would my brothers says if they know about me adopted. Will they still accept me. Will they still love me, care for me like they used to be.

But thats not my biggest problem now. What matter now is Kris oppa.

If I’m not his sister then it’s mean I can love him like a man right?

But what will the others would think about it.

Sigh.

This is really complicated.

Why? Why must this happen to me. What did I do to deserve all this. This is bull. It makes me really confused. And annoying. What if they know about this all along. Who knows rights?

But after think about it again, I doubt that they know. They won’t acted like that if they know the truth.

Aish. Just don’t think about it Aerin. Stop your wild thinking. I silently cursed inside my mind.

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Without me knowing the party already ended. What left now just our family member. And Yejin unnie. I wonder why she is still here. I saw her chatting with my appa and they looks so happy. I wonder what are they talking about.

I felt someone tapping my shoulder.

“You okay,” Lay oppa look at me concern.

“Yes oppa why I wouldn’t okay,” I tried to assured him. H