Sunah POV

The party was amazing; everyone was having a good time. I just wish Jinah would hurry up with the drinks, talking to all of Appa’s friends made my throat dry.

“Having fun, Sunah?” A female voice asked behind me, I inwardly cringed as I recognise the voice.

I turned around with a fake smile on my face.

“Junmi! How lovely to see you. Yes, I am having fun; it’s mine and Jinah’s debut party after all.” I said to her, Jinah would have applauded me for that remark.

“Yes, you are having fun without Jinah. Surrounded by all these guys, it’s no wonder you forgot about her.” Junmi quipped with a smirk and wicked gleam in her eye.

“What are you on about? What do you mean? Jinah is just getting drinks.” I said to her. What the hell is she on? How can she still be this petty? No wonder she hasn’t debuted yet.

“No, she left.” Wait, what?

“What do you mean left?” I asked her, raising my voice a little.

“After she spoke to Daehyun she left the ballroom.” Junmi walked away, disappearing into the crowd.

Jinah spoke to Daehyun? What could they have possibly talked about? And why did she leave? I quickly scanned the room for Jinah.

“Sunah, what’s wrong?” Sungmin asks me, I noticed he was holding two drinks

“Please tell me Jinah sent you with them and that she is just mingling?” I asked him with a panicked look on my face, hoping he would say yes and that Junmi was just playing a really bad joke on me.

“No, why?” He replied, looking a little confused.

“Jinah’s gone.” I said to him.

Sungmin went where the rest of the guys were, I saw him talk to them and then they dispersed in two’s and three’s. He came back to me and took hold of my hand.

“Let’s go ask reception.” He says and leads me out of the crowded ballroom.

The guy at the desk had no clue who we were talking about and refused to give us any more information. He was starting to get on my nerves, where the frack was she? Sungmin pulled me away from the desk, the guys reappeared.

“Did you find her?” I asked, they all shook their heads.

I sighed and looked at the hotel entrance to see Sehun and Kai running towards us.

“Hyungs!” They shouted and stopped.

“What happened?”

“We found her, she’s outside.” Kai says, I sighed in relief, so she just went outside for fresh air.

“And she is with a bikie gang.” Sehun added. That’s when my soul left me.

“Bwoh?!!” They exclaimed with pale faces, we all ran out of the hotel. We saw her get on a motorcycle. The bikie looked like he was explaining something to her; she just happened to look up and spotted us.

The happy expression she had left her face. Okay, that was weird.

“What the hell is she doing?” asked Shindong.

“I think that bikie is teaching her to ride a motorcycle, hyung.” Chanyeol replied

“Then I guess we’ll just watch for now.” Leeteuk crossed his arms over his chest.

“But what if she gets hurt??!!” EunHae exclaimed at their leader, Leeteuk turned to them with a stern expression.

“If she gets hurt, she won’t do it again.” He said.

The bikie showed her the gears; she nodded with an eager expression. He patted her over the head and pinched her cheek. I swear I heard some of the guys’ growl when he did that, the bikie got on behind Jinah putting an arm around her waist.

“Trying to cop a feel, sneaky prick.” Heechul muttered beside me. Why is she acting like this? Just what did Daehyun say to her?

Jinah gave a shout of glee when she the motorcycle; the roar of the engine filled the car park. I noticed the bikie looking at Jinah with an amused expression. A bit of start stopping and she finally managed to do a full circle around the car park without stuffing up.

The bikie then got off and Jinah went around again by herself. I couldn’t help but feel anxious, whatever Daehyun said to her, this was her way of coping.

“I did it, Woo Bin!!” She yelled as she passed the bikie, I guess Woo Bin was his name. He looked to be the same age as Teukie-oppa. Why was Jinah talking to him in an informal manner?

“Okay, I’ve seen enough. She’s had her fun.” Siwon said

“Jinah! Come here!” He yelled across the parking lot, she glared as she slowly came to a stop in front of us.

“No, I’m having fun out here.” She said and looked away. Siwon ran his finger through his hair.

“What if your dad comes out here and sees you like this?”

I wanted to say something but I guess the guys had it covered. Even if she is mad, she will still do what she is told.

“He’ll get over it and it’s my party. I do what I want.”

My eyes widened, that was unexpected. Siwon sighed with impatience and reached out to grab her arm, she pushed away his hand.

“Don’t touch me! Leave me alone! All of you go inside and fawn over Sunah some more!” She yelled at us and revved the motorcycle.

Wait, fawn over me? Where the hell did she come up with that? And then it hit me, it must have something to do with what Daehyun said. I inhaled and stepped forward.

“Jinah.” I called out over the sound the motorcycle was making; she looked at me from my head to my toes.

“Please come inside. I don’t know what Daehyun said to you- “

“He made me see sense.”

“About what?”

“Us. You will always be everyone’s first choice, you who has never set a foot wrong in her life while I will be the other twin that nobody wants because why would they pick me when you are around?” She said to me with cold eyes.

“Jinah, that’s enough.” Says Sungmin, he stepped forward beside me. Jinah rolled her eyes at him, a tear slide down my cheek. Why is she saying these things? This isn’t like her.

“Don’t you ever get tired of being her white knight, Sungmin oppa?”

“Jinah, stop it!” yelled Kai.

Why are you trying to make everyone mad at you, Jinah? Another tear falls down my cheek; I feel a hand wipe it away. Heechul smiles at me and turns to Jinah with a cold look on his face.

“Don’t you think you are taking this too far? Are you satisfied now that you made your own sister cry?”

At the mention of me crying, the guys instantly surrounded me, asking if I was okay. My gaze never left Jinah’s, my teary eyes and her cold expressionless ones. She then looked in the direction of Woo Bin, her eyes sad.

“Daehyun was right.” She whispered, a tear slide down her cheek, she revved the engine to the max and sped off.

“Jinah!” I called after her.

She stopped in front of Woo Bin; he put a helmet on her and then hopped on the back. She went full speed out of the parking lot and turned a corner. Woo Bin’s friends followed after them, a moment later we heard the sound of cars screeching and then a loud crashing sound.

I tensed up and started running, my heart in my throat and more tears coming down.

 

Jinah POV

Whoever said that your life flashes before your eyes should be shot.  All I saw was glass breaking and twisted metal. I don’t know what happened, I was driving fine, might have been speeding a little and then Woo Bin was yelling, trying to take control of the motorcycle.

Then we collided with two cars that were waiting at the intersection. My whole body hurt, nothing would move. The smell of smoke and fuel burned my nostrils, my eyes started to feel heavy. Next thing I heard was the sound of multiple footsteps and then I out, the voices fading away.

~

A beeping sound woke me up; I slowly opened my eyes, adjusting to the bright white light. I looked around the room. I’m at a hospital? The door slide open and a nurse comes in. Wait, what happened to Woo Bin?

“Excuse me, what happened to the guy I was with on the bike?” I asked my voice hoarse. She looked up from her clipboard.

“I’m sorry, he didn’t make it. His injuries were quite severe.”

Oh god, I killed a man. Not directly but I caused it to happen. Woo Bin-oppa, I’m sorry.

The nurse began examining me, checking my vitals, writing everything down on the clipboard of hers, she looked at the machine I was hooked up to.

“Has anyone come to visit me while I’ve been out?” The nurse shook her head; she didn’t even look at me.

Of course no one came, what did I expect? They probably never wanna see me again; I was such a to them. Even worse to Sunah, the one person who has stuck by me for everything and I ruined it all because I let Daehyun’s words get under my skin.

“Miss Lee, you should consider yourself lucky you got away with just a sprained ankle and some bruising. You can leave when a parent or guardian comes to sign the papers.” She says and leaves the room.

I look down at my bandaged ankle, a reminder of my stupidity. How could I have been so dumb and reckless? I’m fricken impossible to be around, it’s no wonder anyone has come yet. I looked at the calendar on the toilet door, it’s Monday.

The party was on Saturday, two days and no visitors? Did they even know I had an accident? What about Appa? He must be worried about me; he would have come surely, right?  I really screwed things up for myself and now I’m being punished.

“Jinah.” I looked up and saw Sunah in the doorway, her eyes had dark circles but she had a smile on her face.

“You can come in, you know.” I said to her, she shuts the door and walks to the chair beside my bed and sits down. I started to play with the bed sheets; I didn’t know what to say to her or where to start. She started to giggle.

“So, you’re not gonna talk?”

“The thought crossed my mind.” I mumbled

“I spoke to Daehyun; he told me what he said to you after a little convincing from the guys.” I froze, my eyes widening. I feel Sunah grab my hands, the coolness of her fingers seep into mine.

“I’m sorry!” I blurted out, she blinks and then smiles, I feel my cheeks getting hot.

“I know you are. The guys say that you are stupid for believing Daehyun.”

“So I guess they hate me now?” I ask biting my lip

It would be totally within reason for them to hate me now, I said really mean things to them and I acted like a brat. Sunah moves from the chair and sits on the edge of the bed.

“No, none of us hate you.” She said giving me a reassuring smile, I found myself smiling back at her.

The door to my room slides open and one by one, 25 people are in my room. We looked like sardines in a can, I held back a laugh. I noticed Heechul and Sungmin.

“I’m sorry for being rude and disrespectful. Please forgive me.” I said lowering my head in their direction.

“Its okay, Jinah. It’s already forgotten.” Sungmin says giving me a kind smile, Heechul winks and smirks at me.

“How is your ankle?” Suho asks me.

“It’s fine, just a sprain.” I say to them. Truthfully it was a sprain but it hurt like though, thank god for painkillers.

“What about your head?” My head snapped up to the doorway. Appa stood there, his face cold and hard.

“It’s fine.” I gulped as he came to the bed, Sunah hopped off and stood beside me. Suju and Exo sensed the atmosphere in the room and filed out, some gave me silent encouraging thumbs up.

“I don’t think so. What the hell were you thinking?! Do you know how many favours I had to call in to make this go away?!!” He yelled as soon as the door closed.

Sunah and I flinched, I hated it when he yelled, it was like getting the life out of you.

“I’m sorry, Appa.” I bowed to him.

“On top of that you can’t do performances now and Sunah can’t do it by herself. You are grounded for 2 weeks and will be on hiatus until you prove to me that I can trust you again.” He says with a deathly stare.

Grounded? For 2 weeks? Hiatus?

God Dammit!! I glance at Sunah, who is just as shocked as I am by Appa’s words; he leaves the room without saying anything else.  I quickly look at Sunah again.

“I’m sorry! Please don’t hate me!!” I begged putting my hands together.

 

No One POV

Sunah watched her sister with amusement in her eyes, sure she was upset about the hiatus thing but it will do them some good to be away from the drama for a while. She ruffled Jinah’s hair affectionately.

“It’s fine, Jinah. Don’t worry your pretty little head about it.” She said sitting back on the bed.

“By the way, what took you so long to visit me?” Jinah demanded, smoothing her hair and wondering why Sunah didn’t come to see her.

Sunah’s mouth formed an “O” as if she suddenly remembering something important, Jinah let out a little chuckle at her sister’s expression.

“Um, yeah, don’t freak out.” Came her reply

“Why would I freak out?” Jinah asked, shrugging her shoulder with a confused expression.

“Well, Super Junior’s dorm flooded so until everything gets repaired and redecorated they will be staying with us. That’s why I couldn’t come see you; we had to move their stuff to the mansion.”

Jinah let the words sink in and screamed very loudly, Sunah covered her ears and just watched Jinah as she started talking to herself.

“Oh my god! This is a nightmare.”

Jinah silenced herself and stared at her sister, eyes narrowing as she remembered that she was supposed to be angry at Sunah.

“You told me that to throw me off, did you visit me before the apartment fiasco?” She said levelly, aware that the boys might be listening outside.

“Yes, I stayed with you when you were bought in and when you came out of surgery. The doctors told me you needed rest so I left to help SJ oppas with the apartment, as soon as I was done I came straight over. See, I’m wearing my hobo outfit.”  Sunah gestured down to her clothes.

Paint splattered tunic, stained white singlet with ripped black leggings and crocs. But no matter how she dressed, Jinah always thought Sunah was beautiful.

“Okay, you’re forgiven. Now come here and let me hug you, I feel weird when I don’t hug you.” Jinah pouted at Sunah with open arms.

Sunah rolled her eyes, sighing as she stepped into her sister’s arms. The contentment she felt in them made her smile, Jinah’s hugs were always warm and she put everything she was feeling into it, she never held back anything.

‘Can I join in too?”

Jinah and Sunah broke apart to find Kai and Sehun behind them smirking playfully.

“Show me some skin and I might consider it.” Jinah challenged, Sehun and Kai looked at each other before lifting up their shirts, and everyone shuffled back into the room.

“What’s going on? Leeteuk asked, watching Kai and Sehun with curiosity.

“They wanted a hug but Jinah challenged them to show skin.” Sunah replied, the amusement on her face was a change to how she was two days ago, Leeteuk thought, his mind went back to how she was helping them.

Robotic summed up everything she was during that time, Leeteuk had thanked God when they rushed over from the house and the doctors had informed Sunah quickly that Jinah was awake and receiving a check up.

The smile that had appeared on Sunah’s face was so bright, it had rivalled the sun. He too had been equally glad to hear that Jinah had woken up, after the accident; Daehyun had come forward saying he had spoken to her.

A little persuading from the guys and he confessed everything, Leeteuk was astounded that Jinah had believed Daehyun’s words, the guy obviously picked up on Jinah’s weak points and used them against her, making her believe anything he told her.

He looked at the way Jinah and Sunah were holding hands, a bond like that could never be broken by one stupid guy and his big mouth. A bond like that was rare these days, not many siblings cared for each other like these two did.

It was plain to anyone with eyes to see that they would die for each other, no matter what the situation was. Leeteuk looked at Jinah more closely, her smile didn’t reach her eyes and her laughter sounded forced as if she was holding it back, as if she didn’t deserve to laugh with them.

“I’ll join in too!” Eunhyuk exclaimed, lifting his shirt up, Donghae stopped him.

“No way! You have dirty abs! I’m doing it!” He says and quickly lifts his shirt up revealing his well tone abs.

Jinah felt her cheeks burn as the boys began lifting their shirts up, she bit her lip to stop herself from thinking dirty thoughts. She giggled when Eunhyuk tried to pull down Donghae’s shirt, Donghae fought back leading to the boys having a playful tussle.

Jinah enjoyed the show until they bumped into the bedside table and knocking over the lamp.

“Okay guys, enough.” She said.

She turned slightly to fix the lamp when all of a sudden she felt a hand grab her hospital gown and a loud rip filled the room.  Donghae and Eunhyuk realised what they’d done and turned red, EXO had covered their eyes although some of them left gaps in their fingers.

Sunah put her hands over Sungmin’s eyes; Jinah looked down and saw they had ripped the whole front of the gown, exposing her s. She went bright red with embarrassment and screamed as loud as she could, making everyone in the room deaf.

 

Sunah POV

“Come on, stop sulking. SO what if they saw your s?” I said to her as I helped Jinah put her clothes on.  She punched me in the arm.

“Do you wanna die?” She replied, glaring at me.

After her screaming fit, EXO left saying they were late for rehearsal and made a speedy exit out of the room. Super Junior waited outside but not before Kangin asked Jinah if she was a c-cup, I had to restrain her from throwing something at him, I had to stop myself from laughing the entire time.

“Ugh! I can’t believe they saw me like that!” Jinah whined and then her eyes darkened. “I’m gonna kill Eunhyuk and Donghae! They started the whole thing!”

I shook my head at her, technically it started when she challenged Kai and Sehun but I wasn’t going to say that outloud. I wasn’t crazy; she would kill me if I said it was her fault. I finished dressing her and helped Jinah into the wheelchair. I went to go behind and push the chair but she stopped me.

“I’m not retarted, I can push myself.” She said wheeling herself to the door.

I can’t really argue with that, Jinah still has her pride, might as well let her keep it. If she wants help she will ask for it but I highly doubt it. I noticed that she wasn’t opening the door and then It came to me that she couldn’t reach the chain on top because she was sitting down.

I stifled a giggle when she stretched to reach it and failed miserably, she sighed.

“Can you stop laughing and open the door for me please?” She asked sounding annoyed but I couldn’t help it. Even Jinah is adorable at times; I picked up her overnight bag from beside the bed and noticed it was heavy.

“Holy crap! What did you put in here? The hospitals sink?” I exclaimed slinging the strap onto my shoulder.

“It’s only got the stuff that you asked Mari to pack.”

That was weird, I only asked Mari, our housekeeper, to pack essentials for Jinah. I didn’t think it would get this heavy from a couple of sets of clothes and toiletries. Not thinking of it anymore and I opened the door for Jinah, she wheeled straight past Super Junior.

“She still mad?” Kangin asked me

“What do you expect after that embarrassing fiasco?” Was he serious? I would be pissed off too if that happened to me but knowing Jinah. She will be angry for a couple of hours and then it will be like nothing happened.

Out of the corner of my eye, I see Eunhyuk and Donghae slip away from the group and catch up with Jinah.

“They’re apologizing. They both feel really bad for what happened.” Leeteuk explained to me.

I turn to watch them; both of them have gotten on their knees in front of her. I get the feeling its go badly.

“$100 says they screw up big time.” Kyuhyun whispers to Heechul.

“$100 says it gets physical.” Heechul whispers back, Kyuhyun shakes his hand with an evil grin plastered on his face, Heechul smirks back at him.

Kangin gets in on the bet too siding with Heechul while Yesung and Shindong both sided with Kyuhyun. I personally hope they all lose and Jinah forgives them but then again this is Eunhyuk and Donghae we are talking about, something always happens where those two are concerned.

“I’m sure nothing will happen.” Says Sungmin from beside me, he takes the bag from my shoulder and puts his arm there instead. I couldn’t help but smile at him.

We couldn’t hear the conversation but I could tell the two males were trying very hard with the pouting faces and begging hand gestures.  All of a sudden, Jinah start slapping them that they fall backwards onto the white vinyl floor.

She wheels in between them and turns to wheelchair side to side, using the footrests to hit them, their cries of pain and help reached our ears making us wince.

“Then again nobody is right.” Sungmin muttered, cringing as he watches the scene before him.

“Maybe we should go help them.” I suggested.

Heechul and Kyuhyun are laughing their heads off. Poor Donghae and Eunhyuk to have friends like these. I quickly ran to Jinah and pushed her forward away from them, Hae and Hyuk were rolling side to side on the ground, in pain.

“Jinah.” I began but she wheeled away towards to exit. I knelt down beside them.

“You guys okay?” I asked, they said nothing only giving thumbs up.

I stood up and sighed, the guys had joined and helped up the pair, their faces showing humiliation and defeat.

“So what did you say to her?” Kyuhyun asked

“We apologized and then Hyuk had to open his big mouth!” Hae yelled.

“You agreed with me! That’s why she got mad!” Hyuk yelled back.

Leeteuk went in-between them and stared at them, they both went quiet.

“What did you say after you apologized?” Leeteuk demanded, his expression hard, Hyuk swallowed.

“I said there was no need to be embarrassed when you have nice s.” He said looking at the floor.

Heechul and Kyuhyun were laughing so much they were holding onto their stomach, the others groaned at EunHae’s stupidity. Leeteuk gave them a smack on the head for good measure.

Our ride home was a tense one, Jinah had refused to ride in the same car as EunHae which started an argument amongst the three. Leeteuk, to punish them, stuck them into the back seat of the van together and got into the driver’s side with a satisfied smile. 

I already knew that living with Super Junior wasn’t going to be boring, that much I was certain of.