"next time we meet, let's pretend that we are strangers" that you said to me before she shout the door. How sad to hear that from her, I know I made her to be like that to me. It's true that Luhan is not the one to blame why we grew apart, all of the blame is on me, I pushed her away as I thought it's the best thing to do.

I get inside of my car and drived myself to my new apartment just few minutes drive away from her place. I choosed this place even it's too far from my company in case that she is in danger I can go to her in instant, but I guess it's no used now. I get the box from the other side of the car and get inside the lift and press my floor number.

I don't know how I got to my apartment either for my mind is blank and all I can hear is my concience tell me how stupid I am to let her go, to let her slipt away from my grasp.

I reach my hand to get the small box and open it, here I see a ring. I was the ring that appa give to her for I don't know how, I think even Appa will scold me of how foolish I was to let go of his "chosen" daughter in law.

Now I'm afraid to sleep what if my Appa show in my dream and scold me? of course I want to see him but not now I think I'm afraid of him right now.

as I read the letters that engraved inside the ring "Forever" I read.

How can be forever last for a short time without it's beginning? Maybe I wasn't matured enough to be a man and to face what's my life ahead...

I let a l