MIN HEE POV…

It was a four hour flight from Korea to Manila and another 45 minutes flight to Camarines Sur I search the internet to know more about this place. It was wonderful, http://www.philippinesbudgettravel.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/caramoan-camarines-sur-1024x679.jpg

I have chosen to have the room near the beach. I sleep when I got here,I wake up that afternoon and look outside. I kick out my sandals and walk in the beach.

The view is magnificent; the sun is setting the wind is cold. I stood my arms stretch wide feeling the air in my body and the cold water on my feet. I’m hoping I can find peace of mind here.

I closed my eyes, I touch the pendant of my necklace and remember SeungRi’s face, the way he smiles, his laughter, his kiss, his embrace. I miss him badly.

I open my eyes and shout “Lee Seung Hyun I’m sorry” as tears flow in my eyes I keep shouting his name. I wish he can hear me, I wish he can forgive me. I went back to my room and lay awake on my bed. I took my laptop and look at his pictures. I imagine what might have our baby look like. what are life like?

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SEUNGRI POV…

We went to the beach and walk.

“You must be really love min Hee”Min Hee father asks me

“With my entire heart and life sir” I said

“Don’t be so formal, you can call me papa” he said to me and smiles…

I smile “thank you papa”.

“uhmm..Have you seen her laptop?” he ask me

I look at him “I haven’t seen her laptop, she won’t let me”

He laughs “she’s maybe shy, because there she stored photos of you, you’re songs. She’s a fan”

I smiled “she told me once; I even thought she likes TaeYang, one of my group mate”

He laughs and looks at me

“I want to meet that Taeyang” he said

“If you come back again in Korea sir I will introduce him to you” I said

“I told you call me papa”he said

“I’m sorry papa” I said and he smile, there were silence and he said

“She’s a kind child; I remember when she lost her mother. She was only 10 years old, I felt so sad and lonely that time, I drown myself to work and my company stars to grow. I almost forgot her, and she was around 15 or 16,when I dreamed of her mom, she said that our daughter needs me, it’s not all about the money, and it’s about my love for her how I can protect her. Then I realize that she’s right I start to catch up on her until now I’m catching up on her.”

“I’m sorry papa I let you down, I didn’t protect her, and I let that happen to her, to us. we lost our child, youre grand child” I said

“It’s not your fault. I’ve seen how you care for her, the way you love her. There are people who are jealous it’s not your fault. Just let her have her time, she must have finding herself, losing a child is hard. When she’s ready she will come back to you.  I can feel she really loves you, and you’re the only one I want to be her husband” he said and patted my back

That time is the most comforting words.

“Thank you papa” I said. 

“Give her time OK. Don’t worry I’m always at you’re side. When will you coming back to Korea?” he asks me

“I don’t know papa. Maybe tonight” I said

“Make it tomorrow, let’s have dinner” he said

I look at him and nod, I cannot believe it, he is not mad at me

“I’ll be going I have a meeting, dinner tonight” he said

“Thank you papa” I said and we wave good bye.

We have dinner that night and I really feel comfortable, I felt happy even though im hurting…

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