Dongwoon

‘Ah... I’m hungry. Where should I have my dinner? As I was walking along the shops, I notice a shop selling Jajangmyeon. The smell of the food from the shop made me even hungrier. So I thought, ‘ok why not I just have my dinner here.’ As I went into the shop, I notice some familiar faces that were going to have their dinner too. It was the Beastly Boys.
‘Should I go up to them and say Hi or just act like I didn’t notice? I don’t see any reason why I shouldn’t be friends with them.’ So I decided to approach their table.

“Hey there guys. How was the game?”
“Yah… Dongwoon ah, having dinner too? Come join us. We were about to order. Doojoon hyung is treating us dinner, he should treat you too cause you scored us a goal.” Hyunseung hyung invited me.

I felt uneasy, I wasn’t sure if Doojoon hyung would be ok if I join them when suddenly somebody spoke,
“Dongwoon ah… why are you still standing there? Sit down.” Doojoon hyung patted the empty seat next to him as he spoke. I was shocked, ‘he’s talking to me? I’m accepted.’ I was literally happy; I smiled to myself as I join them for dinner.

Now, I had a group of friends to call my own.

Dongha

Weeks passed and I noticed Dongwoon never made any plans with me regarding our routine walk-home-together. I wanted to ask but I couldn’t make myself to do it.

Bad points about myself: EGO.

I could never admit to anyone if I had any problems or anything was bothering me. But what made me asked Dongwoon was when I reminded myself that my overseas trip was just around the corner and I felt that if I don’t ask now, it will definitely affect my trip. So, I decided to wait for Dongwoon at the living room.

Then I heard the door.
“Oh, hyung… are Omma and Appa back from work?” he asked.
“Not yet. Come here and sit down, I want to have a word with you”
He did as he was told and waited for me.
“You, you have been hanging out with those boys, aren’t you?” I just went straight to the point.

Dongwoon

I knew hyung was going to confront me about this sooner or later. So I’ve decided just to be honest with it.

“Why, hyung? You dislike?”
“Yes, I dislike. Why don’t you ever listen? They are bad company, you understand me?” he blurted out, I could guess he was trying to keep his cool.

“Why you dislike? Have you ever told me why? No, you haven’t! You haven’t given me a valid reason to why I should not be friends with them. They are nice people, they treat me good and we all have the same interest too. I enjoy doing all these stuffs with them. You were never there whenever I needed you, they are like my hyungs I could never have!” I let out all my resentment towards hyung.

You could see his face, he felt guilty. He knew it but he just wouldn’t admit it. I kept quiet and waited of what he’ll reply me.

When the silence kept going, I just felt so agitated that he wasn’t going to admit it because of his ego, I just told him off…again!

“Maybe hyung, take the school trip as an opportunity for you to relax your mind and decide which is more important, your ego or your dongsaeng. You’ve got issues. It’s this Saturday right? I’ll send you off.” Then I just left him there alone, I was too pissed to even be nice to him anymore.

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