It can't be........... 

"L-lea?" Carlos said.... 

"W-what are you doing here?" i asked shuttering, i can't believe i'm seeing him. 

"Jacob and I are friends" he said calmly

"Wait you guys know each other?" a short guy but has big eyes said.

"Sort of" Carlos said. 

"I will sleep now" i said going up to my room but Jacob stop me.

"Lea wait" he said i turn around and look at him, my eyes are already teary. 

"What?" i manage to say while fighting back the tears.

"Were going to deliver pizza want to eat with us?" he said

"No i will just sleep now since i'm tired" i said and walk towards my room closing it behind me

I immediately lay on my bed and let the tears flow down my cheeks because i can't handle it anymore.

I still can remember what he did to me 2 years ago.... 

*FLASHBACK*

"Tell her that you were just playing her Carlos" the cheerleader said 

I look at Carlos and i can feel tears flowing down my face

"I-I just played you" he said

"I really did not love you so go away" he said

What he said tore me apart. I walk away from the world.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

It still hurts, no i don't have feelings for him anymore but just remembering on what he did hurts me, thats why i'm afraid of entering into relationship, but now i'm trying to think that not all of them are the same. 

I heard a knock on my door

"Who is there?" i asked wiping away the tears

"Its Me" Jacob said

"Get inside" i said and sat down on my bed properly

"You okay?" he said 

"Yeah just tired" i said 

"You know Carlos?" he asked

I don't want to talk about it now... 

"Yeah" i said sudenly interested on my blanket

"Mind telling me?"he asked i look at him shock this is the first time since he came here that we talk casualy 

"Not now" i said 

"Okay sleep now good night" he said

I look up on him and smile at him 

"Good Night" i said

He smiled at me and walk out of my room

I lay myself back in the bed and burry my body on the blankets

the next thing i knew i was already in the dream land

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Okay the whole story of the past will be out next week its on one of the chapters..