*Lea's P.O.V*

Christmas... its coming and I'm spending it alone.... 

"When will you go home?" Jacob ask me,

I look at him "I won't be going home" i said 

Its been two weeks since Jacob and I shared one of our secrets and let me tell our friendship grew stronger but i did not tell him that i had feelings for him. 

"Why?" he asked me 

"I'm so far away from home" i lied 

"Ohh" is all he said and continue packing his things he will leave tomorrow afternoon going to Colorado cause his parents are living there. 

"Why don't you come with me?" he said smiling widely at me 

"What!?!" i said shocked

"Its a good idea though" he said 

"But i don't want to interpret your family bonding" i said sighing 

"You won't" he said 

"How did you know?" i said 

"My family wants to see you also" he said, i was taken aback at what he said

"Me? why?" i asked

"I told them about you and mom was telling me to bring you home somtime and i think it will be the best if you will come with me tomorrow" he said smiling widely 

"Fine" i said smiling at him 

"good then i will buy your ticket" he said 

"Okay thanks i will just pack my things" i said standing up and going to my room

The moment i arrived to my room i sat on my bed smiling widely 

This is the first time after 3 years that i won't be spending christmas alone. 

You may be thinking about my family, i did not talk to them anymore for almost 3 years for a very deep reason, a reason why i arrived here in London and the reason why I'm a strong person  outside and a weak person inside only me and Collin knows this secret. 

I'm totally looking forward to spend my christmas at Colorado with Jacob's family. 

I wanted to feel what a family's love is again.