Broken

I can't forget your Love

“It’s good to see you AGAIN.MY WIFE” he said with sarcasm. He saw her paled

“Who the are you??” The man with her said furiously

“Kevin. Stop” He heard Seohyun said with a small voice.

“Time to go” Yonghwa grabbed her arms forcefully, dragging her out of the dance floor. But then the man named Kevin stopped him, he spun him around and punched him on the face, but he luckily dodge it.

“Is that all you got?” Yonghwa said, smirking

“You !” It hit his left cheek and was taken aback on how strong Kevin’s punch is.

“Jerk!” He punched him on his cheek, making the guy fell on the floor, holding his cheek he punched.

“I SAID STOP!!” Seohyun shouted. But the two men didn’t hear her, they continued fighting.

Simon and Jonghoon came on the scene and pull them apart.

“Let me go! I’ll give this a lesson!” Kevin said, shouting

“Stop being a sissy” Yonghwa said, wiping the blood on his lips.

“You motherer! Let go off me and I’ll punch this dickhead until he die!” Kevin punched Simon in the stomach but Simon didn’t even budge.

“Don’t fight him! Fight me!” Yonghwa said, struggling away from Jonghoon’s hold

“Dude you better stop! What’s wrong with you??” Jonghoon shouted angrily. It was the first time Yonghwa got into a fight. They know him as a calm person, but the way he behaves right now

“Let go off me!” Yonghwa shouted angrily

Jonghoon dragged him out of the club, letting go of him.

“What the hell’s wrong with you?!” Jonghoon shouted

“I’ll go back there and teach that a lesson!” He rushed inside but was stopped by Jonghoon

“Jonghoonie!” Tiffany shouted, making them both turn to her direction

The girls emerged from the door, with Seohyun looking at him angrily.

He shook off Jonghoon’s grasp and walked towards the girls. He stopped infront of Seohyun who was looking at her with those deadly glares.

“If you think you can scare me off with your deadly stares, you damn well know you won’t succeed” Yonghwa said coldly

“Let’s go girls” Seohyun brushed him off and walked past him, but he quickly grabbed her arms and spun her around

“Not so fast” He pulled her away from the girls and his friends

The girls and his friends left dumbfounded. No one know what happened to them, no one have a clue that they know each other.

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He dragged her to the alley just beside the bar, letting go of her hand as they reached the right place to speak.

“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!” he shouted at the top of his lungs. 

“WHO ARE YOU TO SHOUT AT ME?!” she backfired

“Do I need to remind you this?!” he waved his hand in her face, emphasizing the wedding ring, THEIR wedding ring.

He saw her eyes widen upon recognizing the metal band that has their vow, their fake vow.

“Glad you haven’t forgotten about this then” he smirked

“Why are you doing this?” she whispered, but enough for him to hear it.

“Because I need to, I want to”

“But I don’t want to. I don’t even want to see your face” she spat

“Look. I’m looking for you, since that day y-you-“

“Since the day you left me after you ed me” she said, her voice unwavering

It feels like his heart was stabbed with her words

“Look Hyun~” he raked his hair, feeling his calmness dissipating

“DON’T ING MESS UP WITH MY FEELINGS AGAIN! CAN’T YOU SEE?! I’M HAPPY NOW! I LOVE IT HERE! YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME TO COME BACK TO YOU LIKE A PUPPY CLAIMED BY HER MASTER AFTER TAKING CARE OF ANOTHER PUPPY!”

“LEAVE ME ALONE! LET GO OF ME! I’M TIRED OF ALL OF THIS! I’M TIRED! MY HEART IS TIRED! CAN’T YOU SEE!? I FREAKING HATE YOU! STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!” she screamed will all her might, tearns threatening to fall, but she wiped it hurriedly, not wanting him to notice it.

“IF ONLY YOU CAN LET ME EXPLAIN!” he shouted, frustrations eating him

“IF ONLY YOU’LL STOP LYING!!” she screamed back, the loudest she ever made. She marched out of the alley and rode the taxi without even looking back at him.

He was left there, standing, looking at the taxi slowly disappearing. Her early words echoing on his head

But I don’t want to. I don’t even want to see your face  

DON’T ING MESS UP WITH MY FEELINGS AGAIN! CAN’T YOU SEE?! I’M HAPPY NOW! I LOVE IT HERE! YOU CAN’T EXPECT ME TO COME BACK TO YOU LIKE A PUPPY CLAIMED BY HER MASTER AFTER TAKING CARE OF ANOTHER PUPPY

LEAVE ME ALONE! LET GO OF ME! I’M TIRED OF ALL OF THIS! I’M TIRED! MY HEART IS TIRED! CAN’T YOU SEE!? I FREAKING HATE YOU! STAY OUT OF MY LIFE

IF ONLY YOU’LL STOP LYING!!

(play this for background music) Fields of Gold by Eva Cassidy

He still stood there, immobile. Tears run down his cheeks, his heart was torn many times, was stabbed many times, and was stomped many times.

 He leaned on the wall, staring at the night sky, as the moon shine down on him.

“To what extent does the heart endures pain?

Should I let you go now?

Should I give up?  

I made you suffer

I made your life miserable

I hurt you

God knows how much I love you Seo Joo Hyun”

His tears began to fall uncontrollably, sobbing, shoulders shaking. He was crying his heart out, the  loudest cry, the unbearable pain keeps on bugging his heart, he hit his chest, harder, harder, harder, praying that the pain would subside even for a bit.

“I know I hurt her,

I know I’ve made the stupid mistake of my life when I left her without thinking what she’ll feel

I know I don’t deserve her anymore

But God, Let me make her feel my love, even just for a night, even just in her dreams

I want her to know that I love her,

God give me another chance

Give me another chance to prove it to her

Give me strength to face her

Can you give her to me?

Promise I’ll treasure her more than my life

Because I love her, because she’s the best I ever had”

He let himself cry that night, even until he got back home.

 

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“Oppa? Why aren’t you answering my calls?!”

“Yo Yonghwa! Where the hell are you bro? you just disappeared yesterday without saying goodbye to us!”

“Yah! Why did you just disappeared yesterday?!”

As he was staring at her picture as his phone wallpaper, Krystal and Also his friends Jonghoon and Simon keeps on calling him, asking him about his condition.

He’s sprawled on his bed, staring at the ceiling, deciding if he’ll do it or not. His mind says its right, but his heart tells him not to do it.

 He hasn’t sleep yet, he needs to think about his decision thoroughly.

Then he heard the door opened

“YAH JUNG YONG HWA!!” Jonghoon and Simon came in, with hands full of beer, snacks and pizza.

“oh”

“Oi! What’s happening to the chic magnet we knew?!” Simon D asked, feeling concerned about his friend. It was the first time they saw him like that, no energy at all, it’s like he lost his soul.

“How did you know Catherine?!” Jonghoon asked out of the blue, causing Simon to smacked his head hard

“Ouch! Yah!!  You’re always doing that!”

“Oh yeah? It’s because you’re acting stupid again!”

“Me? Stupid?! YAH!”

They continued bickering. Yonghwa was only staring at them

“She was my wife” Yonghwa said, voice was melancholic

That’s when he caught their attention. Their head instantly turn to him

“MWO?!?!” Simon and Jonghoon said in Unison

“Catherine is Jung Joo Hyun. Oh. Seo Joo Hyun” Yonghwa said, keeping his voice in monotone

“M-mwo?! B-but I thought she’s single!? What happened?? Did you two argue?” Jonghoon asked, attention focused on him

“Obviously yes. A big argument that is” Yonghwa said sarcastically

“What happened?” Simon asked

“Wait wait. You said awhile ago she WAS your wife right? Why WAS??”

“Because now, I’m going to let her go”

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Author's Note:

AHHHHH! please don't kill me with this lame update!  I promise that next one will be, hmmm. HAHAHHA! just wait ahrasseo? 

I know I know this is supposed to be a ONE-SHOT story only. but I'm enjoying writing Yeoja and Namja's story. so yeaah. few more chapters and I'll end it. hihi. ^_____________^

 

Comments juseyo~ *puppy eyes* 

Your comments makes my heart warm ALWAYS! jinjja. so comments are highly appreciated :DDD

Thank you for waiting!!

till next time! *bow*

 

ciao!

 

-Azile <3

 

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mie_yongseo
#1
Chapter 16: Gosh i cried buckets while reading this. Nothing can beat mother's love.
Ayza_exol
#2
Chapter 16: Daebak ^ 0 ^
jeshd_
#3
I never knew that I love angst until I read this fic. Thank you for the wonderful story! I cried so much while reading. >.<
bokyo28 #4
Chapter 16: Finally I am finished! Now im not angry anymore I guess It needs those parts so that it will be worth it in the end. Thank you.
bokyo28 #5
Chapter 6: Im at chapter 5 right now and Im really angry at how the story progress, I mean how can he not say it? the truth? I dont know if its a way to prolong the story but I will continue reading through... I just wanted to comment on how Im feeling right now and I hope everything will come full circle after I finished this I hope my anger goes away.... T_T
JustAnotherUser #6
Chapter 16: I've read this story multiple times already & I still experience the rollercoaster of emotions everytime as if it were my first time reading this; I get all giddy from all the sweetness & mushiness, I cried with tears literally flowing to my cheeks from all the emotional talks or fights. This is seriously one of the very best stories I've ever read. The way you wrote every situation beautifully - whether it was happy, sad, anger, etc - made me really feel this story. I can really feel their love for each other. A very beautiful story this is. Never get tired of reading this. I feel like I have a lot of compliments to say but, as people often say, words are never enough. X) You did a really wonderful job, authornim. Really a wonderful job. :) All the best for your other stories. I'll definitely try to read them - especially when it's about the Yongseo couple. ;) Fighting!
pipopanda #7
Chapter 16: Finally they have little angel
nuninuraini #8
Chapter 14: omo there we go again.. crying .
nuninuraini #9
Chapter 6: omoo .. believe me .. i was crying when i read this part :"""(
dj2702 #10
Chapter 1: omoooo,,,,,,such a greaaaaat story......really.....

love yongseo angst