This isn't what I wanted

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What do you do when you are asked to take care of your friend's boyfriend?

And what do you do upon their return?

Foreword

 

I could remember it like it was yesterday.
Jay was sitting across the table form me, it was 4 am and all the other's were asleep.
He had asked me to meet him in the kitchen that night and had said to be there at 4.
I look at him, not understanding why he wanted to see me at this hour, couldn't he just have waited until morning?
And what was it that he needed to say to me only?
I sat still as I listened to Jay speak.
 
He told me he had to leave, leave the group, but I already knew that, so I told him I knew.
Jay softly laughs, a little nervusly as he starts to explain how stupid he felt for tinking he needed to explain everything to me before asking me an important favor.
"What is it Jay?" I ask him and tilt my head.
"I need you to look after Taecyeon for me."
I frown and ask Jay why me and what for.
 
This was when I came to know Jay and Taecyeon had been secretly dating.
It all made sense now.
All those late nights and extra skinships, even at home, off cameras where they didn't need to do it.
It didn't come as a surprise though and I kept quiet as Jay explained to me that it was very important that I look after the bigger man because Jay didn't know when he would be back in Korean, if he would even be back at all.
 
Many years has passed and I stare up at the cieling, Jay has returned to Korea now, he just flew in this morning, and Taecyeon doesn't know yet.
I wonder if he still has feeling for the shorter man, if they both still feel about each other the way they felt so many years ago.
I turn and gaze upon Taecyeon's sleeping face, curious to know what he is dreaming of, but at the same time I don't want to know.
What if he is dreaming of him and not me? 
What if...
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KPVIP26 #1
Chapter 14: when he said nickhun, i was like OMO! Daebak!
KPVIP26 #2
Chapter 4: well then...when i started reading this, i was thinking it was gonna be a love triangle between either taec and khunwoo, or taeckhun and chansung... or even chanho and taecyon... this surely surprised the hell outta me!
yokhaa #3
Chapter 17: Hmnn. I don't know what to say, the twisting plot that makes chansung was the one to blame now when he's lying to khun, its makes me irritated hahahha, I love chantaec as much as chankhun, but seeing chan just giving himself to taec like nothing happens it just feel he's to easy and naïve, just give us a lil bit spark drama would be interesting but afterall its a nice chapter, THANK you for the fast updates, will wait for more <3<3 (sorry for my broken english)
yokhaa #4
Chapter 16: Taecyeon being a AV actor was alil bit to much, I think, because even they retiring from being a idol they still a celebrity right, why would he become a AV actor hahah, and chan become a mail man was just and extreme downgrade of job,hahah and poor khunnie, anyway thanks for updating, will wait for more, <3<3
im_cun #5
Chapter 15: i dont like the ending !!! but the more important thing , how chansung end up as a delivery man ??!! it just not match up from idol to become delivery man ..

but overall the story line is good .. i cried a lots of time .. feels like my heart break when chan is break .. means you are really a good writer !! please do more .. ganbatte ne !
geo_gurlz #6
Chapter 15: I need some explanation I guess, so update quickly, pleaseee....
yokhaa #7
Chapter 15: Woaaa, I don't like the way chan thinking, 6 years already passed and he doesn't play cold for taec, and where's taec been this 6 years? He doesn't even say that he tried searching channie baby.. And chan just give away his self like that? Since the situation were really different from what happen six years ago. But still I want chan and taec get together, but we need more drama hahahahha, thank you for the fast update, will wait for the next one, <3<3<3
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