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MIYA POV

I was on the beach alone walking on the shore, thinking about what Seung hyun said the other day

*Flash Back*

I was walking to the pool and heard ji yong and Seung hyun talking

“When do you and Miya plan on having a child?” Ji yong ask Seung hyun

“Miya is still not ready” Seung hyun said

“You think so, coz when she takes care of Bryan and Jidian she was doing a good job”

“I really, really want to have a baby now, If only she know it, but I told her that I could wait”

“Then tell her the truth hyung”

“I can’t she will be just depressed and I don’t want her to put her in that situation”

“Actually at first I thought it was scary to have children, but after seeing Jidian why whole perception about that changes, I felt like I was so proud on having him, and i can’t explain the feeling…” Ji yong said

Seung Hyun just stood in silence

End….

I was still walking on the shore and see running children pass through me, chasing by their daddy and laughing and having fun, Im I ready? Seung Hyun really want’s it already and it’s not I don’t want it I was just scared that I might not be a good mother, but how can I know if hasn’t tried right…

I went home and went upstairs I get my pills from my drawer and toss it on the garbage can, and walked to the kitchen…

ROSE POV

I was on the club alone I sat on the bar and order some drinks guys are hitting on me but I refuse, I become bored and I went on the dance floor and dance swaying my hips with the crowd and I felt hands on my waist then I shrugged and turn around it was Mathew,

“What do you think your doing?” I said

“Dancing with you” he said I walked out of the dance floor he run to me and hold my wrist up

“Mathew Let me go!!” I shouted at him

“You think just because your parents cancelled the wedding your going to get away from me?”

“even if it is not cancelled I will still NO NEVER MARRY YOU!!” I shouted and emphasize those words then his face looked so pissed he tried to drag me out of the club I tried to let go but his grip is so strong, then

“LET HER GO!!” a voice I shouted from behind then I turn my head seeing it was Youngbae

“I said let her go” he said walking in front of Mathew

“Stay out of this, it’s none of your business” Mathew said turning around dragging me then Youngbae hold my other hand

“Let her go” Youngbae said

“AHHHH!” I said in pain of their grip “Mathew you jerk!! LET ME GO!!” I said

“Now your picking him over me” Mathew said

“YES!! HIS MUCH BETTER THAN YOU!!” I shouted Mathew let go and Youngbae wrapped his arms around my shoulders and hold my hand that Mathew hold in grip that leaves reed marks,

“You ok?” he ask and I nodded “Let’s go let’s put some medicine on that” he said then Mathew push Youngbae and I was drag by Youngbae to the ground,

“Aren’t you going to fight back!” Mathew shouted but Youngbae was calm and tried to help me stand up

“Are you hurt?” he ask me

“No im fine, you?” I ask

“Im fine” he said and look at Mathew “Look I don’t want any trouble so stop bothering rose” he said when were already walking away, Mathew turn Youngbae and punch him on the face and Youngbae landed on the ground I was so shock, Mathew jump on top of Youngbae and hold Youngbae on his shirt and was about to punch again I pushed Mathew and he landed on the ground, I help Youngbae to get up, and then Mathew got back on his feet and push me I hit my head on one of the rock, I was still conscious but I felt dizzy, I touched my head and look at my hand and saw blood,

“Youngbae!” I said and they both looked at me

“Rose!” Youngbae said and run to me “Let’s get you to the clinic” he said picking me up bridal style while I was on his embrace

“Youngbae…” I said in low voice

“Hold on, where almost there” he said my eyes were getting heavy

“Youngbae…” I said

“SHHHh… don’t talk, were almost there, don’t die on me, I love you!” he said those words sting on my head before I totally close my eyes and my surrounding became totally dark ….

Hold on don’t die on me… I love you…

Hold on don’t die on me… I love you...

Hold on don’t die on me… I love you...

Those words keep ringing on my head… oh… my head felt heavy…

I slowly open my eyes finding my self in a hospital robe and closed room, i look at my side and saw Youngbae his head is lumping on my bed his hands holding mine, then I remember the last words he say

I love you, is it true? Im I not hallucinating by that time? I need to hear it from you…

“Young bae…” I said in low voice he slowly turns his head up while rubbing his eyes and look at me

“Rose, your awake, did you head hurt? I will call the doctor” he said panicking but before he stands up I grab his hands

“Stay” I said and he sat back on his chair I saw some bruise on his lips and face I caress his face “Im sorry, because of me your face got bruise” I said

He hold my hand on his face “its ok, it’s not important”

“But you’re a celebrity; you should take care of your face”

“It’s not that important, it’s you, im sorry I cannot protect you” he said

“No. you did protect me, if you haven’t showed up who knew what Mathew would do to me” I said then he stood in silence

“Youngbae…” I said and hold his hands “I heard everything” I said

“Heard what?” he said

“What you said before I got unconscious”

 “Which part?” he said and he started to get red

“All… specially the last part” I said “Was it true?” I ask

“I hope you’re not angry, and i know that…” I cut him and gave him kiss on the lips as I wrapped my hands on his neck I broke the kiss and he press my forehead against his “I love you too, not because it is a condition of my parents for me to have a boyfriend but because that is what I felt” I said

“Are you sure?”

“Yes im sure, I love you youngbae, I know what my hearts wants and desire, it’s you” I said he smiled and he laid me back to bed

“Don’t worry I wont let you go” he said “you should rest know, Miya said and your parents said they will be back after dealing with Mathew in the police station” he said and gave me a kiss

“Ok, but don’t go stay here” I said and he sat back and hold my hands

“Don’t worry im not going anywhere” he said as he hold my hands and I close my eyes and rested