After that day, changmin met with karam. like fate, They always met each other, sometime they would met at mall,park,or another place accidently. Karam and changmin easily could get along each other, they have same interest,book,eventhough karam younger than changmin and he is still highshool student,but his knowledge is nolimit,make changmin really like him.   Changmin told about his family,about his mother left him, about his father depression,and karam could understood him more than he guess he would do,he feel some pain slowly decreased from his heart because karam present.   karam really cheerfull  kid,he can make changmin comfortable aroud him, karam motherly side , karam matureness, karam childish side,he have everything which made changmin fall for him even more without changmin realized it.   “if i say something to you...will you believe in me?”   karam talked happily with changmin in cafetaria at karam school. karam usually will come to changmin college with his uncle,he has many reason why he had to come.or changmin will visit karam school just to talk with him or have a lunch together,changmin knew if karam is still new with seoul, he help karam to know many place in seoul, he found karam really have same interest in anything with him.   “em...may be...i always believe in you right.?”   Changmin answered karam question while his mouth busy to munch his food.   “when the first time i saw you, i feel like we ever met , you’re really familiar to me”   Karam really want to know that changmin is someone for him, because this man really familiar,he feel like they was know each other long time ago.   “emmm..but i never come to U.S and you never visit korea right? How could it be?”   “i don’t know..but really..”   “you think too much..we never met before..but..you’re so familiar to me too..”   “really..which part...”   Karam put his fork and spoon, he sit sweetly wait changmin to examination his face, changmin focuse his eyes in karam eyes,karam look so confident first but then he feel so nervous when changmin eyes start to trailed his face.   ‘your eyes...your nose.....your cheek...your lips......all remind me about my mother......but..why i feel so strange everytime i look at you.......why.....i feel like i want to caress it.....”   Changmin his own lips and gulp his saliva.he feel desire start to build inside his body when his eyes lays on karam pulm lips, he’s really want to feel karam cherry lips now.   “when is your birthday?”   Changmin change the conversation,and focuse his eyes on his food again,try to forget karam seductive lips.   “ah...nae...this is february right? I was born in this months,ah..em...you asked me this question, tomorrow is my birthday.”   Karam stutter, he feel so releive changmin change the conversation, he feel the awkward atmoshpere started to build awhile ago from their intese stared.   “chongmal?”   Changmin asked in shocked and spill out his juice which he just drink.   “wae-yo?”   Karam stand up and pull out the tissue, he lean closer and wipe the juice from changmin mouth,changmin hold his hand.   “ah..i’m sorry...i can do it by myself”   Changmin took the tissue from karam hand nervously and wipe his mouth.   “are you ok?”   “mm...just..february is my family birthday?”   “what did you mean?”   “tomorrow is my birthday too..”   “ah...really?”   “and also my father and mother months birthday, that’s why we called it family birthday”   “waa..so cool...you should count me as your family too ,because i’m and my umma born in same months too”   “wah..yah...why we talk about family birthday now..hahhaha..”   “..i have to congratz you today because it’ll be awkward if i said happy birtday to someone else in my birthday day..”   Karam chuckled and took changmin hand to shake it, he could feel changmin cold hand,he feel his heart start to bump weirdly just by the touch, he never felt like this before.   ‘what’s wrong with my heart..i was hold this hand numerously..but..why this time feel so diffirent..’   “eh..”   Changmin tighten his gripped on karam hand unconciously,karam look at changmin.karam startled from the bell ring, he pull his hand from changmin gripped, but changmin didn’t budge.   “changmin-ah..minnie..”   “nae..”   “i have to go..my time was end..i have to back to my class”   “ah..nae..”   Changmin released karam hand and watch karam walk away from him.   ‘don’t leave..i want you to stay with me a little bit longger’   Karam turned, he smile and wave toward him.   ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++   “ah..appa...you already home”   “yeah...i think i’m getting old here, my back always hurt now if i sit for too long you know...come here and massage my back”   Changmin approaching his father, he look at his father face seriously while he walk toward him,the wrinkle could see clearly than before in his father forehead.his small and sharp eyes still have same aura like when this eyes mentally hurt his mother, sending a knife with his gaze,but now,seems softer than before.changmin place his hand on his father back and massage it slowly.   “is it right here?”   “yeah....”   “appa...don’t work too hard..you’re not youngman anymore...watch your body.”   “yah!..i’m not that old..just massage me...”   “appa...you know...i’ll finish my college soon than replace you..you can sit comfortably in home..no need to work anymore..this body...he has done many thing job.”   “yah....don’t said those word..i feel like i’ll die tomorrow”   “hhaha..appa...i’m sorry if i have to say this...but...why you didn’t found me another mother...i’m really tired to massage you everytime”   Mother word in this house isn’t forbidden thing anymore.changmin realized he should support his father for long time ago to find another woman to love, this is not his father fault at all,he shouldn’t act childish, forbid his father to marry another woman, he is a man too, he should understood what his father felt.he was try to mad