-Changmin POV-
 

i listen carefully every words from my mom mouth, make me chuckled..not because i mocked her, but , i just too childish to always consider my father as a hero without a faulth, right , always right, now, i look at how coward he was, he just keep silent and didnt speak any words to express her feeling, why dont he tell mom that time that he didnt want mom to left......

Why he just being silent that time?

Yeah, i should knew him better right? Mom just live with him about 8 years or less, but me, i live with dad almost half of his life, i should know better, why he become coward once in his life?

Mr.yoochun frozen in his spot, me, karam and him, waiting right in front of the door of my father surgery room, he just have a neuron surgery, after about 2 weeks he wake up from his slept with a different memories, finally the doctor decide to make a surgical neuron operation for him,doctor said he was stable that time, his brain already could brought him in the real life, i remember the last time he woke up, he asked why my mother was here,she is supposed to be gone from our life.. exactly the same with the time when he asked who am i?...because in his memories, i wasn’t born yet....!

After my father accidented , mom always comes, everyday, and mr.yoochun always accompany her, even he just waiting out side the room, i talked alot to mom about dad condition after she left, how appa raised me by himself, how he never lay his eyes on the others woman, for dad, mom always gonna be his number one..never change.

Mom even kneel down in front of me for didnt be with me to watched me grow up, how i supposed to be mad at my own mom, i couldn’t, the fact that i still craving for her attention and love, just make me melting in her touch, when he caress my hair to calm me to be strong to face this hardness, i just ok, because she is right by my side.

Karam pale like a statue...he hold my hand to prevent himself from falling, this news really hit him, he didn’t know that yunho appa also his father, and that mr.yoochun, is no one for him...he just know.............

But i bet, mr.yoochun know better, because he didn’t look shocked, but , more to look like worried...

i patted his shoulder, but he hugged me tightly,crying on my shoulder, yoochun come to sit beside us, he hugged karam as well, but karam pushed him a side.i feel pity for this man, for the first time in my life.

“karam...listen to appa...”

Mr.yoochun said and try to explain to karam, karam didn’t budge in my embrace.

“why? Why you didn’t told me, how long you will keep this secret from me huh?...till i die?..”

He spoke with hoarse voice , from crying..yes.he look childish like this, suit him..so well..my little brother , that i will protect from now on...