“umma,,umma....umma”   changmin delirious in his deep sleep. Yunho hurrily come to his side and put his right hand in changmin forehead,he fell changmin warm skin spreading to his plam,he staring his son with full of sorrow in his eyes.   “changminnie..”   he put a cold compress on changmin forehead again try to decreased the heat from changmin body. he was sicked 3 days because he miss his mother, he didn’t told or said it loud to his father , he hide about that, and keep thinking with himself and finally he got sicked because of it.   “umma..umma”   changmin mumbled his mother name again.and the tears rolling down to the pillow from his right eye.he feel something cold on his forehead.he open his eyes a little and he saw his father worried face.he staring his father who’s busy sweep his forehead with compress.his tears flowing down again, not because he feel uneasy feeling about his body but because his heart hurt to see his father crying and worried because of him.   “minnie-ah, how do you feel ?”   “appa...” his voice is very husky.   “shusshhh.... ...don’t cry...”   yunho sweep changmin tears with his thumb and he felt changmin burn cheek and it make him more worried.   “you will meet umma soon,,,shhushhh..please don’t cry” he caress changmin cheek.   “i didn’t miss......umma....”    “it’s okay minnieah..i know you miss her,,gwenchana my baby...”   “but ,,i’m really ...didn’t miss her...”   he don’t want to see his father sad face anymore,since he promise to his father, how much he miss his umma, he will never told his father, he will keep his yearning to himself.   Yunho know his son told a lied to him,it made him more upset about himself, how he could hurt his only son feeling,he staring his only son face lovely.what kind of sin he ever made, why he have to suffer like this,in his age.   I know you miss your mom,and i know you miss your old day with her, i know how hard you hide your feeling to your mother from me, i know you feel bad about this family, i know you jealous to your friends, they have a complite family, i promise cangminnie, i will bring your mom to you, hold on just for a while,i will bring her soon to you.   “ye ,, i know, you didn’t miss her, i believe to you my son”   yunho embrace changmin tighly and his tears flowing down from his cheek.changmin feel the warm liquid from his father eyes hit his bare arms.   “appa...don’t cry,,minnie promise , minnie will be well soon,,please don’t cry”    he sweep his father tears with his little hand, he caress his father cheek.   “changminnie-ah,please don’t be like this..please don’t be sick, appa very worried if you got sick”   “biyanne appa..”   “you have to eat now changminnie, you want to eat right? Appa will feeding you”   changmin nod.   “changkemmal, appa will take that soup, ne?”   changmin nod again.    yunho take a warm soup from the k