Yunho already knew were jaejoong live, he promise to himself he will bring jaejoong to changmin, he know, this is hard for him , he will lost his pride , but he keep repeat in his mind, he do this for changmin, he will do anything he could do to make his son happy even if he must trhow a way his pride, he arrived at jaejoong new house, new life, he feel hesitate.   ‘as a man, where i put my pride? I feel so damn ashamed about this, how could money bought my love, how could i have to deal with this, yunho, please, calm yourself first, asked jaejoong well, don’t ruined anything, you can do this, this is not your fault,you don’t need to be ashamed, jaejoong leave you, she have to ashamed to see you not you jung yunho,but, how can i, this is all my fault,argh...what should i do?’   He approaching jaejoong house,he eyeing jaejoong house everywhere, he walk close to the mansion and then he back to his motorbike again,really didn’t know what to do.he walk to the side of this mansion, he saw a big garden and then he saw two people sit comfortable there,he saw Yoochun and Jaejoong was having a tea in the back garden, they are sitting on a white chair which located in the middle of the park, he saw Jaejoong  pouring the tea into yoochun glass and then her pretty hand  carefully poured more tea into his own glass , he saw Jaejoong smiled very sweetly towards Yoochun, his beautiful wife poured tea for other man, and now his beautiful wife smile for another man too,he saw his  wife with a beautiful pink dress, absolutely stunning,he felt as if time stopped, only Jaejoong continues move,the scene jaejoong grabbed her edge glass with her red lip , sipped a tea, Yoochun also do the same thing as yunho,enjoying the scenery infront of him.   'how could I'll let you go Kim Jaejoong, you are the perfect  one have i ever seen, I would have you completely,your body and your heart will be mine completely, oneday' yoochun tought.   Yunho watched from a far Yoochun leaned close towards his wife's face, he saw Yoochun   kissing Jaejoong , Jaejoong did not reject it, it seems very long for Yunho, he had known  for a long time that Jaejoong have a relate with Yoochun , but he had never seen directly Jaejoong kissing or even do more with this man, now he saw it, the lips that had always made him drunk, which gives him warm,the lips that seemed heaven for him,but know he saw it all, all was destroyed, his heart broken into a pieces,during this time yunho just imagine what might be his beloved wife do with another man than with himself, but turned out to see him directly, it feels very sick,only imagine make him wanna kill someone but when he saw it by himself  it make him weak, because he couldn’t believe this is real, he was leaved by his lover, how hard to explain this feeling.   ‘Jaejoong, why are you doing this to me, why did you break my heart, didn’t I meant something to you? Why are you could makes my heart bleeding, do you know this heart is only yours, I can not love anyone else again, I love you even though you like this, why could you this?’   From a distance, Yunho  watching them and Jaejoong did not know,jaejoong was surprised by Yoochun suddenly act, why he kissed her suddenly, he wanted to reject it but he felt very guilty about Yoochun this morning.   ___flashback__   Yoochun woke up with  still half asleep, he saw the woman he loved no longer beside him, he got up lazily from his bed, he's looking for his slipper and out of bed, after his  dizzy feeling a little lost he was stepping away from his bed into the bath room,but the cooking smells from the kitchen make him void his desire for a shower, she smiled and turned toward the kitchen, he saw Jaejoong was busy with her cooking.   'whatever you do has always made me even more love you, everything about you is y'   He stepped slowly towards the kitchen, he approached Jaejoong slowly ,he hugged jaejoong from behind, he smell her and kissed her bare shoulder gently, Jaejoong continue cooking.   "Yunho honey, did you sleep well?,, Uh ... yunnie?"   Jaejoong turned to look at people who embraced him, he was surprised that is Yoochun, he was thinking about cooking breakfast for yunho.yoochun  took off his embrace from Jaejoong body.   "Yoochun-ah ..."Jaejoong felt guilty.   "Jae enough,"   "Yoochun-ah,, biyanne"   "It's okkay,, this is not your fault"   "I'm sorry, i do not mean to reply That"   "Shttt .... i said it's okkay .."   Yoochun turn his body and leave Jaejoong, but Jaejoong chased him, he hug Yoochun from behind.   "I.."Jaejoong cut her words while she feel Yoochun's hand pull her hand from his waist.   "what?“   “i don’t........”yoochun cut his word again   “you know what,even lastnight when you moan his name, i can bear it, Because this is all my fault"   Yoochun feel so pissed off, he didn’t meant to said that, but this is for real, even when they do ’it’ ,jaejoong will moan yunho name undeliberately,she just used by yunho name may be, but this is not right for him, as a man he should ashamed to forced someone who’s love another but his love make the rea