I was shocked. Why did she hug me so suddenly? 

Yuri let go of me. She had a big smile on her face. 

"Im sorry for that. I just felt.. overjoyed! Do you know that we were looking for you everywhere?"

"your looking for me?"

"yes. we need another member thats why we had an audition but nobody fits th person that we need."

"you mean..?"

Yuri held my hands.

"Please.. be our new member"

"w-what? m--me? SGDC member?"

"yes. we need you so badly!"

"but.. but im a nerd! They wont like me"

"were not looking for a personality, were looking for a great dancer! with super moves! and you got  them all"

"I would like too but..I'm sorry I cant"

I tried to let go but she held my hands so tightly. Yeah. Being a member of SGDC is also a fantasy aside from Donghae. I always wanted to and also because Donghae is also a member. But Im afraid they would just... bully me. And whats worst? Jessica is one of them!

"please??? we need you so badly"

"but... they... would just bully me"

"why?"

"look at me.. Im a nerd...and IM ugly"

"Dont worry Ill be on your side"

sigh. I guess I just have to join. Maybe my dreams would come true.

"okay Im in"