Jiyong’s POV

Dara has been inside the operation room for at least an hour now when the doctor came out and talk to Donghae….Dongahe’s reaction suddenly changed, he seems to have panicked from what the doctor had said to him.

I rushed to Donghae to know what has happened…

“You’re still here!!!” Donghae shouted at me,

Glaring at me he suddenly grabs me in the collar…

He didn’t say anything, he just looked at me with so much hatred, and his eyes are all red from crying

I know what he meant with the way that he looked at me…

Its like saying to me at this is my entire fault,

It really is my fault, if only I haven’t been a jerk Dara would have not been on this situation.

My shoulders dropped down in surrender…I couldn’t hold my tears anymore. I didn’t think that I’ll hate myself this much.

 Donghae let go of me…

I didn’t have any strength to stand up…I knelt infront of Donghae and said:

“Please tell me…How is she? Please let me know that she’s ok. This is my entire fault, I need to apologize to her, she need to live” I begged him

“If apology is all it takes, then no one would walk through hell after death…you deserve to be in hell Jiyong!”  Donghae said

“I would gladly go to hell after I am sure that Dara survives the operation…” I said as I sat miserably