Just when I finished the last drop of my soup TOP stated talking with his hand crossed to his chest and leaning on my sofa like a boss.

“What the hell are you doing with your life Jiyong? The last time we talked before I left for Japan you we’re all excited and according to you you’re bound to see the world and now you didn’t even know that I have been back for more than a week and I get a call from Seungri worried about you.” TOP extensively said

“You don’t understand Hyung, I have hurt Dara and she left me…for good, I thought I did the right decision and turns out to be the worst one I have made my whole life…and now that she’s gone, it hurts like hell hyung, I feel like I don’t deserve to live anymore.” I said to him as I started crying like a child

Hyung didn’t move an inch…he doesn’t seem to have pity on my current situation.

“You are so stupid Jiyong…I told you to think about your decision and yet you pushed through it, you will never know the worth of someone until they are gone from your life, and just as you said Dara is gone and you can’t do anything about it…But it doesn’t mean you have to waste your life sulking over it.” TOP said coldly

“And what am I supposed to do Hyung? Be happy about it? Act like nothing happened?” I sarcastically told him

Which was a big mistake by the ways…I saw Hyung eyes squinted and I knew I am in trouble…I looked to a different direction to escape his deadly stare and when I looked at him again…

TOINKSSS….

A shoe hit me straight to the face…

“OUCH!  Hyung what was that for?”  I asked him nursing my forehead