Donghae’s Pov

If only you can feel what I really feel for you Dara…

You’re the most precious person for me, I want to take care of you as much as I could.

I know you only see me as your friend; I’ll be satisfied with that, as long as I can still be with you…

I know this is a one sided love, I accepted it years ago…

I even accepted the fact that you fell in love with that Jerk Jiyong instead of me…

Jiyong….I swear to God I’ll hurt you next time we meet…you didn’t do what you promised to me…

And you almost caused Dara her life; I almost lost the girl that I love because of you Jiyong

=Flashback=

“Why do you wan to talk Donghae? Is everything ok?” Jiyong asked

“I want to talk to you because I want you ask you something?” I said

“What is it?” Jiyong curiously asked

“I want to know if you really love Dara…Because if you don’t, you can leave her now…I don’t want her to get hurt because of you.” I said to him firmly

“I know you are worried about Dara, but Let me tell you this Donghae, I love Dara very much and I will always love her, I will never make her cry and will never leave her…and if I do hurt Dara… I will give you the chance to hurt me back.” Jiyong promised me

“I will always remember that Jiyong, I have protected my best friend for so many years, I don’t want anyone hurting her, and I want you to protect her more that I did to her.” I told Jiyong

=end of flashback=

Pray to God Jiyong that we won’t cross our path… I swear I will infiltrate pain on you…

Dara’s resting now…her angelic face is now pale…

 Her cheeks that once where chubby has now hollowed…

Her body has become more fragile…

And her eyes…they are now lifeless

How I wish I could make things better for her….

How I wish she never have met that Jerk…

How I wished she loved me instead….

But I understand…you can’t teach your heart who to love. I have tried it many times… I tried so hard to stop loving Dara because I know that she will only love me as a friend and never more than that.

As I closed my eyes I prayed that she’ll be given a new chance in life… that she’ll be able to live a happy life with out Jiyong…I will do everything just to make her happy.

I need to rest now… I can’t be weak…