We both walked silently…

When he suddenly stopped infront  of one of the doors I immediately noticed the name tag on the door.

Patient: Park Sandara

Dara? What happen to Dara? Is she ok?

Donghae might have noticed the confusion in my expression…

“As you’ve noticed…Dara is the patient inside that room? She did not asked me to contact you, I didn’t like the idea but I know that this is just what she want” Donghae said wit a grim expression

“What happen to her?” I asked Donghae

I was feeling guilty…

While I was enjoying myself Dara was here at the hospital suffering.

“She had a heart attack the day that you broke up with her….You almost killed her…and you didn’t even noticed she was having a hard time breathing while you are breaking up with her…you were too consumed of yourself, having a new life with your new girl that you didn’t even noticed that the one infront of you is dying.” Donghae said while intensely looking me at the eyes. He looked like he wanted to kill me

I couldn’t believe what Donghae just told me…

Was I that too consumed of myself that I didn’t see what it was doing to Dara?

I almost killed her….

What kind of person have I become?

And with the way Donghae is looking at me now…

I’m a despicable person…

Hurting someone a pure as Dara…

“I didn’t know that she had heart problems.” That was all I could say…

“Listen to what I am going to say to you Jiyong…I cant even put into words how much I want to hurt you for hurting Dara…you didn’t kept your end of the bargain, and what’s more maddening  is that I believed you when you said that you will not hurt her…but I am ready to put that aside from now… an hour from now, she will be having a very dangerous operation, and the chances of dying is very high, even though she’s not saying it, I know she wants to see you before the operation, and unlike you I am willing to set my self aside for the one I love, that is why I want you to come here even though I really want to punch your face right now” He said to me

 Donghae’s words fells like a dagger in my chest…what makes it hurt the most is that each and every word he said was true.

“But why does she have to go through it if she might die? We can’t let her die, Donghae you have to talk to her, and I’ll beg her not to go through it.” I Said while my tears a stating to well in my eyes

“It’s her decision…she said it doesn’t matter if she live or die…when you go inside your must not show that you pity her, it will only upset her, you must not make any promises to her…don’t tell her that you want to get back together with her, she’ll think t