Jiyong’s POV

Why can’t I get it out of my head?

The image of Donghae touching Dara really bothers me… I should learn how to control myself, it always brings embarrassment to me in the end.

Ever since Dara came back and I got to be with her family especially Haejin, I always realize how incomplete I am…

And the worst thing is I can’t do anything about if… the only person I want to have a family with has a family of her own already.

Then my phone suddenly rings…

I looked at the caller ID and saw TOP Hyung’s number

“Hello Hyung…?”

“Ji, are you free tomorrow night?”

“Yes Hyung…what’s up?”

“Well I am having sort of a bachelor’s party…and I want you to come”

“Ok, no problem just text me the time and place and I’ll be there.”

TOP Hyung is starting a new chapter in his life…he’ll be married soon and starting his own family. It’s nice to see Hyung already knows his purpose in his life.

I can’t help but asked my self what my purpose in life is? I don’t why after all these years I can’t have the courage to move on? Even if she has Donghae why can’t I stop loving Dara, and just when I thought I can’t love anyone but her, Haejin comes along….A sweet loving little girl. Those two girls hold my heart right now…and it pains me so much because I know my time with them is only limited…a week from now and I won’t be able to see them again.

Donghae’s POV

 “Hello Donghae…any updates?” Bon asked

“I don’t know if you can call it improvement but something happened.”

The I told her about the insect incident

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That’s interesting…

“I bet Jiyong’s jealous as hell but it needs a follow up…something more intense” Noona predicted

“Don’t forget that Dara had a weak heart before, I don’t want you to give her too much of a shock Noona…” I warned her

“Don’t worry Donghae…I’ll take care of it, now be a good boy and send Dara’s number to me…I need to talk to her.” she said

“Ok Noona I’ll send it to you, just make sure she won’t get hurt.” I reminded her

“I promise…I’ll take care of your princess…and by the ways Donghae, if Dara agreed to my plan, you may have to babysit Haejin tomorrow night.” She promised

“Fine…” I shortly replied

 =the next day=

“FIshie…umm…could you babysit Haejin for tonight? Bom called me yesterday and said she wants me to come in her bachelorette party.” Dara requested

I need to act as if I don’t know anything…

“Are you going to be ok with Bom? She can be really loud at times you know.” I told her

“I’ll be fine…I like Bom, she’s fun to talk to and we share the same interests.” Dara said

“Ok…just be careful ok…and call if you need anything.” I told her

Then I remembered what Bom told me the last time

“She might call you Donghae…you should not answer her call, you must show her that you are not the only that could be there when she’s at need…I know it will be hard for you , you’ve taken care of her ever since you're kindergarden but trust me on this Donghae…I won’t do anything to harm her.”

I have to let go of Dara….

But I can only let her go if I am sure that she and Haejin are secured and in good hands…

I can only think of Jiyong, I know Jiyong did some mistakes and I hated him for what he did, but I can see he changed, I can see how much he longs for Dara everytime he looks at her, I can see how much he is care for Haejin…and it pains me everytime he look at me with so much jealousy… He should be living a life with his family…

Dara can be stubborn; I can’t remember how many times I tried to convince her about Jiyong… I k