“I don’t like you anymore Dara and to be honest with you I’m really getting tired of this relationship, I wanted to do many things with you, to explore many places with and to learn new things about life, but you just won’t let me, I want to do it together with you but you keep on refusing it…we’re still young Dara I want to see new things and I don’t think I can do it if we are still together..”Jiyong said

“Is this what you really want Jiyong?” I asked as tears keep falling from my eyes

He used to hate it when I cry, he used to wipe away my tears instantly when I cry, but now I’m crying my heart out and I can’t see any concern from him and it hurts me the most….

“Yes Dara I’m sure that this is what I like, I can’t fulfill my life if I stay with you.”  Jiyong said with no emotion at all

“And by fulfilling your life, you mean with Chaerin?” Even though I don’t want to mention that name because I know it will only hurt me I have to know what he really feels

“Yes, I want a life with Chaerin, A careless life, a life where I can be fully happy, explore the things that I want and see the things that I want to see with no restrictions and with no worries.”

It feels like a knife cutting through my heart, I can feel my heart skipping beats as I hear Jiyong say those words, but I have to stay strong even for the last time that he might be able to see have to stay strong and give him a clean closure with our relationship,,,I know that everything he said was true, but I have my reasons why I cant do everything that he wanted to do… I just cant…and for that reason I have to let him go…I felt that Jiyong truly loved me and I am very thankful  for that, but like he said I cant give the things that he want…even though I love him more than my life itself, I have to let him