"Nina, I'm sorry. I tried to convince my parents, but they said I would have no other choice. My father found a job in another city. I really wanted to stay!"

I heard no more excuses from Jian long ago. It was as if my eardrums would burst. Only one long monotonous tone was heard. Now I knew why. Why I was her friend. Thus it the rest of my long ago shattered heart could still tear.

Oh how cruel life was.

I stumbled out of the toilet. Closely followed by Jian. Then I started running. Wanted to be alone. I wanted to hide in a cave and weep. I ran outside behind the school building, as the lesson just started I met no one.

Behind it was a small garden house for which I was happy. All sorts of flowers grew and there was a bench there. I sat down on the bench and breathed in the scent of the flowers. But no tears rised.

I was already so messed up that I couldn't even cry?

Oh what the heck.

Jian would be gone and I would be alone again.

How would I get through the school day? I would miss her terribly.

I started doing what I always did in such situations, I began to sing. While I sung the first verse of "Open Arms" by Journey a warm wind came in.

I calmed down. I took a breath and began the chorus.

I loved that song. Even if I did not have one whome I was in love with. Oh. Wait ... Baekhyun. Even though I did not want to think about him it happened anyway.

Suddenly I felt tears rising.

That could not be! For Jian I could not shed a single tear, but for him? I quickly wiped it away from me. I noticed that I had stopped singing.

"Why are you crying?" Speaking of the devil.

"None of your business."

"I would like to know anyway."

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