Do you want to get away from me?
Trust me!
The last hour ended and the weekend began. I didn't see Baekhyun anymore, so I went home alone.
The wind blew through my hair and I closed my eyes and relaxed. But this did not last long, too many thoughts swirling through my head.
What had Baekhyun and Ma Ri discussed? And why was Baekhyun so angry?
Had Ma Ri told the truth when she said she once dated Baekhyun? But who knew if she didn't lie.
I could not just trust Ma Ri.
As I walked, I looked at my feet.
Whether Baekhyun really loved me?
Yesterday he had said it, but if he really meant it?
I quickly pushed the thought away.
At the moment I trusted Baekhyun to a degree. However, he did not have to know that.
When I walked into my house, it was unusually quiet. I found my parents in the living room, where they talked tense about something.
When they saw me Dad said: "Come here, we need to discuss something with you." I sat down with them.
Dad looked at me sadly. "It is hard for you now to the process, but we have to move again."
I looked at him aghast. That could not be!
"Why? I mean why do we have to move?"
"My employer has put me back to England for a long time. I will not leave you here alone, because your mother can't take care for both your brother and you. I'm sorry. I know you already have friends here, but unfortunately it is like this."
Perplexed, I asked: "And when shall we go?"
"The best is next week Tuesday. We will put up with the school and you can get your degree then in England."
I didn't really listen anymore, got up and left my parents without a word. Went upstairs to my room. There I sat on the bed.
Wae?
Why now?
Now that I had finally found a man who liked me?
I let my face fall into my pillow.
Tears welled up in me and I sniffed.
No idea how long I lay in my bed, tears rolling down from my cheeks, but eventually it was evening. I did not want to go out and make me food. I had no appetite, so I lay there and fell asleep exhausted from all the crying.
The whole weekend I stayed in my room and only went out to make me some food. I also had to pack up my things.
Baekhyun wrote me a few text messages and I tried to answer as happy as possible so that he did not notice anything. But how could I tell him that I would disappear of his life just in a few days? A long distance relationship? No. I could not even know whether Ma Ri hadn't yet seduced him.
Finally it was Monday again and I had
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