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Siwon Centric

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Sometimes, I want to ask you how your today was today
Now I’m good at eating greasy pasta
How about you? Do you still not like pickles?
I’m eventually getting used to life without you, it’s pretty decent

When I hear about you, I can laugh now
I lean against the sunny window and put in my earphones
Again today

I still can’t forget you
Our memories still remain
So without knowing, like a habit
I came here

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Sat at our favorite place as soon as I entering the café, near window where we could see small pond beside the café. You used to sit across me, ours fingers entwined and your cheeks usually will blush when I kiss your fingertips.  We always call our meeting, a date; despite we only spent five minutes sat here in the morning and only said “Hi how you are? What you’ll do tonight? You’ll watching movie? At my place then. Don’t forget to bring popcorn and snack.” before heading to our own work place. Nowadays the short conversation never happened anymore.

Chul, I'm now good at eating pasta in this place. I guess I finally accustomed with this café greasy pasta. Like seriously. This café had everything, well view, delicious cake and pudding, tasty coffee and of course you every time I came to this place, but the greasy pasta ruined everything. I don’t know, I supposedly happy or sad that I now good at eating greasy pasta. What you'll say, Chul? Tell me, what feeling I should feel? Because I numb now.  

“Here’s your sandwich, sir. Without pickles.” A waiter put a plate of sandwich on table. Chul, let’s pretending you were sat across me. “Do you still don’t like pickles, Heechul?” I remember when I bought sandwich for your late night snack and you’ll immediately removing the pickles from your sandwich while grumbling, "Why people must put cucumber pickle on sandwich? And you supposedly buy sandwich without pickles." You said. I just, “Chul, please." I sighed exasperatedly, "I don’t know you dislike pickles and made sandwich by yourself though, I won't buy another sandwich for you next time if that's mean I should walk through heavy rain only for satisfying your sudden craving of sandwich.” And you’ll put adorable pout on that kissable lips, like a petulant child when get scolded by his parents because he’s too picky about his food, make me couldn't help but lean closer and kissed you. You're forgiven, Chul.

I put on my earphones and lean against the sunny window, today weather is so good.

I laugh silently when I remember one of my friends said you already had a happy life and I supposedly let you go. I supposedly stop torturing myself by remembering you. I’m not torturing myself, I just want to reminiscing the past. Ah, Heechul. If only that day we didn’t fought, if only that day I could be a bit more patient, if only…I closed my eyes, fall asleep and again, the dream about you formed inside my mind.

“I told you Chul. There’s nothing between me and that guy.”

“Oh yeah right. So that's explain why he had his lips on yours. I get it. Nothing.”

“Chul please, don’t be so childish. That wasn’t my fault. He's drunk.”

“You're more sober than him. You can push him away or anything, but no, you just let him do anything he wants. I think you also enjoying that kiss.”

“Heechul, stop that! Your jealousy is getting ridiculous. Nothing is nothing. That’s it.”

“Don’t yell at me! You’re the one with faults here.”

“I won’t yell if you stop!”

 “You…” Two blinding light come from beside our car cut off everything. Turn my world into black.

I woke up with a jolt. The dream about you always stopped there. You never finished your words and despite I'm curious, you're not here for finishing the sentences, not that day let alone now.

“I know I’ll find you here.” A familiar voice makes me turned my head.

I smiled, “I know you’ll find me here.”

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A/N : Don't forget chek the other chapter of this series, hehe...

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