What Siwon never thinks before…

Chapter: 7/?

Pairing: Sichul

Genre: romance

Rating: PG-13

Warning: bxb, unbeta, random, using translator, sometimes the title, summary and the story are contradictory to each other, mianhae...

Summary: Siwon always think he always knew what he want and do something he think he will do, but sometimes he only needed someone and some moment to make him do something he never think he will do before, want something he never think he want before. To love someone he never thinks he will love before.

Note: I enjoying make the conversation type story. Like question and answer type, hehehe. So, I’m so sorry if some of you not really fond with this type. And because this is fanfiction, just pretending that boy x boy love had become something common in society and not something weird or frown upon ^_^;

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This was the second time awkwardness dominating them. The first after Siwon yelled at Kyuhyun and the second was now.

“So he’s the reason you upset to me, hyung? Don’t you dare to say no, the reason was too obvious.”

“But nothing happen between us, Kyuhyun. We just roommate.”

Kyuhyun cocked one of his eyebrows, completely not buying Siwon’s explanation, “Okay. So, you and Heechul just roommate and you guys almost kissing on couch, am I right?”

“No. What you see earlier was completely a misunderstanding. Nothing happen between us, Kyuhyun.”

“But why’d you upset? If nothing happen, why you yelled at me when I talked bad about him when before you completely fine when I badmouthing other student? Trust me, hyung. You start loving him.”

Siwon fell on silent. His mind in a battle now, half of it insisted denying Kyuhyun’s theory but the other half grudgingly admitted his theory. Saying he loves Heechul maybe too early, he admitted that he just liking Heechul a bit more than normal.

“That’s okay hyung. I understand. But when you feel your love toward him not reciprocated, please stop before your heart broken. I’ll back now.” Kyuhyun his heels and walked away but suddenly he turned again and approaching Siwon, “I forgot to return this book. See you tomorrow.”

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“I hate him Kangin. Why he should react like that?” Heechul whined on phone, not really care whether Kangin was actually listening him or already asleep again, the important thing was the phone line still connected.

“React like what?” He yawned.

“He throws me away when we almost kissing only because we caught red handed by his friend and he even not say sorry. Is he embarrassed about me or what?”

Kangin chuckled, sometimes he’s wondered why other people always made bad and completely wrong assumption about Heechul, calling him , , , heartless diva when in fact he’s just a puppy that need to be loved, not to mention the clueless one too, “You almost kissing your roommate? So you decided to give your real first kiss to him and not a normal peck like you always give to me when we still a kid?”

Heechul bit his lips. He finally realized that he indeed will give his first kiss for Siwon if that Kyuhyun wasn't interrupting them, but strangely, Heechul not really hating that idea, “Maybe.”

“I think someone finally able to thaw your cold heart, Chullie. Just don’t melt too fast when you still not sure enough about your feeling or his real feeling.”

Heechul gaped, “That's not true!”

“Yeah, definitely not.” Said Kangin sarcastically.

“I just…curious.” Heechul mumbled, thinking Kangin won’t heard him but he’s wrong.

“Curiosity kills a cat, Chul. Be careful. I’m sleep now, good night.”

“But I’m not a cat.” Heechul mumbled again before draw the blanket over his body.

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Both of them tried to act as if the incident never exist and seem both of them succeed, despite Siwon felt something was missing when Heechul no longer doing excessive skinship like he usually do, their physical interaction only limited to friendly pat on shoulder every morning when they met at kitchen which also very rare beside that, nothing. Heechul now seldom spending his time in front of TV, never uses Siwon’s thigh as pillow and when he joining Siwon watching some old late night movie, he will sat on the other end of couch, far from Siwon. Slowly but sure, Heechul’s seem-like avoidance made Siwon’s crazy. He never thinks lack of touch from his roommate could make his mind shattered in pieces.

“I think I start going crazy.” Siwon mumbled while running on small path at park near his apartment. The cold wind caressed his body. He just hoping everything will remain normal.

Empty apartment always welcome him every time he back from his jogging routine, sometimes Kyuhyun's sleeping figure on couch welcome him but since he move out, mostly emptiness that welcome him because Heechul rarely woke up early, except today.

Siwon found him sat at chair in kitchen with eyes closed and mouth slight open. His hair had been combed and tied in cute ponytail (though he won't say that aloud.) he wore oversized sweater and a pair of tight jeans, his finger gripped a pencil tightly. On table, lying a sketchbook and Siwon understood, Heechul fell asleep in chair when sketching new clothes design.

He trying to be as quiet as possible and not disturbing Heechul but he bit his lips when the door produces creak sound that quite loud when he closed the door, "I must fix this door later." thought him when he locked the door and turned around.

Heechul had opened his eyes, "Where'd have you been?" He asked while rubbing his sleepy eyes.

"Jogging." He put his running shoe before striding to refrigerator.

"Why'd you not waking me up?" Heechul asked again. He yawned this time.

"Do you want to jog with me?" He asked back after took a gulp of his water and took another gulp.

"No but I want lemon cheese bread from the D'Croissant's cafe actually as my breakfast. I like that bread and maybe you could buy me one."

He almost choked on his drink when Heechul mention his workplace but Siwon able to maintain his composure, "I'm not your butler. Go buy that bread by yourself." He decide to tease Heechul a bit just because he happy Heechul likes his bread, ah no, someone likes that bread although he knew that bread wasn't the cafe best product, that bread just an average product. He even thought to stop making the bread when the sales not increasing and seem stagnant.

"Meanie." Heechul pouted.

And Siwon never think an adult like him could look so adorable. "What do you want as breakfast? You had egg, cereal-"

"I want that bread." Heechul cut him off before he finished talking.

"But-"

"That bread." He cut Siwon again.

"Hee-"

"Bread."

"Fine. We'll buy that bread." Siwon exclaimed in defeat after Heechul always cut every excuse he would make and he's sure Heechul won't stop until he got his wish and if he following his game, neither of them would get breakfast on time. Heechul's face lit up instantly when he smiled and despite annoyed, Siwon thought that expression really match well with him. "Just give me five minutes. I'll take a bath first."

"Okay~" He answered in a singsong voice.

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-TBC-

A/N: Maybe this is just me, but I feel people start shipping Sichul, hehehe...

Reply chapter 6

Eukarya : Hahaha…cold shower is good for you right, or you’ll burn, hehe..

loser220 : Yes, Sichul <3

hanchulovekyumin : Thank you babyyy <3

loveheenim : Agree with you :3

Milky_hee : Yess, Heechul start jealous, hohoho... ^^

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