What Siwon never thinks before…

Chapter: 8/?

Pairing: Sichul

Genre: romance

Rating: PG-13

Warning: bxb, unbeta, random, using translator, sometimes the title, summary and the story are contradictory to each other, mianhae...

Summary: Siwon always think he always knew what he want and do something he think he will do, but sometimes he only needed someone and some moment to make him do something he never think he will do before, want something he never think he want before. To love someone he never thinks he will love before.

Note: I enjoying make the conversation type story. Like question and answer type, hehehe. So, I’m so sorry if some of you not really fond with this type. And because this is fanfiction, just pretending that boy x boy love had become something common in society and not something weird or frown upon ^_^;

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Siwon tsk-ed in annoyance after for the nth times he unconsciously took out ingredients for making lemon cheese bread from storage room. He had promised to himself that he’ll stop making that kind of bread, especially after Heechul move out from their shared apartment. Yes, Heechul no longer lives there despite his stuff still stay on their shared apartment.

Siwon sat on stool in front of hot oven, watching carefully how the cookie batter changed color from white to brownish. His mind slowly recalled the scenes that leading to Heechul’s move out from their shared apartment.

That day was a normal sunny day in Siwon opinion. He was making new bread's batter in café's kitchen and of course, he made lemon cheese bread too. He made that only for Heechul. He walked to bread displayer inside the cafe while brought freshly baked bread with him and he saw Heechul with Kangin sat on far end of café, kissing. Something inside him boiling, he walked back to kitchen and threw away the lemon cheese bread’s batter with anger, even his manager scared with him. He didn’t understand why he angry, it’s something normal if his roommate kissing with his own boyfriend but Siwon didn’t likes that although for a bit.

He brought his bad mood from his workplace to their shared apartment. They even fought. Siwon admitted, that entirely his fault. “I'm not jealous. I just doesn't like person who flaunting their intimacy without care about their surroundings. That's cafe for god sake not some nightclub. I can’t believe you kissing with your boyfriend in café without care about the others feeling. You look like a !” Heechul slapped him and until now, those words kept haunted Siwon in his sleep. If only Siwon admitted that, yes, he was indeed jealous, maybe Heechul won’t leave.

“Siwon ah, your cookies burnt!” His coworker loud voices brought him back to reality. He hurriedly turned off the oven and took out a tray of black colored cookies. He tsk-ed in annoyance again.

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Heechul huffed in boredom. He usually loved shopping but not if went shopping with Kangin’s mother. She tended to spend her time in one place, looking at each stuff inside the store and won't leave before she’s satisfied. Like now. They stuck inside woman clothe's boutique and Heechul couldn’t do anything except sat down and waited.

His mind suddenly replaying again the scenes that happened few weeks ago which lead him fighting with Siwon. That day was a sunny boring day in Heechul’s opinion. His hungry stomach made him agree to lunch with Kangin. They talked about anything, mostly about Kangin’s mother and the plan they will use when she come. When suddenly Kangin leaning closer.  "Kiss me now, Chul?" He whispered.

Heechul choked on his cake, his eyes roamed to other person inside the café, afraid if they heard Kangin and his sometimes-unpredictable mouth, "Why should I kiss you?"

"Count this as practice.” He leaning more closely, Heechul could smell chocolate from chocolate mousse Kangin ate as dessert when he spoke again, “You won't let my mother suspicious about us when she never saw us kissed although once, right?" He continued.

"Ugh I never knew aunty could be so creepy like that, beside we're in the middle of crowded cafe for god sake. I can't kiss you out of the blue."

"We are in the far end of café. No one will see us, so shut up and kiss me."

Despite his heart totally disagreeing Kangin's idea but Heechul didn’t have another choice. Their kiss lasted only for few seconds but Heechul didn't expect that Siwon seeing all.

"Ugh, you're a bad kisser, Youngwoon." He lamented.

"Said a boy who never kissed anyone beside his cat Heebum." Kangin snorted.

"Damn you."

"But that's true. Kissing you didn't leave any spark at all, just plain."

"And kissing Heebum is better than kissing you." He retaliates.

Heechul come back to his shared apartment late at night and found Siwon sat on couch with tensed face, as if something was disturbing him. His eyes fixed on television, which was broadcasting another boring middle night movie.

"Hey, Siwon." Heechul greet while took off his shoes.

"Hem..."

"Has you eating, yet?" He sat down beside Siwon.

"Not yet."

"Why you're not eating? Let's eat with me." Heechul grabbed Siwon’s arm but he swatted his hand.

"I don't want to."

"What happened? Something’s wrong?"

"Not your concern."

Heechul’s patience starts thinner, he snapped at him. "What's wrong with you, Siwon? I tried being nice here."

"What's wrong with me? What’s wrong with you? Kissing with your boyfriend in cafe. Is that your another oh-so-called skinship?" He glared to Heechul.

Heechul’s heart falter a bit, he never saw Siwon so upset like this before and knowing Siwon saw him kissed Kangin made him felt guilty toward his roommate, “Did you see that?”

"What if I see that?"

"Please don’t misunderstand, Siwon. I just-"

"Just pecked him? Just put your lips on his lips?"

Heechul’s previously guilty feeling now already replaced by anger too when his attempt to calming Siwon was fruitless, "Are you jealous, Siwon?"

"I'm not?"

"You obviously jealous." He stated flatly. Crossed his arms across his chest.

“I'm not jealous. I just did not like person who flaunting their intimacy without care about their surroundings. That's cafe for god sake and not some nightclub. I cannot believe you are kissing with your boyfriend in café without care about the others feeling. You look like a !” Heechul slapped Siwon and fled without second glances. , that word was like a plaque in Heechul’s heart and he had had enough with someone called him . He came to Kangin’s apartment and spent the rest of night crying in Kangin’s arm.

“Heechul ah. Let’s go!” Kangin’s mother voice broke his train of thought about his fight with Siwon. He picked up the shopping bag and following her.

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“Why Heechul never visiting us again?”

Siwon’s finger accidentally stabbed by rose’s thorn after Henry uttering his question. “I don’t know.” He replied before pluck out the thorn from his finger.

“Ah, I miss him.” Henry said out loud, didn’t aware about the effect of his words toward Siwon.

“I miss him too.” Siwon admitted inwardly. He focused his attention back to flower bouquets in front of him and suddenly, an idea struck him. He pulled out his phone and called the secretary of Korean student association in his university. “Yes, I’m Choi Siwon and I want to know Kim Youngwoon’s current address.”

-TBC-

A/N: Sorry for late update. Will reply your previous comment later. Enjoy~