What Siwon never thinks before…

Chapter: 6/?

Pairing: Sichul

Genre: romance

Rating: PG-13

Warning: bxb, unbeta, random, using translator, sometimes the title, summary and the story are contradictory to each other, mianhae...

Summary: Siwon always think he always knew what he want and do something he think he will do, but sometimes he only needed someone and some moment to make him do something he never think he will do before, want something he never think he want before. To love someone he never thinks he will love before.

Note: I enjoying make the conversation type story. Like question and answer type, hehehe. So, I’m so sorry if some of you not really fond with this type. And because this is fanfiction, just pretending that boy x boy love had become something common in society and not something weird or frown upon ^_^;

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Later that night when Siwon back from his workplace, he found Heechul curled up on couch alone. This time he used his own arm instead of Siwon's thigh as his pillow.

"You back." Heechul muttered, not really a question for Siwon but more likely a statement.

"Haven't sleepy? I thought you'll stay over in your boyfriend's place."

"Not now. Later."

Siwon a bit stiffened upon hearing Heechul's answer. His mind replaying Heechul's words few weeks ago when he said he just looking for temporary place. His shoulder slumped low, "Oh..." Again, he sound so dejected about the thought that Heechul won't stay with him anymore. He took off his shoes, walking straight to bathroom.

"What is it?" asked Heechul when he sense Siwon a bit different from his usual habit. Get off from the couch and following Siwon.

“Nothing.” He ran his fingers on his hair, trying to ignore Heechul, but he miscalculated Heechul’s next act as he suddenly pulled Siwon out from bathroom, push him to sit down on couch with him.

“Tell me.” He demanded, “I sensed you had problem that you try to hide from me. Tell me, maybe I can helping you.”

“It’s nothing actually.” He rubbed the back of his neck nervously, avoiding looking into Heechul’s cat eyes, “I need to take a bath.”

“Siwon~” He whined, knowing well Siwon will tell him eventually if he keep asking.

Siwon sighed, “Today I yell at my best friend because he made me upset. He talked bad about yo… uhm …someone I know. This is the first time. My best friend never make me upset before although he ramble about gossip in university all night long, but only because he talked about this one particular person that I myself think not important at all for me, I snapped  at my best friend. I’m really a bad friend.” His head bowed. Gasped in surprise when Heechul’s soft finger cupped his face, brought him to look at Heechul’s pretty face.

“Don’t be sad, Siwon ah.” He cooed, “Something common if you sometimes upset to your friend, as long as you don’t forget to apologize.” When Heechul talking, Siwon’s eyes not only fixed on his cat-like eyes but also dropped to his red plump lips, lingering over a bit than usual. His imagination inside the storage room resurfaced again. Heechul’s thumb made circular motion on his cheeks and Siwon never think, a simple gesture turn out could soothe his nerves. His eyelids dropped as he savored the feel of Heechul’s soft skin against his own skin. Heechul gulped. He didn’t know what he should do next, half of his mind tempted to kiss Siwon on his lips but half of his mind also curious with ‘someone’ Siwon was talking about earlier. Nowadays, Heechul also found himself couldn’t doing skinship as skinship like he usualy do. He sense affection also came on his skinship toward Siwon and that make him scared. He scared if he falling in love. Not because he must move out from the shared apartment but because something else, a reason he kept only for himself, even Kangin only knew a tiny bit of his reason.

He cleared his throat, “Who is someone you talking about, Siwon?”

“I won’t tell you.” Siwon answered with eyes still closed.

Heechul pouted, he hate if someone made him curious, although he’s not the type who stick his nose into other person business but Siwon was exception, he should, at least although a little, must knew the person that really meaningful for his roommate. Call him busybody but he knew not only curiosity stirred in his heart but also something else, perhaps jealousy, but he’s not quite sure.

“Tell me, Siwon.” He shook Siwon’s body.

Siwon smiled, decide to tease Heechul a bit longer, “Nope.” But like usual, he’ll never able to predict Heechul’s act. He only knew something heavy added on his lap. His eyes shot open and greeted by Heechul’s face few inch away from his own face with him sat firmly on Siwon’s lap.

“Tell me.” He demanded.

“Get off of me, Heechul.” Siwon raised his hand to push the other man off him but he really underestimates Heechul’s strength when he found his hands pinned down beside his body. Heechul's quite strong for a person with lean body.

“Tell me or I’ll kiss you.” Heechul threatened playfully but his playfulness faltered when Siwon’s eyes glinted in a strange confident, he wasn't look uncomfortable like he usually do when Heechul’s skinship passing the line based on Siwon’s limit line, instead a small smirk appear on his lips and damn, Heechul would be a big loser if he not found that y.

“I won’t tell you, so you better use your lips for another thing than talking.”

Heechul swore, his inner self shuddered when he heard Siwon’s voice that turned to husky and if he doesn’t have a good grip on himself maybe he had blinded by Siwon’s sudden change of attitude and the atmosphere that suddenly full with and let him carried away by lust that start rising.

They engaged in staring battle, both of their minds full with complicated feeling. However, the battle not last long, when Siwon suddenly burst out laughing. He was laughing hard until tears start trickle while Heechul only dumbfounded, “You should look at your face, Heechul.” Siwon said in between his laugh. Heechul really pissed off when he finally absorbed the fact that Siwon only playing with him.

“You…!” Heechul barked, he slapped Siwon’s chest, pretty hard until made Siwon yelped.

“I just am kidding Heechul. I’m sorry.” Said him while rubbed his chest. The stinging pain started biting his skin.

“How about I kiss you for real?” asked Heechul without waiting an answer as he grabbed Siwon’s face and make motion as if he will kiss him.

Siwon frantically tried to push him off but for no avail when Heechul once again pinned his hand down. “I’m sorry.” Siwon begged, amidst his terrified state, his mind, actually, half enjoying Heechul’s anger and his body actually anticipating Heechul’s kiss. Heechul’s face getting nearer and Siwon didn’t make a move at all to avoid his kiss, he just talking and talking without do something.

Heechul’s heart beating hard, he know he just playing earlier, but now when Siwon seem half heartedly want him to stop, he didn’t want to stop at all. His hands gliding up across Siwon’s arm, settled behind his neck, paused a second, afraid if Siwon push him off since now his hands had been freed but he do nothing. Heechul’s getting braver. He leaning closer and closer and suddenly the door burst open.

“Siwon hyung, I-” The stranger halted, staring to them with wide eyes and them had similar expression.

“I think I’ll back tomorrow.” The stranger his heels and hastily closed the door. Siwon realizes his position with Heechul quite dangerous and could make anyone have wrong assumption so he reflex pushed Heechul off, attempted to chase that stranger, “Kyuhyun, wait! I can explain everything.” he shouted and ran after that stranger. Siwon also didn’trealize he had pushes Heechul too strong until that pretty man fall on the floor.

Heechul sat still on the floor. His heart felt so hurt, not because Siwon make him fell down, but the way he seem ignoring Heechul to chase after that stranger by the name Kyuhyun only showing that man quite important for Siwon “Maybe he’s 'someone' Siwon was talking about earlier.” Thought Heechul. He bit his bottom lips when one lone tear fell down from his brown eyes. This was the first time Heechul crying because his roommate abandoned him and cares for other person. And he don't know why.

-TBC-

A/N: Sorry for late update. Comment? Thank you..(Gosh..they're so sweeeeeettt...  T~T )