See You…

Pairing : ___??? hehe

Length : 4/4

Rating : mostly PG-15 with tendency of R for rude and suggestive language (I'm at labelling).

Genre : Semi angst, romance (I'm at this too)

Warning : unbeta, totally random, using translator

Summary : Goodbye is only another form of see you in our nameless relationship because we never could say good bye and disappear from each other lives.

A/N: I’ll minimizing using name in this story. You could guest who is who from the physical character I’m pointed out or from unique character. I’ll only use Suju Member, so don’t worry. And I hope you understand my inability of making decent title and summary and good story with perfect grammar and amazing story line.

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"I always fail to understand this. If you dislike relationship status as much as I dislike diet, why'd you have a lot of boyfriend?" The chubby man casually asks amidst munching his blueberry muffin after finishing his strawberry cheesecake, eye glued to television screen inside the pretty man apartment.

The pretty man look up from magazine on his lap, "For these 5 years I become your friend, that's the first question with quality come from you."

"Damn, man. I'm serious here. Why you have a lot of boyfriend? Why all of your relationship only has short time? I'm curious."

The pretty man chuckled, "Well," a playful smile on his lips, mischievous twinkle dancing inside his eyes, "I'm too fabulous being single  and everyone want to be my boyfriend so I couldn't say no to them and I'm too awesome to bind in one long term relationship that's why I prefer the short term."

The chubby man snorted, commented about the car design on television before rebutting the pretty man's statement, "But you always come back to him. It's has been three years yet you never failed to see him every time you have free time. That's the long time and stable relationship you ever have with someone."

The pretty man's body suddenly freezes; his friend pointed a fact he couldn't deny at all.

"Seriously though, just make your relationship with him official and everything will fall in the right place."

"You're wrong." The pretty man's jaw tensed, "Our relationship won't fall in the right place. You do understand I'm not good in maintain relationship that's why I usually have short time relationship and usually my relationship with my ex become awkward, I don't want to have an awkward relationship with him if one day we decided to become official couple and after that we broke up. It's better for us to be like this. Bonded in nameless relationship."

"Better for us or for you actually?" The chubby man stood up. "Never mind. I'll leave now. See you tomorrow."

-=-

Other people were saying, mind and heart sometimes working in different way. Maybe they're right. The pretty man's mind kept insisted that they relationship will stay as nameless relationship, no romance, no jealousy, but his heart say otherwise. His heart was longing of romance and sometimes burns in jealousy. His mind say, he need to find new boyfriend, his heart say he only need him, the muscular man with dimples on his cheek.

"It's not good." He mumbled to himself, after they once again engaged in argumentation about the other person outside of their nameless relationship whom trying to come between them. The pretty man was complain about the M shaped lips man whom getting closer with the muscular man and he also complained about the man he called Ori that seem all over the muscular man lately, using his position as the muscular man’s supervisor to find a chance for spending time a bit longer with the other.  And the muscular man complained about the pretty man job that seem getting busier each day and make him jealous over his job also over the man he called Raccoon.

Jealousy getting stronger and that was not good for them, for this matter the muscular man agreed that the ill feeling inside his heart was jealousy and not dislike. Jealousy usually will leads to possessiveness and possessive was one face from many faces of love. "It couldn't be love." The pretty man muttered, thinking the other won't heard him.

"What if it is love? Would you ready to take a risk and give a name to our nameless relationship? I'm ready if you ready." The muscular man asked, his voice low but holds firmness and an unspoken promise for protection, once the pretty man was ready to jump and take a risk of fell in love with him. "What if today is the right time?" He took a step closer to the other.

Hesitant was clear inside the pretty man eyes. He's terrified when the other hold his hand, brought him closer to the other. He's melted when the muscular man kissed him. "It feels so different." He mused. Not too sensual or too innocent, not too slow or too rush. It feels so right, so perfect. How could this happened when they literally had kissed for thousandth time yet this feeling just come out now.

The pretty man's heart begged him to keep going but the pretty man's mind told him to stop and he stopped. He pushed the other man, forcefully broke the kiss. Something ripped off his heart.

"No...Just, no...I..." He sighed, "We talk again later."

"Later.” The muscular man said bitterly, “Later based on you mean we won't talk about this anymore." The muscular man grabs his coat and strolled off.

-===-

"So, you indeed love him?"

His finger stopped typing monthly report he should deliver to his supervisor in fifteen minutes. "Maybe." He replied after spent ten seconds for thinking.

The M shaped lips man pouted. Moved to sat beside the muscular man in the cubicle next to his. "But I think you love him."

"That's your thought, probably different with mine."

"Come on, I know you. You have boyfriend only for hug, kiss and . You never bothering yourself to pay attention to your boyfriend and do something for them which a bit out of your normal routine, I mean I never saw you bought donut in the middle of night for someone else except for yourself."

"Did you see me?"

"Yeah, I was starving and the 24-hour donut store was the closest place from my flat. I was sitting near window when I see you. I called your name but that damn earphone in your ears blocking my voice. And I remember when you driving in the middle of hail to his apartment just because he said he’s bored and alone in his apartment, I know because you tell me when I call you. I also still remember you refused to pick your boyfriend up from his workplace when drizzle came and he didn’t bring umbrella with him. You told him to use taxi. If that wasn't love, I don't know what that was?"

"Nothing." The muscular man replied shortly.

"Thick head!" The M shaped lips man scoffed before returned to his place.

-===-

His office door slammed open with loud bang. The pretty man with tied up hair strode in. Low cut sweater he wore showed off one of his milky white shoulder as the collar slipped off of his shoulder. A pair of tight red jeans hugged his leg in perfect form.

"I don't care whatever reason you'll say but I need to go to Paris. Now!" He said straightforwardly.

The chubby man’s eyebrow rose up, he’s totally confused, "If you want to go to Paris you can buy airplane ticket, why’d you telling me?"

The pretty man rolled his eyes dramatically, "I mean. Involve me in this exhibition. I don't ing care where you'll put me, just involve me."

"But we just bring the artist with realism painting for this exhibition, not abstract like yours."

"I don't care. I can make painting outside abstract; just take me away from here. Put me as your staff or whatever. I beg you. Please help me."

"Did you fight with him?" the chubby man finally understanding the reason behind the pretty man sudden act.

"No, but he start talking about bring our nameless relationship into next level, I'm scared." He looked haggard, tired, and frustrated, after the chubby man watching closely, removing the other's thick make up using his trained eyes.

" You got problem in your head, dude." He commented. No insult in the edge of his sentences. Only concern using language of long time friend.

"I guess so."

"Okay, I'll help you. Just because you begging me."

"When did I beg to you? Don't talk bull."

It's the chubby man's turns rolled his eyes dramatically.

-=-

"I'll go to Paris." Said the pretty man when the muscular man visiting his apartment a week after their bickering, two hours before his departure to Paris.

Shock expression etched on the other's face, "Why so sudden?" He asked.

"Not sudden." The pretty man shrugged nonchalantly. Put the last white sheet covering his precious couch. He turned around, looked at the muscular man's sad eyes, "Can you give me a lift to airport?"

"Sure."

They sat inside cozy cafe in airport. Cigarette placed between the muscular man's thin lips and the pretty man thought something else was much better placed between his thin lips than the cigarette and he knew what that was.

"Are you starts smoking again?"

"When I'm nervous, sad, upset or stressed.

"And your feeling now is?"

"All of that."

"Oh, I see."

"How long you'll stay in Paris?"

"One day or two day, probably until a week or month or year."

"Are you tried to avoid me?"

"No. I try to convince myself."

The cigarette left the muscular man's lips, crushed down into the ashtray. His brown eyes staring into the pretty man's eyes, trying to crush his reason and make him cancelled his entire plan.

"I must go now." Said the pretty man, refused to stare at the mesmerizing eyes any longer or he won’t have courage to hold on with his first plan and leave, "I don't want to late catch the plane." He stood up, the others following. Before him able to walk away, the muscular man had grabbed his arm, pulled him into his embrace.

"You’re so selfish. I want become a selfish person too. Don’t go."

"I can’t. It’s important for me." He sighed.  His arms automatically wrapped around the muscular man waist, head laid on the other strong shoulder, "Go and find new boyfriend when I'm not here."

"I'll try." He cupped the pretty man's face as he leaning closer.

Their hearts were beating hard when their lips met. A feeling of sadness suffocating them, make them reluctant to break the kiss and separate.

Other people say, human sometimes talking with completely different meaning in each word or sentences. Misunderstanding was common issue but oddly, if that person already knows each other well, even inside harsh word they could find a love word.

"Goodbye." Said the pretty man, (See you.)

"Yeah, good bye. I'll find new boyfriend, don't worry." (See you. I'll wait for you.)

"I don’t have to see your stupid smile every day." (I'll miss you.)

"I don’t have to see your face every day." (I'll miss you too.)

The pretty man was slowly entering the passenger waiting room. He turned around and say, “I’ll tell you when I'm ready.”

The muscular man nodded. He understands he must wait.

-Fin-

A/N: I'm on my cousin's house and I don't bring my laptop with me plus no internet so this is the last update from me for this week because I actually had posted it before I go to my cousin's house but I hide it,hehe..Thank you for 23 subscriber of this story..can I get comment from you ^^ hehe..Thank you..

PS: I read all of your comment,I'll reply later, plus, this story should finish in this chapter or not? Hehe..Have a nice day ~~Lovereadffsj~~