It's been months since I heard of his death and I still can't get over it. It's like it was just yesterday we hung out and promised to be with each other through out everything but then he just dies without me knowing. I'm just glad he didn't take his own life. 

"Why Jose? Why'd you just die like that? I was going to come back for you!" I cried in my bed. 

Little did I know that Tao and her boyfriend Kae were in the other room listening in on my converstion. 

"She's still grieving? How long has this Jose kid been dead?" Tao asked.

"You'd be grieving if I died and you know damn well I'd be greiving that hard if you did." Kae said. 

"I know. Is she going to still make us watch Walking Dead?" Tao asked. 

"I don't know and you can't really watch without Mandarin subs." Kae said leaning on him. "So I'm going to just nap and be grateful that you're alive and well." 

____________________________________________________________________-

Look I know you probably think this is a crappy story but soon it's going to turn be where if Emiko (Eun Kyung) had stayed in New Jersey and of course Jose would still be alive. It'll get interesting, I promise.