I dodge when I saw GD walking towards my direction. My heart beats fast as if my heart wants to comes out of my chest. I find this man attractive despite of his snobbish personality. 

 

"Oh my gosh! I can't breath. Air please." I said fanning myself with my hands.

 

I saw GD furrowed his brow. I feel hot when it's cold in Brooklyn during this time. GD look at me as if asking me if there's anything wrong. I blushed the moment he look me in the eyes. 

 

I shake my head hoping to make me feel better. It makes me so uneasy every time his around. 

 

Gosh, what's wrong with me? Why do I feel this way?

 

The girl who assist me a while ago is now telling me its my turn to spot light. Thank God! She saves me. I almost died when GD occupy the chair beside me. I took a deep breath as I walk towards to the location where my scene is going to be taken. Before reaching my destination, I once again took a glimpse on G-Dragon. Hoping to see him looking at me. Hoping to receive a smile from him.

 

And then I saw his lips mouthed GOOD LUCK.

 

I quickly turn my head to the other side before he see what my reaction is. I paused and said GOOD LUCK, repeating the way he said it. I confidently walk with a smile in my lips. His not snob as I thought he was. I don't know but it makes me feel happy. It makes me feel inspired and ALIVE. 

 

Huh? ALIVE? Where on earth did it came from? 

 

With that simple good luck from him make me inspired. I did a great job, I get credits for making a take one on every scene. I feel comfortable to act with them in front of the camera. The nervous vanished and excitement took place. It was fun working with them. 

 

V.I and Daesung always makes me laugh. YB on the other hand, always makes me feel comfortable, assisting me my needs. While TOP, he makes me giggled every time he dance during take breaks. My laughter echoing in the whole place. This people is awesome. It's so easy to be with them. You feel that your genuinely accepted. I feel like I was in the theater again, doing what I love. Making people happy as they appreciate my efforts. 

 

When its time for me and GD's scene, I felt that weird feeling again. The smiled vanished from my lips. I feel uneasy. My heart beats fast making my ear hear every pound of it. Nervousness once again takes place.

 

I tried my very best not to commit any mistakes. The shooting went smooth as the director's want it to be. We transferred in another location. I was told to run like them. Make eye contact and everything else. Despite of being nervous, I managed to do a great job. Everyone was very happy how the shoot turned out. They we're all smiling while watching the clips. Everyone congratulates each and every body for a job well done.

 

The director approach me as he shakes my hand, saying I did a really great job. He also praised me for making the shooting more interesting and thank me for playing my role perfectly. 

 

"Those emotions we're perfectly seen. Your eyes did a great job." as he gave me two thumbs up.

 

Thank you oh Lord God! Thank you for guiding me. 

 

The feeling that I'm feeling inside every time GD's around turns out to be a good way as my emotions start showing in my eyes. Eyes really are the mirrors to our soul. 

 

The staff finished packing the camera and all the stuff used for the video. The boys were hanging out side their vans,  laughing while teasing each other. They look good together. I guess they know each other for quite a while.

 

Before I leave the girl asked me some info about me. She then asked for my number and even give the clothes I wear during the shooting. She also asked me where she can pay me for what I've worked for. But I refuse to get the money. Anyway I have a lot of fun plus I meet new friends. But she insisted to pay me and asked me to think about it. 

 

"Okay, anyway you I have your number." I smiled at her as i waved goodbye.

 

Before I step inside the cab, I took another glimpse to the while staff and waved goodbye. What great day! I sighed. This day is totally unforgettable. I'm now heading home  with a smile plastered on my lips.