G-DRAGON's POV (Part 1)

YG Family Power Tour finished with a big success. I have a successful career, new house - almost done with the help of honey, surrounded by good friend and great people, luxury cars, expensive clothes, shoes, jewelries and a very loving and understanding family. One thing is missing. Real happiness with the girl I love and everything will be perfect.

All the Bigbang member's including TOP's hyung own family - his wife Gian and his daughter Cassie, our respected managers, Amber, Honey and Mr. Kang are all heading to Italy to witness as Georgette Ashley and Henry Kang tie the knot. 

Everyone is excited to see George walks down the aisle wearing her elegant wedding dress. And while watching her as she walks towards the altar I can't help myself to think of Chelle. I can picture her wearing her dream wedding gown as I wait for her in the altar. 

"Stop drooling over me, G-Dargon." She said as she walks infront of me pulling me back to present.

"You look good today, Honey! Congratulations!" I smiled and greeted her back.

I shake my head as I watch her back as she walks towards the altar with her soon to be husband, Henry Kang - Chelle's manager. Too bad she's not her. I heard she will visits France together with Ilwoo.

When it's time to exchange the couples vow I decided to go. I texted TOP hyung and my manager that I'll go for a walk and just head to the hotel. I'm happy for them but I don't want to stay. I'm jealous. And I'm just going to spoil the event because I keep on thinking and seeing me and Chelle doing the same thing.

I rode the grandola to visit some place in Italy. This place is very beautiful. I should have brought Chelle here when we're still together. I'm sure she will love this place. And riding this grandola together will be so memorable for us. 

After an hour of walking my phone beeps. Seungri sent a message telling me to go back to our hotel. I rode the grandola again and a girl in a floral maxi dress and a YSL hat caught my attention.

"Chelle?" I whispered.

She's sitting in the grandola infront of me. Her back is facing me. Her figure is the same as Chelle's frame. 

"Let it go, Kwon Jiyong." I scolded myself. "She's in France with her husband." I shake my head then watch the sunset as I play her necklace in my wrist.

When my ride stops my phone rings again.

"I'm on my way. See you later, maknae." I answered. I bow my head to fixed my shoe lace. I saw the girl again walking away with a luggage on her hands. "She looks really familiar."  I whispered but ignore the thought and head to our hotel.

"Where have you been, hyung? Did you meet some pretty girls? Why didn't you tell me you're going out?" Maknae bombarded me with questions as soon as I enter the room.

The fireworks display starts and all of us was amazed by the beauty of it. I watch Henry and Ashley hugging each other in the corner. When Ashley meets my eyes she mouthed thank you. The Italy wedding was a gift from me. I volunteered to paid all the couples expenses in Italy to say thank you to Ashley, my honey for being so patient with me. I owe her a lot specially for designing my house. She needs to travel a lot to buy furnitures for me and to say sorry for dragging her in my crazy career life. 

I'm playing with Amber when Ashley suddenly utter Chelle. I follow her gaze and to my surprise she was there. I'm right! She's the girl in the grandola in front of mine. She's standing in the living room looking confused, tired and pale.

"Jiyong.." She said in a low and soft voice. Before I knew it she's in my arms. Unconscious.

I carry her in my arms and lay her in my bed. Gian call the front desk to ask for the doctor in charge. While waiting for the doctor everyone went of the room while I decided to wipe her sweat and decided to change her clothes. 

"She didn't take any thing to put something in her stomach. And her leg muscles are tight proving she's gone for a long walk. Hunger plus tired makes her collapse. Don't worry she's fine. Let her take a soup first when she wakes up. She just needs rest." The resident physician said before leaving the room.

"Don't worry too much, Jiyong. She's fine. We'll be outside. Call us when she wakes up." Gian said and everyone left my room.

I nod and smile at them. I sit in the bed beside her and watch her to sleep. I caress her face. Trace her eyebrows, eyes, her nose and her lips. I didn't notice that tears are starting to flow in my cheeks. She moves but before she saw me crying I stand up to call the others.

Gian ordered food for her. She wants to talk but I insist her to take a rest first. Everyone went to their respective room. After how many years I heard her say please stay. I know I shouldn't be feeling like this but I can't help it. I lower my head and kiss her goodnight.

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"How's my girlfriend, hyung?" Seungri asks when he entered the room the following day. His eyes landed on the couples of beer bottles on the table. When Chelle left last night that's the only time it sinked in to me. I love her and I can feel that she still loves me but we have to let go of each other. 

I didn't notice that the whole group are inside my room.

"She already checked out." I said in no one particular. "How could you ever do this to me? How could you not tell me?" I vent out. "You never said she had an amnesia."

"We're not in the position to tell." Gian answered.

"Yah right! Do have any idea how much does it hurts? I'm the reason why she's...she's like that. You knew what I went through. You witnessed how miserable my life was. Do you think I don't have the right to know the truth? Does president Yang knows about this, Mr. Kang?"

"Yes, Jiyong. But we need to keep it from you because we know you'll be like this. Sanjangnim doesn't wants you to blame yourself. And Gian's right, we're not in the position to tell."

"So you also knew that she was faking it?"

"Faking what?" Young Bae butted in.

"Her amnesia. She clearly remembers each and everyone of us."

"What are you taking about, Jiyong? I and sanjangnim was there when the doctor said she's sick." Mr. Kang is confused as hell like the others except for Gian and Seungri who doesn't seemed to be shocked.

"She doesn't have an amnesia, Mr. Kang. She's just.." I didn't finish what I have to say. Henry rise his hand telling me to stop before he excuse to answer his phone.

"Man are you sure?" Bae ask.

"She just told me last night."

"Jiyong sanjangnim wants to talk you in private. About Chelle." Mr. Kang said when he returned.

"I'm planning to rebook my flight today. I don't want to spoil this vacation but I feel that I really need to go back to Chelle. Something is not right. I can feel it." I declared. "Enjoy your vacation and again congratulations. See you soon. I'll wait for you honey. We're not done yet." She nods and smiled at me.

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"Ilwoo's lawyer wants to talk to you, Jiyong. I already know Chelle real condition but he don't want to give the full details. He's waiting for you." President Yang said as soon as I enter his office. I didn't bother to go home from the airport. I decided to go straight to the YG building to meet Ilwoo's lawyer.

"I just want to rely the message Ilwoo left for you." He said when the both of us left in the room. "He wants to meet you after his 5 weeks training."

"Training?" I ask with knit brows.

"He's already serving the military."

"But Chelle.."

"That's why I'm here. Ilwoo told me to keep an eye on her. Chelle didn't know that Ilwoo will enter the camp on the same day she left for Italy. Ilwoo is asking you to take care of her. He trusts you more than anybody else."

"Why do I have a bad feeling about this?"

"Not my position to tell. Wait a couple of weeks and you'll get the answeres. For the mean time go to Chelle's house. She's been staying there since she got back from Italy. Her security said she doesn't wants to go out of their room. She barely eats. Even Dr. Jung and Minho is worried about her.  I have to go. I have a very important meeting." He said and shakes my hand before he leaves.

What the hell is going on? Chelle choose Ilwoo over me but Ilwoo went to the camp without Chelle's knowledge. Chelle having a security, I don't mind them at first. I though they were just her drivers and staff for her busy schedule but what are they for? Is she on danger? I can't wait to meet Ilwoo. He has a lot of explaining to do. And if Chelle is in danger, I swear I will kill him.