I CAN'T ANYMORE

Baby I'm Sorry

I waited for him. About two hours has passed and my heart is dying.
 
I paced about,I need to do something.
 
I turned the computer on and watched some kpop videos but even that couldn't keep my mind off Daehyun,and B.A.P.
 
My phone rang,I flew over,"Yeoboseyo?"
 
"Hyunmin ah," it was Youngjae,he was panting,hard.
 
"Myungsoo ran off,we're looking for him,INFINITE is still chasing us,be safe."
 
He hung up. I stared at my phone,what the.
 
My heart was beating fast,I shook my head,something's not right.
 
I started panting,like I could feel what B.A.P was facing.
 
I crouched on the floor,gasping for air,"Damn it."
 
I looked at the door,Daehyun's voice repeating in my head,"Don't open it for anybody."
 
"Aish Jung Daehyun you had to say that!"
 
I grumbled and went into Daehyun's room,maybe something in here can calm me down.
 
I opened his drawer and saw a book.Our book.
 
I flipped through it,I even pasted our first few conversations in there.
 
I read through the first time I officially introduced myself.I browsed through the book and there was still a lot of empty pages.
 
I sighed,"Daehyun ah,please come back and finish writing in our book,jebal."
 
I opened the last page of the book,there were words there.I read through,Daehyun's handwriting.
 
-Hyunmin ah,why are you reading the back of the book?We haven't even finished the front!Its okay,I just hope I will still be there to write with you.I know I said that I will come back,but recalling how close I was to dying the last time,I'm not sure now.Yongguk hyung will be there,Himchan too,I hope its enough.We're outnumbered,INFINITE will still be INFINITE even if one member screws up.That's what friends are for,even if they are bad.I love you,I'm not sure if I can make it back,I'll try though,to see you one last time,to see your precious smile,hear you laugh,see you blush,I want to be there for you,I hope I can do it.I won't let Myungsoo get away with this.Even if I have to leave you,I'll make sure he won't come anywhere near you.I still remember how you wrote to me,in class,even though you didn't know me well.I'm happy to have met you,I love you,I really do.Your masked co-writer,Jung Daehyun.-
 
I stared at the book,tears were flowing down my cheeks like a river,it didn't stop.
 
I shook my head,you promised.I can't,I can't continue without you anymore,I can't wait here anymore,I can't live without you.
 
I dashed out of the house and ran to school.
 
"Oppa!Daehyun oppa!"
 
The school grounds were almost empty,the cleaners were looking at me like I've gone mad.
 
I ran out,damn it,Youngjae said they ran off.
 
I went by alleys,streets,shops,I couldn't find them.I went in the direction of my house and I heard a commotion.
 
I ran over,there they were,in the back street of my home.They were bleeding,injured,B.A.P,oh god.
 
I covered my mouth and closed my eyes,they were hurt.
 
I walked backwards,this was too much for me.INFINITE was also badly injured,but,Myungsoo wasn't there.
 
"Oh,looks I like I got you where I wanted."
 
I turned,Myungsoo.
 
He grinned,his clothes were dirty from the fight,he was also bleeding,but he didn't care.
 
"You've got no idea how long it took for me to find you."
 
I froze,those terrible visions appeared in my mind. I closed my eyes and covered my ears,"Shut up Myungsoo,go away!"

 

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A/N: Well here's another update! I feel really dizzy right now but enjoy! Lots of thanks to my subscribers and since Christmas is coming, I wanna share this with you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chozyt3e0J4 Its Sungha Jung, a guitar prodigy and I absolutely love his guitar playing! Enjoy!!

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sarahsohn77 #1
Chapter 20: I read this story twice!! And still love it
babymimiey #2
Chapter 20: daebak..love yours story
Leaderbrokenstar
#3
Chapter 20: I loved this story, and I will forever remember this story!
mitaki2 #4
Chapter 20: This I the sweetest daehyun fix I've read so far!! Off to the sequel!!
garahshi #5
Chapter 3: ahehehe.. my gawd.. my two favorite bands.. ahahaha
sujidaehyun
#6
Chapter 4: WOW THIS MY SECONED TIME READ THIS FANFIC AND MY HEART BEAT AGAIN WHEN DAEHYUN TALK OHHH LOVE HIM...U ARE SUCH AMAZING WRITER <333
djeniryuu
#7
Chapter 20: Daehyun's voice..... ♥
thanhtruc_ho #8
Chapter 5: i love your story, i love daehyun but .... my infinite *crying* waeee?
yellow-p
#9
Chapter 20: What a really great story & sweet ending ><
I love the way B.A.P and especially Daehyun protected her! Daehyun must be really in love with her kkk ~ nice!! ♥
whatevers2012 #10
Chapter 20: Awww :') so romantic! best story hehee not kidding :) ♥♥