Talking it Out
Behind the sceneRen's P.O.V.
I knocked on the door and after couple of seconds Baekho opened them. Without even thinking about it I gave him a quick peck and entered his room, him staring at me in shock.
"Ren, we will not do that. Don't kiss me out of the blue." - he gave me a strict stare.
"So, it's ok if it's not out of the blue?" - I gave him a seductive smirk.
"No, it's not. You're missing the point here..."
I interrupted him - "Aishh~ I'm just joking, chill." - I sat on his bed, pouting.
"Don't even joke." - he sat across me on Minhyun's bed.
I gave him an annoyed look. What was I even expecting? He doesn't like me that way. I should be happy we even kissed.
"So what brings you here?" - he asked me, avoiding looking at me.
"I missed you." - I said with a poker face, obviously being annoyed by him.
As soon as he heard that, he immediately jumped out of bed, hugging me. Gosh, he was so simple. I returned the hug.
"Awww~ You are so cute." - he giggled.
"And you're so not." - I grimaced.
"That was mean." - he sat beside me.
"I see you didn't pack yet." - I said pointing at pile of stuff on the desk and chair. - "Minhyun must have had a breakdown." - I laughed.
"Yeah, he did. But if it's like this, I know where everything is."
"Creative mess, huh?"
"Exactly."
The rest of half an hour was spent in his room doing a little chit-chat and I helped Baekho pack, because God knows he won't do it on time.
Later we went to get JR and headed to the hotel's restaurant for breakfast.
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Aron's P.O.V.
I heard knocking, got up my bed and opened the door. Minhyun was standing there with a sullen face and it really bugged me. I really, really didn't know what whs his problem with me. I felt so sad, confused and lonely.
I went to sit on my bed, him following behind me. We were both dead silent.
"..." - I opened my mouth to talk, but didn't have a clue how to start. My feelings were a mess and I didn't know how to put them in words.
He just looked at me and lowered his head, after a minute he finally spoke - "Such a scary silence."
"Yeah... I wanted for us to talk about... our friendship. It seems like we have some problems." - I began to say - "But I can't fix it if you don't tell me what is bothering you. Or am I bothering you?" - I asked with a hurt tone. - "And anways to fix our relationship, it needs work from both sides. I really like you Minhyun and up until now I had no problem with you. So what suddenly happened?" - I looked him straight in the eyes - "Seriously, did I do something?"
He was on the verge of tears and that shocked me. I could feel my heart tightening.
"You didn't do anything Aron. Nothing at all. It's just me and my head." - he took a deep breath - "You know... I'm really starting to miss my family and friends, even the school. I mean I love what I'm doing, I always wanted to be a singer, but it is sometimes just so hard..." - he paused and I put my hand around his shoulder for support, but he gently removed it. - "Look at me. I'm saying this to you and your friends and family are in America. This doesn't seem right. I'm being so selfish." - he started rubbing his face.
"Minhyun, we are here for each other. You always cheered me up with other guys when I was homesick. You even had patience for me learning Korean... you guys are my other family."
"Thank you and I'm sorry for acting this way." - he said and gave me a hug, which of course I returned. We both smiled at each other giving high five and suddenly he said something I didn't quite understand.
He pointed at his heart and said - "I'm killing them." - with a smile.
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Since people were confused about what Minhyun was talking about, here is an explanation - He was talking about killing his feelings for Aron, once and for all.
Hello my dear subscribers. Yes, I am still alive ^^
I've been through a "writer's" block + was lazy.
I hope you won't dislike me and will still read this story ^^
Sorry for the short update =/
I missed you so much <3
Please don't be a silent reader =D
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