2010 4th September, Wednesday, Windy

Hi diary.

It’s been 7 years and I’m still missing them. Jae-oppa did say we shall leave it to fate when he left. Diary, you know how they are doing now? Are they good? Did they miss me as well?

Now I know why my heart beats faster when I looked at Myungie-oppa now. I’ve like Myungie-oppa since young! I don’t know why and when did it happened, but still…

Even now, my heart still beats faster whenever I think of his name or look at our photo. Do you think he will like me back as well? I hope I can see him and Jae-oppa soon, if we’re fated.

I love you, Kim Myungsoo.

Jiyeon

*Did she write out she loves me? When she’s how old…? 2010… 16? No, wait. 17 years old. She liked me ever since we’re young! Oh god, what just happened…* He couldn’t believe it. His now love once loved him before. How stupid can he be?! Feeling a little better, he urges himself to read more into the entries. Almost all the entries said how much she missed them and how lonely she was in school. Also, how much she loved him. Until recently, the details of the entries slowly changed to full of the other oppa, instead of him.

2012 27th May, Friday, Sunny

Dear diary,

I almost died because of shock today. Two huge things happened.

Number one, JAESOO WENT OUT ON HIS OWN! I thought I lost him but thankfully, I found him at the playground playing with a stranger.

And that’s where number two comes in! The stranger turns out to be……….

YES! JAE-OPPA!!!!

THEY’RE BACK! MYUNGIE-OPPA IS BACK TOO!

Finally, I’m not lonely anymore. Jae-oppa told me how amazing America is and promised to bring me there next time. Also, he told me that they will be studying in the same school as me! This also means that I can see them every day! And of course, I can see Myungie-oppa too! I hope he still remember me like Jae-oppa… Hmmm, maybe someday, I will confess to him? Wish me luck now diary! ^^

I’M SO HAPPY!

Jiyeon

2012 30th May, Monday, Sunny

Dear diary,

Myungie-oppa said I’m ugly. He said is did not recognize me at all and, and, and… He kissed another girl in front of my eyes.

How am I supposed to take this whole situation in? I cried once again, hardly, after the whole 10 years of waiting. Thankfully Jae-oppa found me crying in the garden and told me why Myungie-oppa changed. I couldn’t blame him, could I? He just met the wrong friends in America…

Now what am I supposed to do? Let him go?

Okay, I shall try at least one more time right? I shall give him and myself one last chance, otherwise, I’m going to give him up.

Jiyeon

 2012 31st May, Tuesday, Rainy

Dear diary,

I went to the Kim house today. I was happy to see ahjumma and ahjeossi again. They are so kind and treated me like their own.

Actually, the main reason I went there was to bring Jaesoo to meet Myungie-oppa. Jae-oppa helped me with it.

I went there during evening time for dinner but Myungie-oppa was not home yet. I waited until around 1030 at night. When I decided to leave soon, he walked into the house looking so lethargic. Just I wanted to bring Jaesoo up to him, he opened his mouth to scold Jaesoo and me. He said Jaesoo is a filthy thing and asked me not to appear in front of him again. I stayed rooted to the couch, trying to digest everything in. I couldn’t even speak up for myself. Myungie-oppa just hurt my heart.

When I came back to my sens