Now im back home and preparing for my mum funeral. I do it alone as dad is still hospitalized. All the maid was shock after hearing the news and all of them help me to prepare it. I do not know whether dad could leave his ward for 1 whole day or not? My eyes are swollen like as if someone punch me. I should be strong and should remember we human are mortal.

Why am i so unlucky. I lose two precious people in a year. Am I deserve to get this? Why am I the one who get this? I started to cry again after thinking about all this question. I want an answer for this question but I know tat my question cannot be answered. Sometime when I think about the past, am I the want who should be at fault for not listening to my own decision. If I follow my decision, I will not be engaged to a stranger, my mum would not die on car accident. Should I blame myself for all this situation. Suddenly tears falls, and dropped myself to the ground.

When I think about this situation again and again, it was a mistake for not supporting him, my ex, till the end. After losing him, I did not know that i will lose my another precious person too. My mum is my one of my everything. Today, she leave my dad and I.Even when mum is still alive, me and dad are not in good term. He been forcing me to take over his business while I have no interest in business job. The most hated part is that  he against my decision from being a photographer. Photography is in my blood. I love photography, how could he against me from being a photographer. What I know as a parent they should support their child decision. I can't take it anymore. Why am I living in this cruel world? Why can't I be happy for once? Why?? Why??

*Ding Dong* Was walking to the door but suddenly my maid come to me. " Ms Park, someone is here. He does not look that familiar but he is looking for you, Ms Park." Was puzzled, why suddenly a guy looking for me. Peeking at the door and there was a guy standing in front of the door waiting for me.

"Hello!" I greated him and give him a smile. "Ouh! Hello, if im not wrong, you must be Ms Park right? I am ..............."

To be continue.....

Sorry it is a short update coz tmr I got a exam. I am really2 sorry coz this wk, nxt wk and nxt2 wk is my exam period. =( So I will try my best  to update. BTW thanks for reading. It might be a little boring but I will try to make it more interesting. So stay tune and subscribe if you want to know more about this story. ; )