I feel this chapter is a little ehh idk Im not as happy but i tried my best. Let me know what you think tell me if im doing a good job or if i I feel like such a nube lol

enjoy!!

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Your POV

I stood their watching the light pass through the number representing each floor leading us closer to Beast’s dorm.

“I’m surprised your not nervous your one of their biggest fans”

I looked at her as she watched the door waiting for it to open. 

“Mmm I don’t know I guess it hasn’t hit me yet....maybe if I see Kikwang shirtless it would be a different story” she raises her eyebrows.

I just shook my head at her I was too anxious to laugh. ‘DING’ the doors swung open

Kieu clapped her hands then grabbed mine to pull me out of the elevator. We walked down the small hallway ending up in front of their door.

“Ready?!” before I could plead no she knocked on the door.

Yoseob’s POV

We were all waiting in the living room for the girls to arrive except for Kikwang who was still getting ready in the bathroom and I was starting to get nervous when I heard a knock at the door.

All the boys quickly got up and gathered around me as I reached for the handle and opened the door.

“Hello!!” A girl waved her hand in front of me but I only saw Layla timidly greeting from the back.

“H-Hello.”

The girl flashed a look a Layla then looked back to us with a big smile on her face.

“Thank you for inviting us to dinner! I’m Kieu!” she bowed to us

“Oh your the one I meet at the dorm last time” looking embarrassed “Ne. that was me....sorry about that”

I shook my head “please come in so you can meet everyone else”

I moved aside for the girls to walk by making eye contact with Layla. Without a word I grabbed her hand and guided her into the living where everyone was and in that moment she was taken away from me surrounded by the members who were dying to meet her.

Your POV

“Hello Im Doojoon” he smiled at me “its nice to finally put a face to the name I’ve been hearing so much....your very cute” 

I blushed “T-Thank you” he stared at me for a while then looked beside me where Yoseob suddenly appeared. I started to feel a little awkward sensing tension between them but I was saved by another boy who introduced himself to me.

We were being passed around between members and the more I talked to them the more comfortable I felt being around them. It was almost unreal how each boy was so attractive I could not grasp how lucky I was at this moment. Just when I thought I met them all I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to meet...

“KIKWANG!!” Kieu quickly covered revealing her bias and becoming completely embarrassed by her outburst. I didn’t blame her though. He came out shirtless and I couldn't help but notice his chiseled six pack baring in front of my eyes.

“Hi” he winked at me “I’m Kikwa....” he was interupted when a shirt was thrown across the room hitting him in the face.

“GO PUT A SHIRT ON!! no one wants to see that” Kikwang was insulted by Junhyung's comment but then points to Kieu whose reaction contradicted his statement. She instantly turned red.

“Ok ok now that we all KNOW each other” Doojoon eyed kikwang “let’s all eat I’m starving” rubbing his belly he went to a spot in their living where they had set out plates at cups in a circle.

“Sorry girls, we don’t have a table or that many dishes for everyone to use”

I shook my head “Don’t be sorry we barely have furniture in our home either and using paper plates helps save us the burden of washing dishes!!”

Yoseob comes to my side “Yah your right so let’s thank Doojoon for cooking dinner everyone!” in unison we bowed together thanking him for the food. “Kahmsahamnida!!”

We all gathered on the floor and began eating.

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After a while the food was practically gone and we all just sat there soothing our stomachs from fullness. Dongwoon got up and his game system that was set next to their TV.

“Alright noonas! now its time to show us what you got” waving the controller at us.

I look at the screen to see what game he plans for us to play  

DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION!!!

*OH NO!!*

“YAY!! I love this game” Kieu gets up and scurries over to Dongwoon.

“You have know idea what your getting yourself into!!”

“Ah!! you got a fearless challenger...better watch out Dongwoonie!!” Kikwang chirped

“I play winner!!” Hyunseung scooted over sitting behind the players

“Yah me too” Kikwang agreed

“I want to play against Layla!!” Doojoon pointed at me waving me to come over and wait in line for a turn.

“Nooo way I’m no good at this game sorry Doojoon”

“Ah ok well the Junhyung your playing with me”

He gave him a  look  then surrendered “If I have too...” Junhyung got up and slowly made his way where everyone else was gathered. I was watching them start the game when Yoseob held out his hand to me.

“Want to go out for a walk?” I accepted his offer taking his hand and we walked out the dorm leaving everyone to play without us.

He took me to a nearby park and again it was late and there weren't many people around so Yoseob didn't bother disguising himself.

“Lets go on the swings!!” he pulled me to the playground and sat me on a swing pushing my forward gaining height. 

“OK! thats enough its too high!!” I squealed and he teased me giving me one last hard push before taking the swing next to mine. Each time I passed the ground I would drag my feet on the platform slowly helping me decrease the speed of my swing.

“Geez all my hard work wasted!!” he crossed his arms and pouted his face making me giggle.

“Well it was too high what if I would’ve fallen off”

“I would catch you” 

I smiled. “I’m happy you called me today I missed my friend!”

“What about Kieu?”

“Ehh...” I waved my hand “I see her everyday and its nice to have a guy friend to talk to sometimes there is just too much estrogen in our dorm!!”

He laughed “I feel the same way..”

“Oh you get tired of the boys too?!”

“Well not...ok yah that...but I meant that I missed you too...its nice to have a pretty face around”

I felt butterflies rise in my stomach “W-What about Hyunseung?”

“Hyunseung isn't you..”

“W-What do you mean?” I was getting nervous again

“Layla...” he slowly turned his swing so that he could face me. Reading his expression I knew he wanted to tell me something but he was holding back. And honestly I wasn’t sure if I was ready to know what it was but I felt the need to comfort him. I reached out for his hand and felt his instantly grip mine.

“Are you ok? what’s wrong?”

He stood still looking down at our hands then back to my eyes 

“I really like you Layla” is what I thought I heard him say but I was too shocked to believe it. I dropped my head unlocking our gaze. I kept my eyes on the floor, I was too nervous to look at his face. Looking at him may lead to something I’m not sure my heart would be able to handle. He placed his hand under my chin and brought it back up so that I could meet his eyes again noticing he was even closer now.

He softly spoke “I like you” and I froze. I was out of words. The feelings I have kept bottled up were written all over my face and all I could do was just watch his eyes as they scanned my face. Reading my reaction and waiting for the right moment to continue with what he had already planned in his head.

Yoseob’s POV

She stared at me locking her gaze on mine. I waited until I felt her body calm down before moving forward. After a couple of seconds her breathing was at a normal pace and in that moment I moved closer to her. I studied her face more intently now. I have never been able to look at her this close before. She was truly beautiful. Her eyes were so big I could see a hint of green in her irises, her face was so clear it glistened when the light from the moon that shined on her cheek, and her lips...they looked so soft I could not control what my heart yearned for. As I inched closer her eyes closed and in that second I sealed the small gap between us pressing my lips onto hers.

Your POV

His lips were so full I felt them overpower mine. I was in true bliss. My heart was overflowing with happiness but in that instant I thought about what this might turn into. I backed out of the kiss making Yoseob inch forward to return. I stood up and walked away from the swing set when he grabbed my wrist drawing me into his arms where his lips met mine again. But I couldn't continue. I thought about our lives and how different they were, there was no way it could be anything more than friends. I don’t know how I would withstand the pain if we had to separate after already feeling so attached to him. I broke away from the kiss again.

I breathed out “We can’t!” I tried to free myself from his arms but the strength of his hold kept us together.

“What do you mean?”

“We can’t do this its too fast. you have a demanding career that needs you and I couldn’t bare to interfere with that”

“But I want this, I want you” he angled his head to look at my face.

“But I’m just some random girl you met by chance. we live two totally different lives and I’m in no place to complicate your life you need some other girl who will be better for you...”

He crushed his lips to mine before I could speak another word. This time I could not fight back as I wrapped my arms around his neck moving even deeper into the kiss. After a while I was able to calm myself. I pulled back to catch my breathe and he leaned back in to kiss me on the cheek. Still holding me he softly placed his hand on my face brushing my cheek with his thumb.

“I want you not some other girl who would have the same busy schedule as me...theres no way. I like YOU...araso?!”

I nodded my head

“Good...and I’m sorry for kissing you like that I couldn't help it” I chuckled leaving a smile on my face.

“It’s ok....I didn't mind it so much”

He was going to kiss me again but I placed my hand over his mouth.

“But I will say its going a little fast for me...I like you Yoseob I can’t deny it but we’ve only known each other for a few weeks and I wouldn't want our relationship to cause you any trouble with your group or fans who adore you...who knows what they’ll do to me if they find out we’re dating”

“There not we’ll keep it a secret”

“Either way I’m not ready for a relationship yet”

 He tries to use his aegyo on me hoping to sway my decision but I didn't give in this time. 

He sighs “Fine! how about this?...we’ll take it slow. will let our feelings grow as we spend more time together and with time we’ll decide what to do then that way you don’t feel guilty in being apart of my busy life taking every second of my time, hugging and kissing you when your near me.....man that sounds awful” he’s rolled his eyes

I laughed “That I’ll say yes too...thank you for understanding!!”

“I have to or else I’d lose you” he hugged me tightly kissing a part of my neck where my ear met my jawline making me flinch from the tingling sensation. He brought his face back to mine giving me a mischievous grin.

“I found your weak spot” he nods in excitement 

“pssh...No!” I covered my neck and quickly slipped out of his hold to run away which was pointless since he caught me before I even stepped out of the playground.

He turned me around and placed another kiss in that same spot flinching for the second time. I felt him smile from my reaction feeling his warm breath brush the nap of my neck. After he was satisfied with teasing me he returned to face me.

“I’ll let you go for now but don't expect me to let you off that easy next time”

“Oh your so kind!!” I replied sarcastically flashing him a smile

“Shall we get back?” 

I nodded and he took my hand lacing our fingers together and leading us back to the dorm.

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We got back to see Kieu and Dongwoon still playing the game while the other members watched in excitement.

“WHOOOO!!!” all the boys cheered for you Kieu beating Dongwoon for the fifth time.

“Aww noona couldn't you go easy on me for the last game?” Kieu celebrated getting high fives from each of the boys then turned around to a sadden maknae.

“Dongwoonie how do you expect to get better if I let you win”

He nodded in agreement “I guess your right, good game noona!!”

She patted Dongwoon on the head glancing to a corner of the room finally noticing I returned.

“Oh they finally decided to come back!!” Junhyung gestured to us with head getting everyones attention.

“Mmmm did you have a nice walk?” Hyunseung winked at Yoseob.

We just stood their unable to defend what everyone already assumed. WE LIKED EACH OTHER it was written all over our faces.

Kieu walked over and gave me a hug “Let’s go home yes?!” she turned around “Alright boys we got to get going its late!!”

“Aww why the night was getting good!!” Hyunseung ran up persuading us too stay

“I’m sorry we have homework to catch up on.”

“When do you think you guys can come back?” Doojoon came up on my side and rested his arm on my shoulder.

“Whenever you guys are free we’ll be back to visit right away!”

We waved goodbye as the boys were gathered outside the hall watching until we entered the elevator.

Yoseob’s POV

I closed the door and turned around to 5 guys grinning at me. I pretended like I didn't notice and walked around them.

“Wait!!” Kikwang came up to me and gave me a hug “So how do you feel?” 

I couldn’t control my smile but didn’t give in.

“Sleepy goodnight!” I shut my door before I gave them a chance to drill me I was in a good mood and I was ready to end the night with a happy dream.

Your POV

We got back to our dorm and I was changing into my pajamas ready to go to bed when Kieu came into my room, leaning against the wall with a big smile across her face.

“What?”

“You know...” she winked

I couldn’t help but smile giving away everything but I still denied her the pleasure of being right.

“I don't know what your talking about”

‘BLEEP BLEEP’ my phone went off

“Oh it seems as though you have a text from your lover...I’ll leave you too alone”

“Its not like that!”

“Uh huh! sure”

Once she left my room I ran to my phone and read the text. 

Goodnight my love

saranghae^^

I smiled.

 Goodnight my seobie<3

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