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2pm.

Teuk's POV:

"Manager Hyung, do I have a schedule today?" I tapped on the send button and rested my head on the reclining couch where I spent the rest of the night.

A few minutes later.

"Aniyo, your free for today and please use it wisely.kkk" Manager Hyung replied.

I breathe a sigh of relief after reading manager's reply. Now, where to?

I then bent down and grabbed the crumpled piece of paper on my left side and slowly opened it again, unsure what to react.

(*hello readers! here's the letter as promised)

My dear Teukie,

I...I really don't know what to say. Honestly, I wanted sooo much to see you right now but fear got the hell out of me.. I want to say sorry, for what i've done lately that I know hurted you so much.

I'm sorry I'm not as strong as you are right now.

I'm sorry I'm not the shoulder you could lean on this very moment.

I'm sorry for not being myself lately.

I'm sorry for the times I knew how much you wanted to see me but I refuse to (honestly, i still am in denial of you leaving me in a couple of weeks)

I'm sorry I had to control my emotions when it comes to you.

I'm sorry for not being my sweet self lately.

I'm really really sorry my love, for everything, for not being strong for you.

Most of all, I'm sorry for not returning the love that you deserve,...

jeongmal mianhe...

*jungsoo-ah, I don't know if you'll still accept me after reading this, whatever your decision will be, I'll accept it with arms wide open. I love you, don't forget that.

xoxo,

__your name__

AISSSHHH!!! what is happening with her? we've been together for so long but this, I really don't understand where she is coming from at this point. Gritting my teeth, I crumpled again the piece of paper in pain.

That's it! I can't stand this anymore!!! arghhh!!! I shouted in great disbelief.

"Hyung!?" everything okay?" A sudden voice broke Teuk's thought, he turned and saw Donghae slowly creeping inside his room and sat on his bed.

"uh...this?" he responded and raised the piece of paper in his hand.

"aiissh...hyung, talk to her, c'mon, you still have time, if you want i'll call ___noona or better yet, pick her up now?" the ever reliable dongsaeng said with much enthusiasm.

"aniyo! nobody will do anything!" Teuk, aggitated stood up and exclaimed, "i'm going to fix this, we are going to fix this, i don't want some excess baggage when D-day comes."

Donghae placed a palm on his face after hearing what his hyung said. "jinjjaro!! teuk hyung?! gomawooo!! you really have do this...I don't want to witness another heartbreak again. arasseo?" he commanded.

"yah! be thankful that I love you or else you'll be dead!kkkk!" Teuk replied with a slight smile and was about to head for the door when Hae held pulled him.

"uh,uh,uh...first off, take a nice, calming shower," he whispered while Teuk slightly raised his shirt and smelled himself. "hyung, trust me, i don't want to talk to someone who hasn't brushed his teeth either..." hae continued when..

"Yah! youuuu..." Teuk shouted at Hae's ears which made him let go of Teuk and ran in fear of his hyung.

"hahaha! that kid really is something." I sighed and shook my head as I walked towards the bathroom to take a quick shower.

half an hour has passed.

"okay! done!" Teuk shouted the moment he opened his door.

"this is it...all or nothing, fighting!"

*annyeong readers! how are your feels for this chapter? thanks for reading~~~~see you next chapter! ♥♥♥