*picture not mine. credits to the owner

I know i'm not into that social networking thingamajig but for some reason I had to open my twitter shortly after I arrived at the office.

I got agitated cos I was bombarded by the dongsaengs (yesung, eunhyuk, donghae, ryeowook) texts about feeling sad and all. Good thing I have a twitter app directly in my phone and that's where I was again reunited with the social networking world. Aigo, the poor dongsaengs, all four of them had twitted about SuJu being nominated at MTV EMA beswt asia act. Sadly, they lost over Geng, but here's a confession, I feel happy for Geng, he's a part of the group for quite some time too.

"my dearest dongsaengs, I already know, fret no more, remember this: we fail, we lose, to win (right Ye? :)) cheer up! it's not yet your time, for the meantime let's all be happy and proud for uri Geng and wish him the best of luck, ne? -Noona"

Group message sent.

after a few minutes,

"Noona! thank you soo much, for being there for us and the never ending comfort you always show us whenever we're feeling down..." (Ryeowook)

Aigo. that kid. he really has a soft spot.

12.49pm: 

thank goodness I was still using my twitter when I saw this: 

 what the heck is he trying to do? get killed? worse than what a sasaeng fan would do?

thoughts won't stop coming in and out of my mind right now, my hands are shaking, emotions completely mixed up, irritated, sad, confused, asddfdklgknflgh!!!

I wasn't in the mood for texting so I called him right there and then.

Me: yah Mr. Park Jung Soo, are you completely out of your mind?

Teuk: (sounding confused) huh? what do you mean?

M: Don't act as if you don't know. (my voice now trembling)

T: ah...arasso.. Kona beans, 5pm. *sighs

M: See! AISH Leeteuk! I don't know what to do with you anymore!

T: love, calm down! don't worry bout me, in fact before you called I was thinking about calling you and ask if you want to accompany me there later...sooo...will you?

M: (omona, I though, he tweeted that and wanted me also to go with him, aish! babo!!!) uh...sooo...will I what????

T: oh please love, please do come with me later? i'll pick you up! i...i'll even talk to the sajangnim if u want!! Kkkkkk! (Teuk chuckled)

M: YAH!!! quit it! aniyo! (my voice now one pitch higher than the usual)

T: ouch! you didn't have to do that! fine! if you don't want, *sighs.... i won't force you, but i'll wait, i'll wait if ever you change your mind... (his voice now slowly decreasing)

M: Aish...whatever Jung Soo. bye.

Click.

What did I just do? Aigo Leeteuk, jeongmal mianhe, I whispered and slapped my forehead with my palm.

Eotteoke? I badly wanted to be with him later but how? I can't just easily leave my work, at the same time, I already told him i'm not going, my pride is now my enemy. AISHHH AISHSHH AISSHH!!!!

I let myself sulk the whole afternoon in front of my desk and turned off my phone so that I won't be getting any updates from neither him nor the members.

I just wasn't lucky because when the clock striked a little over 5pm, my boss came over my desk and told me she gave my number at one of our clients and will be calling me in a few minutes... I put on a smile and carefully slid my hand inside my blazer and got my phone just in time the boss turned around and walked back to her desk.

Obviously I had no choice but to turn on my phone again. I sighed and immediately put it back and stood up. Weird day it is...

"Yah!" I turned to my side and saw my officemate with a big grin on her face, I smiled back in return, "aren't you leaving yet, uh, Kona Beans?" she asked peering from her desk.

I nodded from side to side, "ani, I won't go there..."

"waeyooo?" she stood up and was about to walk towards me when my phone rang.

This is it, honestly I was not in the mood for some business talk, without looking I grabbed my phone,

"Yeoboseyo?" I asked.

"hi love, i'm already here,..." Teuk said (it was noisy from where he was calling me...)

"uh..u..annyeong, where are you again? I hear people talking...

"i'm already here inside, taking their orders...aren't you coming over?" he asked still hopeful.

"I already said no a while ago right?" I replied sternly.

"aigo.... okay, i'll pick you up later then, I won't stay long here, bye love, and jeongmal mianhe." he whispered.

I haven't heard news anymore bout Teuk and his Kona Beans invasion moments after... Though i'm still hurting, i'm still going to give him another chance. He better make it up tonight or else...

*ANNYEONG readers!!! so here's the update, comment pleaseu! next chapter coming up in a few days after I finish the "love" part with Leeteuk you guys all asked for..Kkkkkkk!!! :)