I was at the set filming again, I had just finish filming a part and resting under the shelter. I quickly wore my thick jacket and drank a sip of warm tea warming my cold body. Looking up at the sky the snow is getting heavier. I sighed. I wonder if the filming will continue in such weather. And just when that question pop up the director has answer it.

         “Looks like we have to stop the filming.” The director said and one of the staff translates it in English for me.

         I waited for the director and the crew to make their final decision. When I got an okay sign the group began packing up. My personal assistant Hana helped me pack everything up and we both left the set when Junho arrived picking us up. When I got in the van I plug onto my headphones listening to music while going online using the tablet. I look outside on the street, the snow just got heavier.  How I wish I could sneak out but it looks like I couldn’t with this heavy snow.

         When I arrive back in the hotel it was already night, we got stuck in traffic because of the heavy snow. Instead of eating out I ate in the hotel’s restaurant with Junho and Hana. After the dinner I went back to my room. The first thing I did after entering the room was turning the TV on. I then head to the bathroom to take a warm bath. I walk out wearing the bathing robe and sat on the bed. Feeling relax after the warm bath I couldn’t but to drift to sleep listening to the foreign language. My eyes just closed and I heard the knocking on my door. I wonder who it is?  Pushing myself up I open the door revealing the main actress, Victoria.

         “Hi, I heard the filming got cancelled. You must be feeling bored since you can’t go outside in this heavy snow.” She said and raised a bottle of red wine in front. I smiled and let the older actress in the room.

         “Since we can’t go anywhere let’s have a drink together?”

         Victoria loves drinking red wine. Through the conversations we had before she once told me she fly to Australia for some red wine tasting in the middle of the night. It was kind of crazy, who would fly to another country all of a sudden and in the end she ordered a box air mailing it home.

         Victoria walks in and sat comfortably on the couch. She put the bottle of red wine on the coffee table.

         “I hope you haven’t forget that I’m only seventeen.” I reminded her about my current age.

         “Of course I know but it doesn’t hurt to drink a little and nobody will know.” Victoria winked and open the bottle of wine with the cute cork opener she brought. Letting the wine to breathe she walks up searching for the wine glass.  She then found them sitting untouched on the shelf that almost look like it’s filled with dust. She grabbed the two glasses and walks herself to the bathroom rinsing it through water. Walking back out with two clean glasses she poured the red wine into the two glasses. The entire time I just stood there watching her do her things like this was her own room.

         “Here.” She hand me a glass. I guess drinking a little doesn’t hurt and it’s not such a big deal. I took the red wine and sat on the couch adjacent from her and she immediately gave me a grin. I put the glass near my lips and I can already smell the strong taste. I took a small sip of the red wine, squinted my eyes at the bitter yet sweet taste before swallowing it down.

         “How is it? Nice? This bottle was the one I ordered from Australia. I really like it.” Victoria chuckled amused at my expression.

         “It taste weird.” I twirl the wine glass making the red wine spin in circles against the wine glass.

         “You just need to get used to the taste.” She said and took another sip of the red wine showing an enjoying expression. I shrugged my shoulders and attempt to take another sip of the red wine. I comfortably sat myself crossing my legs on the couch and from the corner of my eyes I can see that Victoria was glancing at my overly exposed legs. Instantly I uncross my legs pulling down my bathing robe trying to cover as much as possible. For the first time I was feeling uncomfortable alone with Victoria. I hope I’m just thinking too much.

         “Do you think it’s going to snow again tomorrow?” Victoria said trying to start up a conversation to break the awkwardness.

         I shrugged my shoulders again. “I hope it doesn’t. I don’t want to stuff up the schedule.” I took another sip of the red wine emptying the glass. When I finished the wine in my glass Victoria got up and pouring the red wine into the empty glass. The red wine tastes weird but it has an addictive taste. I took another sip but this time a bigger mouthful.

         “You’re going to get drunk if you drink like this.” Victoria warned.

         “Then I’ll just get drunk.” I said coolly and took another sip of the red wine.

         I kept drinking in silent and Victoria just did the same. When the alcohol gotten in my head I felt the heat on my cheeks and soon I feel a little dizzy. All of a sudden tears began rolling down my cheeks dripping down into the glass of wine. I wipe them using the back of my hand and try to stop myself but couldn’t. Amber where are you? Do you know I’m here in Beijing? I miss you so much.

         “Hey why are you crying?” Victoria placed her glass down and moves over sitting beside me. She reached her hand out wiping the tears away using her thumb.

         “I’m sorry, just getting a little emotional.” I sniffed forcing a light laughter out.

         I was going to take another sip of the red wine when she stops me and grab the wine glass away putting it on the coffee table. The next second I felt her lips on mine and I froze not knowing what to do. I could feel the love from her kiss that filled my emptiness and when I did I reach my arms out pulling her in. I was kissing her back hungrily. I was drowned in the kiss and without knowing I was brought to the bed. I lay down and I could see the lustful eyes of Victoria. She was ing her shirt and throwing it off landing it on the ground. She has an absolute fantastic body that I found myself constantly staring. She then slips herself out of her tight leggings leaving her undergarments on. She crawled on the bed making herself on top of me. She kisses me again and her hand gently finding it’s way inside my bathing robe. I wasn’t wearing anything underneath and it sure made it easy for Victoria’s hand. I moan against her lips when her hand made its way in between my legs. Her lips parted and using she untied the bathing robe revealing my body.

         “You’re beautiful.” She complimented.

         Am…Amber? I blinked a couple of times and every time I opened my eyes back I saw Amber hovering on top of me. I reach my hand touching her face and tears once again form. It’s really her. Missing the girl too much I immediately pull the girl in for a passionate kiss and I can feel her responding back instantly. Her lips trail down to my neck slowly and softly on my sensitive skin. My fingers dug in her hair pushing her head down closer. I could feel her hands slipping underneath my bathing robe touching the soft skins of mine. A soft moan escape when her hand began rubbing my already aroused core.

         “I want you so badly.” She whispered before taking one of my erected s in between her lip – it hard, my body squirms under her touches.

I woke up from the loud ringing sound of the hotel phone. Reaching my hand out under the blanket I search for the ringing object on the nightstand. And to find out the ringing object is not placed on the nightstand. I sat up on the bed and the pain on my head hit me. Leaving the bed I grab my bathing robe covering my body and motion to the desk where the hotel phone was.

         “Good morning Miss Jung.” The girl at the receptionist greeted in English. I then look at the clock to discover that it’s already seven in the morning.

         “Sorry to wake you up early in the morning but last night I got a call from your manager, Junho to give you a wake up call. He left a message saying he will pick you up at eight.”

         I groaned. Giving the receptionist a thank you then I hang up. Still feeling the pain in my head I felt a pair of hands crept up from behind hugging my waist. I was surprise by the sudden touch of another person that I broke free from the hug and turn around.

         “Vic… Victoria? Why are you here?”

         She giggled and plants a soft kiss on my cheek before answering the question. “Are you playing dumb? Or did you forget what we did last night?”

         Last… night? Remembering I look around the room hoping to find the face that I was longing for. But there weren’t anyone else beside the two of us. I then realize I was just dreaming and mistaken Victoria for Amber. Must be the damn alcohol fault! I ignored Victoria and went to the bathroom to wash up.

         “Hey Krystal what’s wrong?” Victoria was confused and followed.

         “I’m sorry Victoria. I was drunk last night and thought you was someone else.” I told her boldly hoping she get the message that last night was just a mistake. Through the reflection of the mirror I can see Victoria’s disappointing face and that was when I realize she was still . I grab a towel and hand it over to her.

         “Here and dress up. Junho is picking me up at eight.” I gently push her out the bathroom and close the door.

I can’t believe I had with Victoria because of the alcohol. I shook my head and mentally put a note for not repeating the same mistake ever again.

Under the shower head images of what happened last night keep flashing back but it wasn’t the face of Victoria instead it was Amber. Her touch, her kiss, everything felt so real. I got out of the bathroom wearing the same bathing robe as last night. Victoria was already dressed up properly. I ignored her stares and head straight to the wardrobe picking out an outfit to wear. I look at the TV and it was still on from last night, just right it was showing the weather forecast. I looked at the little images for today’s weather and it said it would snow a little. I pick out a pair of tight skinny black jeans, a simple long sleeve white shirt and a black puff up jacket. When I got all what I need I head back to the bathroom. Just when I close the door a hand pushing it back not letting me close it.

“What’s the meaning of this?” Victoria asks with a confusing look.

I sighed. “Even though I’m younger I can play it cool and Victoria you’re an adult why can’t you do the same?” I was getting annoyed at her being persistent about a night we shared because I was drunk.

“I can’t… because…” She hesitates a little before confessing the real reason. “Because I love you.”

I froze at the unexpected love confession. I do sense that Victoria somewhat likes me but I thought it was just a fling and nothing serious.

“I fell in love with you the first time I saw you.” She continued. My heart ached knowing that I could not return the love.

“I’m sorry Victoria.”

All I can say was sorry. Her hand slowly releases from the door and I could see tears forming in her eyes. I shut the door close and change into my clothing. By the time I came back out the room was empty.

The filming ended extra early since Victoria didn’t come for the filming. Her manager said she was sick hearing that I immediately knew it was just an excuse to avoid seeing me. Somehow I was disappointed at her, I admire her great acting skills and hoping to learn a lot from her but she made an excuse because of one rejected her confession. I thought she could be a little more professional than this. But at least the filming ended early and I could have a little spare time. I was driven back to the hotel room and I waited until Junho and Hana left before changing into a different set of clothing.

         Looking left and right at the hotel lobby I snuck out from the hotel without anyone noticing me as I wore my cap down low.  Outside of the hotel was a row of taxi waiting for customers to step inside. I jump inside the nearest taxi I see.

         “Baby Face please.” I said in English hoping the Taxi driver will understand. He gave me an okay hand sign before he start his engine taking me there. On the way I was staring outside the window at the bright lights lighting up the city. The taxi came to a stop at a busy street filled with young adults lining up outside.

         “It’s over there Missy.” He said in Chinese but I understood when he points to the direction where the club was. I grab a note and pay the taxi driver before stepping out of the taxi.  I fix my cap before walking close to the club. I breathed in trying to act as normal as I could to walk inside without being suspicious.

         “Sorry Miss can I see your ID?” The security guy held his arm out blocking my entrance. I pretend I didn’t understand him but I kind of guessed that he wants to see my identification.

         “What did you say?”  I said in English and showing an annoyed face. I couldn’t let him see my passport because I know I’m not in the age to be inside.

“Sorry Miss I need to see your ID.” He repeats but this time in English. Damn security! Without a choice I pretend to dig in my bag searching for the ID.

“Sorry I forgot my passport.” I acted.

“Then I’m sorry you can’t go inside.” He was stern with his words even if I was giving them pleading eyes that I’m over age he did not flinch. I’ll just have to find another way in. I walk away from the front entrance. In the corner I saw a group of young teens sneakily walking in the alley. My instincts told me to follow them and I’ll get my way inside the club. I followed the guys in the alleyway where I see another big guy standing there waiting for them. He secretly opens a metal rusted door letting the guys in as they hand him some money. I don’t know where I got this braveness from but I snuck behind the last guy and pretend I’m a part of them. I lower my head as I hand him the money. I was stepping in the club but before I did the big guy grab onto my hoodie and pull me out.

“Hey little kid who are you?” He said and I sweated, I couldn’t understand a thing. Not knowing how to respond I just gave the big guy a smile. The big guy walk closer with a devilish grin, he his lips and I kept stepping back until my back hits the damp wall.

“Wh…what do you want?” I stuttered, scared and trembling. The big guy didn’t say anything and gave me another devilish smirk. He put his hand on my shoulder and I just scream the loudest I could. All of a sudden amongst the darkness in the alleyway I person jumps out from the side pushing the big guy onto the ground.

“RUN!” The person that saved me grabs my wrist and pulls me away. I didn’t know what was happening I look back and saw the big guy chasing after us. I avert my eyes back to the front; the person that saved me was wearing a black hoodie jacket. My eyes follow looking at that person and somehow it reminds me of Amber. We kept running non-stop until we lost track of the big guy. We end up at another dark alleyway.

“Soojung what do you think you’re doing! Do you know how dangerous this is?” My head shot up instantly facing the person in front. It’s that unique voice that I will never forget. It’s… it’s really you! Tears began flowing from my eyes. While she was still angry at my doing I didn’t care anymore and jump onto her hugging her tightly and crashing my lips to hers. Like my kiss has calmed her down she instantly kiss me back with the same passion, hugging me tightly. I can feel she also misses me too.