Day’s passes, my curiosity at Kikwang gets stronger. Each time he says ‘I Love You’ to me, I wouldn’t accept it heart fully anymore.

It’s a FAKE. I know.

I kept telling myself to be stronger. But how long will I stand? How long will I lie to myself?

Every night, I’ll cry in my bed. Burying myself in my blanket. Sobbing like a little girl.  I’m being such a fool, I told myself.

One day at class, Jiyoon were talking to Hyuna beside her. I cleared up my ears and eavesdropping.

“So did you go there again?” Hyuna asked Jiyoon.

Jiyoon giggled, “Yep. It’s fun. He is so cute. I miss him already.”

My heart thumped. Is he talking about Kikwang? Wait; there are thousands of girls with the name Jiyoon. It must be just a coincidence.

Or so I hope.

School ended. I reach home and plopped into my computer chair and Facebook. I clicked on Jiyoon’s profile and clicked on photo album.

Just to double check and find any clue if she’s the one who texted Kikwang. (Okay maybe checking at her photo album doesn’t make any sense. But, I’ll take my chances.)

Next. Next. Next.

Suddenly I stop clicking. My eyes widened. Right there at Jiyoon’s picture, she edited tiny alphabets at the corner -- ‘Kiki’.

Kiki? Isn’t that’s Kikwang’s nickname?

My doubt increased. Maybe I was right all along? That Jiyoon was the text sender? Damn.

Every day, I’ll eavesdropping on Jiyoon’s conversation with her friends. My anger burnt every time she mentions ‘he’, which might refers to Kikwang.

I told Dongwoon about it. That Kikwang might double me up. “Never trust guys 100%.” He advised me, even though he’s a guy too.

One day, Jihyun texted me again. Kikwang’s ex-girlfriend.

She told me that Kikwang made love with many girls already. He even made love with her own friend. Which made she and her friend quarrel and their friendship shattered. Just because of Kikwang.

Should I believe her?