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A month had passed. I thought of visiting Dongwoon’s grave. But I have no idea where did his family buried him. Gina said he’s buried in China.

But hey, China is a BIG state.

My life started to out. First Dongwoon’s dead, and now this, I broke up with Kikwang.

He is such a jerk.

I try not to cry.

And to let it go.

Apparently, he doubled me up. Or maybe ‘tripled’ me up. I don’t know.

I don’t even care.

I don’t want to be this totally depressed person, with a heart that so broken it hurts every time I breathe.

I still love him.

I want my Kikwang back!

My world started shattered apart.

I cry so easily. Like when I accidently dropt waters on my shirt, I cry. When someone accidently bumped into me, I cry.

I can’t put my mind in everything I do.

My mum started to realise my gloominess. She’ll ask, “Are you okay, honey?” Or “You’ve been dreaming the whole day. What get into you?”

Things like that.

But of course, I didn’t tell her anything. She wouldn’t understand.

Maybe.

I took my cell phone and texted Gina. I felt grateful to have her. I told her EVERYTHING about it.

To: Gina

Jiyoon is such a b*tch.

From: Mika

Minutes later...

To: Mika

I know! She is a ! How could she seduce Kikwang even though she knew that he is YOUR boyfriend.”

From: Gina

I tear up.

Maybe I’m not pretty enough. I’m just a fat little immature girl.

To: Gina

She’s just selling her body. Geesh. Kikwang is so not worth it for me!

From: Mika

About five minute later...

To: Mika

What do you mean by ‘her’?

From: Gina

I was like, Huh?

Did I write any ‘her’ in my previous text?

I checked on my sent item. Read back my previous message that I sent to her.

Nope. There’s no ‘her’ word exist in my previous text.

And so I texted her back.

To: Gina

What do you mean?

From: Mika

To: Mika

Ermm... This? >> Please take care of her...

From: Gina

I was confused.

I didn’t text her that. And no one had hold on my phone the last minute.

And so I told her that I didn’t send her that text. But she insisted and claimed that she receive that text message from my number.

Chill ran down my spine.

If I didn’t sent her that text message, then who?