Vicheko laid in her bed, still and quiet. Her eyes did not yet open, though her mind was. Who the hell was calling her, and when did she become some kind of social butterfly. 

Her hand flew out of her thick blanket, enclosing nine-hour's worth of warm air, and cringed at the cold breeze coming from the hall outside. She blindlessly searched for her phone in a sad attempt to eliminate the reverberating sound of her ringtone. Why had she made her ringtone so loud? 

As she finally managed to grasp the phone, she sighed and stared at the caller. 

It was her mother.  

Looks like I'm not a social butterfly afterall... she grunted. 

"Hey, mom," she said, barely managing to pull out the simple two words from . It was such a pain to talk in the morning. 

"Vicheko, are you seriously still sleeping? It's almost twelve a'clock in the afternoon. You're sister's been awake for at least five hours so far," she cried. Vicheko grimaced, not at her rude, jabbing, and slightly taunting remarks, but at the loudness of it all. "You get up. Now," she ended. 

Vicheko kept the phone to her ear, though she was fully aware that her mother had hung up the phone. Her phone stayed plastered to her warm cheek as she grimaced to swallow, a slow pain creeping into . It was bad enough that she had to pull an all-nighter the day before, but no - the black plague had to hit her family and claw its way into her body. 

She turned her head as she heard a chuckle behind the door. 

Well, that was an understatement. Let's say it was more like a drunk man bellowing in obnoxious laughter. Vicheko groaned as individual sounds started coming to life. 

Why were people so loud? 

Hello thar, 

So my invisible friends, how did you like that piece of cynical work? I decided to update because of something I heard recently. I saw a girl wearing high heels in school the other day, and commented on it. 

Who in the right mind would wear five inch heels to school?

My friend merely sighed and stared at me. 'Maybe she has a boy she likes.'

Who in the right mind would be attracted to one of these people?

'Oh gosh... Maybe you should stop judging people so harshly'. 

I have a question for all of you. 

Can a person, simply not judge someone?

Is it possible to refrain such a natural action that is automatically processed in your brain? 

I don't understand people when they ask others to "stop judgin'", because in the end, the said person is judging the person that he/she accused of being judging. 

I hope that wasn't too confusing. 

I don't think it's possible. 

I think that people have changed the definition of everything. In the most watered down way, I would say that people say "judging", when they are referring to ignorance, or rash statements. 

You could judge someone positively and say, "oh shmeejus, she's gorgeous," , and nobody would crucify you on the cross because of it. They would probably agree and nodd their head fervently like a stupid seal . 

I hope you guys can't tell that I'm really, and I mean reallly cynical and pissed right now. 

Lol, you're probably judging me. 

....see what I did there? 

Oh dear. 

I hope this ramble didn't intrigue you too much.  But seriously, I'd like to hear what you guys think. 

Can someone actually - physically- not judge someone. 

Cause if that was so, wouldn't "first impressions" not exist. Ya'know what I mean? 

So lately, I feel like I haven't been as angry. 

I have nothing to right about. 

I'm like a traveller, struggling to find water in a freakin' desert. 

BE MY OASIS AND GIVE ME IDEAS. 

c: arios amigas. 

Love, 

A messed up child lacking sleep.