Chapter 1

 

Minzy 

Love was just another inadequate vocabulary in Minzy mind. Ever since her ex-boyfriend of 4 years broke off their relationship over a social networking website; she felt that love was no longer part of her vocabulary nor will it ever be. She despised her ex-boyfriend and wanted nothing to do with the term of ‘falling in love’, being in love, or just in love in general.

What made her so mad was the fact that she wasted 4 years of her life hiding her relationship from her family and her friends. She hated lying to everyone and what made her even more furious was the fact that she lied because she was crazily in love with her douche bag of an ex-boyfriend. 
 

She sat down on the white tile floor of her now empty hearted apartment. Her apartment was well furnished with black long sofas. She had two bedrooms, one as her own and one for guests. Her kitchen was pretty small, clean and tidy, and was never touch since she usually ate takeout food. Horizontally across her from her kitchen was her enormous living room. Her living room took up most of her apartment, and the four walls of her house were a bright and invitingly pure white.  That’s was how she liked it.

Minzy laid her entire body on the floor and stretched out her warned out legs. She closed her eyes and tried to relax, but got interrupted by a vibration beside her on the floor. She took a hold of her phone and saw she had a new message from Bom.

Mingkki, were short one hand, please come over and help me out ^^

She let out a loud sigh. She thought that at least today out of all days she would get the chance to relax, but no her friend Bom needed her. Bom was a wedding planner, and as much as she loved Bom and would help her with anything today she was not in the mood. Her break up with her ex caused her to feel drowsy and heartbroken.  She still needed to return all the gift he once brought her, and his jackets  that he lend her whenever it was cold out. 

She found herself 30 minutes later on the front porch in front of a gigantic mansion. She knocked on the massive black doors. To her surprise she saw an apprehensive Bom, who opened the door yelling at her assistants. 

“Oh thank god you came” Bom relieved gave Minzy a tight hug. 

Minzy took one look at Bom and knew that she was exhausted.  Her long red hair was in a messy bum, she had no makeup on, and there were black circles underneath her eyes. She gave Bom meaningful smile and nodded her head. “Well since I’m here, what do you need help on?”

Bom looked thankful, “Well for starters, Come inside”. She took Minzy hand and led her inside the mansion. 

She was breath taken by the mansion. It was beyond the most beautiful house she ever seen, from the high ceiling and long stairs to the color scheme. “Wow is this couple’s house?” She asked Bom taking in every aspect of the mansion. 

Bom released Minzy’s hand, “Yah, Minzy this isn’t the time for gawking, and yes this is the mansion the couple well be living in. Ugh this is the most stressful wedding I ever planned in my life .I mean nothing is going the way I want it to. For starters were short on chairs and the bouquet for the bride haven’t arrive yet, and the backyard were the wedding is supposed to be isn’t even completed yet, they haven’t  even put  the tent up for the reception  hall, and you know what else the DJ canceled last minute. How am I supposed to get everything in order in less than 3 hours Minzy ,huh?” Bom took in a deep breath and grouched.

Minzy put both of her hands on her nerve-wracking friend’s shoulders, “ Okay calm down Bom-ah, First and for most take a deep long breath , I’ll call up a friend of mines that is a wonderful DJ, so we can scratch the DJ part off, Now for the bouquet has anyone called the shop that has the bride’s bouquet yet?”

Bom bobbed her head, “One of my assistant’s Seungri told me that they wouldn’t answer the phone.” 

Seungri, one of Bom’s assistant came running down the halls enthusiastically. “Miss. Bom, they finally answered my phone calls, they said the flower well be here in 20 minutes. 

Bom sighed in relief. Minzy let out a grin, “Great now 2 down, what else? Oh the chairs okay so how well we get extra chairs?”

Bom walked around the mansion, while she follow behind. “That’s the problem Minzy, I don’t know if it’s possible to get the same exact chairs in short notice” 

“Okay well how many people are coming to this wedding?” Minzy asked examining the mansion, still astounded on how gigantic it was. 

“Well I know it’s a more intimate wedding, so that means only close friends and families are invited. The bride only told me there would be an estimate of 55 guests, and were short by 10 chairs”. Bom said concerned.  Bom led her out to the backyard where the bride and groom will exchange vows. 

She was speechless on how esthetically it was done. The details that were put into it were what amazed her.  The chairs were white and teal and were set up in a circle around the long arch which was what Minzy believe was made out of white flowers. She, who never really went to a wedding assumed that the bride and groom would stand under the arch to preach their vows. The circle of love, not bad for a wedding Minzy thought.  “Wow Bom this is really exquisite, I must give you some props”

Bom rolled her eyes, “Of course it pretty, but the meaning behind it is even more beautiful this” Bom gesture toward the chairs and the arch. “is the circle of love. Everyone is seated forming a circle around the bride and groom celebrating the love they have for one another, and actually being committed together forever,  isn’t it lovely?” 

Minzy couldn’t help but cringe. The sound of love made her flinch. She hid her disgust and looked at Bom, “Okay about the chairs…How shall we solve this mishap?, Oh, what are the colors of the bride’s bouquet?” 

“Um… white, teal, and light pink” Bom answered eagerly. 

“Alright, is there a way we could get pink chairs, if that is possible?” she asked Bom quizzically. 

Right then and there Bom jumped on top of Minzy giving her a tight squeezing hug. “Thank so much Mingkki, you’re the absolute the best, I just remembered one of the neighbors having a collection of pink chairs in their back yard, I never really thought of that. You’re a genius!” Bom ran away from Minzy to the mansion calling out to one of her assistants. Bom instantly turned around facing Minzy before she ran actually went inside the mansion. “Ah, Minzy you’re going to this wedding, no objection. So go home and get ready, wear something formal. Oh and don’t forget to call the DJ.” 

 

Taemin

Wedding were a sign of love. It was for those who found their soul mates and believe in living happily ever after, but to Taemin that was ludacris. Nothing lasted forever especially being in a relationship. His best friend Onew was getting married and insisted that he had to go. So, here Taemin was dressed in a black a white tuxedo inside his friend’s house. 
“Are you sure you want to get married, I mean you still have time to back out, you know”, He yelled out to Onew who seemed to be in the bathroom putting on his clothes. 

“Taemin, seriously I’m not backing out, I’m in love with her, One day you’ll understand” Onew yelled back frustrated. 

He noticed Onew frustrated tone. “Hyung do you need help?” He asked walking around Onew bedroom. 

“Huh?, Oh no, I fine. Did Key, Minho, and Jonghyun come yet?” Onew yelled out. 

Taemin looked at his reflection back at the mirror and replied back, “ Maybe, I’ll go downstairs and check, but Hyung remember what I said, I just don’t want you to make the biggest mistake of your life.” With that he walked out of bedroom and head down the stairs only to be greeted by Key.

“You guys were upstairs the whole entire time; does my tie look a little lopsided to you? Wait is my tie even the same color as yours? I feel like mines are a little lighter than yours? Well is it?” Key asked hastily.

Jonghyun came up from behind Key standing by the doorway, “Seriously Key calm down, why does it matter if your tie is different?”

Key looked at Jonghyun in disbelief, “You do realize this is a wedding, and its color orientated.” 

Jonghyun shrugged his shoulders, “It’s one day, not a big deal”. 

Key astonished looked at Jonghyun with new profound stupidity, “This may be one day, but it’s our friend’s wedding, we must celebrate their love. And you, I wouldn’t be surprised if you never get married, who on earth would want to marry a person with a small brain capacity.”  

Jonghyun held is hand up in defeat, “Calm down little diva, I don't mind not ever getting married at all”

Key rolled his eyes and walked off to the living room. Taemin and Jonghyun follow behind him. They sat down in the big brown comfy sofas. 

Taemin noticed someone was missing, “Where is Minho?” he asked looking at both Key and Jonghyun fretfully.

Key who was aware of this too shrugged his shoulders, “I hope he’s not late for the wedding though?”

“Speaking of the wedding have you guys seen the wedding planner Luna picked.” Jonghyun asked elated. 

Both Key and Taemin shook their heads symmetrically. 

“You guys missed out, she was hot, wait hot isn’t the word to describe her she was y. I hope she’s at the wedding.” Jonghyun said his lips cheerfully.

Key gave him a disapproving look.  “I’m surprised you’re still alive?”

Jonghyun narrowed his eyes at Key, “What exactly is that supposed to mean?”

Key let out a sigh, “Why explain when you’re not going to understand in the first place?”

Taemin was so annoyed by Jonghyun and Key arguments, “You guys seriously sound like an old married bickering couple.”
Key was about to retaliate back, until he saw a red face Onew rushing down the stairs. Once Onew was facing them he let out a breath, “Okay, sorry for making you guys wait, I was just having trouble putting on my suit” Onew said flustered. 

Minho came up from behind Onew and put his hand on Onew’s shoulder, “Don’t tell me Hyung you gain a few pounds.” 

“No-o, I didn’t I was just—“Onew struggled to speak.

“Just what, devouring those chicken legs?” Minho quickly replied back.

Onew ignored this and looked at his groom men seriously. “Okay guys, I believe the limos here for us. We have to hurry to the wedding, it’s about to start in 35 minutes”. 

“Hyung, you still have a choice no rush here, do you want be to bring tennis shoes so when you back out you could make a run for it?” Taemin suggested once again trying to make Onew break of the wedding.

Minzy

Once she got dressed a few hours later Minzy headed to the wedding, she still couldn’t believe she was going to a wedding uninvited, the groom and bride would consider her as a wedding crasher she thought. She arrived at the wedding 20 minutes early, and saw that the mansion door was opened and had two huge security guards dressed in black from head to toe beside the doorway with a packet of paper, which she assumed were a list of actually guests to the wedding. Great she thought, how was she supposed to go inside? She decided to just go with it and walked past the security guards, but unfortunately one of the security guard grabbed her arm rather a bit tightly and pulled her back. She turned around and smiled lightly. But the security guard wasn’t having it.

“Excuse me Miss, may I ask for your name?” The guard said looking at her unpleasantly. 

“Um…my name you say..Uh, it’s Minzy, Gong Minzy,”  She replied back nervously.

“Gong Minzy”, the security guard started looking down the list. “I’m sorry Miss, but unfortunately you are not in this list”.

She nodded her head understanding, she knew this would happen. But to her surprise she saw Bom. She took a double take. From what Bom look like this morning to what she looked like now were two completely different people. Her make-up was perfectly done, her long red hair was now down and neatly straightened, and she was wearing a short tight elegant emerald green dress. All in all she looked completely outstandingly striking. 

Bom came up to her with a huge grin on her face, “Sorry, Did you wait long.” 

She replied back my shaking her head as a no.

“Good, Sorry Teddy and Kush she with me, she part of my working crew” Bom told the security guards. The security guards nodded and apologized to Minzy. 

Bom took hold of her hand and led her upstairs to a room. When they both walked inside the room there were 3 girls who she assumed to be the bridesmaids and the bride. The bride looked at the door and literally ran up to Bom to give her a huge hug. “You are so amazing! Just this place looks absolutely incredible!” The bride let go of Bom and looked at Minzy up and down, then put her gaze back at Bom. “May I ask who the girl is though; I don’t think I’ve ever seen her before?” 

Bom formed a smile on her face and pushed Minzy toward the bride, “This girl you asked Luna is the girl who practically helped me when I was in need towards this wedding, and I believe you should thank her more than me.” 

The bride, Luna was astonished. She looked at Minzy and gave her a huge hug, “Thank you so much, I couldn’t thank you more, my name is Luna” She released Minzy and extended her hand.

Minzy took hold of Luna hand and shook it. “No problem, my name is Minzy.” She let go of Luna hand and smiled back.

Bom started clapping her hands, “Okay ladies, now the wedding about to start in 10 minutes, lets hurry and hurry, we don’t want the groom to wait.” Bom started pushing Minzy out of the room. “Okay we need to go check on the groom”

Minzy whimpered, “I really don’t want to be here, Bommie”

Bom looked at her friend puzzled, “You told me years ago, that you always wanted to go to a wedding, what’s with this attitude now.” 

Because I actually believed in love and marriage, she thought. “Okay, Okay, Let’s go. But I only like weddings because of the food.”

Bom raised an eyebrow at Minzy “Since when were you so into food”.

She shrugged, “Since I’ve been hanging around you more” 

Bom rolled her eyes, “I must say you look extremely pretty today, your outfit doesn’t scream for food. Are you looking for a potential boyfriend?”

“W-What?, Boyfriend,, No thank you” She realized that she may had reacted a little too soon. 

Bom looked at her weirdly, she was about to say something about that comment but stopped herself short, “Ah, here we are” She knocked on the white massive door. “Hello, this is Bom, the wedding planner”

Taemin

“The wedding planner is here” Jonghyun exclaimed excitedly. He rushed toward the door and opened it. 

Taemin was expecting a girl that looked a tad bit y if that was the right word to describe Jonghyun tasted in girls. But to his surprise he was wrong Jonghyun was actually right about the wedding planner she was a beauty. The whole room was quiet, probably memorized by her beauty.

After a few seconds Bom cleared , “Um…Good afternoon gentleman, I am the wedding planner that Luna hired, and I just wanted to drop by to say that we are all expecting you in about 10 minutes."

“Whoa you did an amazing job decorating and setting up the wedding, I must say.” Jonghyun said to her. He was still stunned by her looks, that he couldn’t quite take his eyes off her. 

Taemin sensed that Bom was quite uncomfortable by Jonghyun stares.  

“Uh..yes well thank you, but I couldn’t take all the work, My friend Minzy helped me with last minutes emergencies".

Taemin observed as Bom pointed to nothing next to her. “Um…Is this person your imaginary friend?” He asked as playful  smirk appeared on his lips. 

Bom looked at the young boy. What the hell was he talking about?, “Imaginary friend… what are you talking about Minz-", Bom turned her head to her left side to find no one there. “Where did she run off to?” she asked confused.

Jonghyun took hold of Bom's hand, wrapping his dino finger arounder her slender fingers. “I’m open to girls who have imaginary friends, I kind of find that hot,” he gawked at Bom winking at her.

As badly as Taemin wanted to laugh, he held in his laughter biting the bottom of his lips.

He heard a light knock on the door. Everyone turn their attention towards the doorway dismissing the conversation. A nervous girl with short light brown hair, wearing a long wavy simple royal blue dress walked in. 

“Minzy! Where have you gone off too?” Bom semi- yelled pushing off Jonghyun hands.

Jonghyun pouted at Bom sudden push, he dragged his feet and made his way over behind Taemin feeling unwanted. This was the first time a girl rejected him and his tacky cheesy lines. He continued to stare at Bom from a distant. He wasn't going to give up on her, She was a sucessful y women that he desperately wants to get in bed with. Just wait...Park Bom, you'll soon be mines for at least a night. Jonhyun mischeviously smiled at his own thought that played over his head. Everything will definetly go accordingly to his plan...soon.

Bom pulled Minzy by the hand placing her beside where she stood. “Well then this is my friend that I was talking about earlier”.

Onew got off the bed and walked  towards Minzy, he took out his hand, “Well Minzy, thank you for helping out, I truly appreciate it, and welcome to the wedding. He smiled at the girl; Minzy shook his hand smiling politely. 

Jonghyun slightly pushed Taemin to side and made his way over to Minzy. Taemin unknowingly let out a sneer, lets she how this girl handles Jonghyun corny and useless pick-up lines. He couldn’t help himself and took a couple of steps closer to the group. This will soon turn into a disater, he thought.

 

Minzy

Minzy let out a smile. She couldn’t help but feel comfortable and happy, but at the same time lonely. Being at a wedding and celebrating love and happiness, she wished she could experience that. What was she thinking; she mentally slapped herself, for actually thinking about having a relationship like Onew and Luna’s. 

A short man approached her suddenly, standing literally 12 inches away from her.  “Um…do you mind giving be some space? You’re a little too close for my liking.” She said taking a few steps back. 

The man gave her an odd look. “Well then, could you draw me a map, because I’m lost in your eyes?”

Is this man serious? She thought. She let out a snort. “You’re kidding me right? What kind of pathetic cheesy pick up line was that, New flash for you that’s just doesn’t cut it for me, nor any girl that exists on this planet earth. If you need help “picking up” a girl, I’ll help you do it the old fashion way.  Just call me.” She ruffled though her small black shiny bag, took out a card, and handed it to the man.

The man took the card and looked at it for a few seconds, than back at Minzy giving her a funny look, “You’re a dating expert?”

 

“Well not really, I’m more like a dating adviser, I advise people on how to meet there so call soul mates, or if people are unhappy with their relationship, I help them find a better match.” She explained. 

“Jonghyun, if I were you I would toss that piece of garbage in the trash.” If the room wasn’t silent before, now was worst, everyone attention shifted to the young man who made that remark.

Minzy glared at the young brown haired man. “Excuse me, Miste—“

 

“Taemin, and I wasn’t talking to you I was talking to my friend” Taemin said shrugging off the tension stares he got from everyone in the room. 

She stared at the man, Taemin, “Well, I wasn’t giving you advice in the first place to begin with, what you need to be advised on is manners.” She said dangerously.

Taemin snorted, “Manners, you say? You’re not even in the guest list for this wedding. Why don’t you take you horrific outfit and yourself out of here” He waved her off.

“Excuse me young man, but this is my friend you’re talking to, and I will not tolerate this attitude of yours! She practically helped me with this wedding!” Bom was insulted but more than anything she was fluming with resentment towards Taemin. 

“Well, if she helped you, I guess you’re not a high rating wedding planner, Luna must have made a mistake, I kind of feel bad now that she didn’t get her money’s worth” Taemin responded back smirking. 

“Taemin!” Onew shrieked out. Onew turned his gaze at Taemin giving him a dangerous look, then turn his attention back at Bom and Minzy  “Please forgive us, Miss. Bom and Miss. Minzy, he just… not having a good day. “

“It’s fine Onew, Bom looked at Taemin maliciously. “Well, just head outside, since the wedding is literally staring now”. Bom made her way outside, “Oh and Congratulations Onew.”

Minzy still stood inside the room a few feet away from Taemin. “You.” She pointed her index finger directly at him,“I expect an apology soon…Jerk!” She turned her heels around towards the doorway, and tagged along following Bom.

Taemin

After the wedding, and Onew wrath, Taemin headed home or if that was his home. He has been living with Sulli and lately he found himself feeling uncomfortable and irritated being with her. Sulli and him used to be a couple for years but after he found out her dirty little secret he broke off their relationship. Even though they’re relationship was over, he still has a small part of Sulli in his heart, and she was fully aware of that. He ended up living with her and developing a friend for benefits relationship with her.  He was too fond of this since it would more likely hurt their relationship, but Sulli insisted.  He opened the front door of the house to find Sulli sitting on the sofa reading a magazine. He made his way over to the sofa and sat down beside her. 

“So, how was the wedding?” Sulli asked him, keeping her eyes on the magazine. 

“Exhausting.” Taemin replied loosening up his teal tie a bit.

“Mm… So did Luna look happy”, Sulli asked uncomfortable, flipping the pages of the magazine.

“I guess” he said quietly, observing Sulli facial reaction. He knew Luna was a touchy spot when it came to Sulli. When he introduced Luna to Sulli, a few years back, they've became the best of friends. But after some rumors and Luna finding out the truth about Sulli everything went downhill. Word weresaid, and their so call friendship was never the same.

Sulli put the magazine down and scooted her body closer to Taemin. She rested her head on he’s shoulder and wrapped her arms around his slim waist.

Taemin let out a sigh, “Sulli…I have some news, I don’t think your take it lightly”. This was it; he needed to tell her that he signed a contract yesterday to move into his new apartment. 

She shifted her weight. “Okay. I’m ready to hear this so call news I’m not going to like.”

He took a deep breath and whispered, “Well…um I moving out tomorrow.”

She got off of Taemin with a look of bewilderment, “W-wait, what?!?!” 

“I…signed a contract yesterday for an apartment, I just want to live on my own, and I kind of find it weird that I’m living with my ex-girlfriend” he responded back calmly.

Sulli was speechless. Her face turn from shock to anger, “Let me guess Luna made you make this decision?” 

Taemin widen his eyes, “L-Luna you think Luna made me make this choice, that something else!" He got off the sofa and made his way to the stairs. “If you wanted to fix your relationship with Luna, you should have came to the wedding”

“She didn’t invite me, remember”. He heard Sulli whisper from a distant.

“If you showed up unattended, it would have definitely made a difference.” Taemin whispered back sincerely. 

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January 3rd

Dear Diary, 

I am sitting here in the dark inside my room. I feel completely empty. Usually I would wait for my boyfriend’s midnight calls and texts. But that isn't possible anymore. No more night calls, No more presents, and definitely no more saying I love you.  I’m officially lonely. I mean being lonely isn’t a bad thing right? Ah who am I kidding being lonely ! Today was the definition of Loneliness, being at a wedding and celebrating people love for each other made me feel really prickly And on top of that the rude lurch name Taemin. How dare he have the audacity to criticize me! If I ever see him, he’ll hear my unending wrath.

 

-Minzy

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A/n: Thank you for those who had subscribed:) This is the first chapter. Sorry for the long wait.Enjoy!

Ah! a little side note. In each chapter I will add a entry of minzy diary! so you guys well get to see what Minzy really thinks of Taemin:)