Part 3: Summer feels like winter
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Prologue

Yo Seob-ah, our love has ended a long time ago, but since when did I stop loving you? Words from my mouth say I’ll love you like a brother, but my heart say I’ll love you until my very last breath.

Do you remember the first time we met?

How I step on your banana and fall on my ?

How I hated you, but then secretly fell for your charm?

How crazy in love we were for one another?

I still remember it Yo Seob. I remember it all like it was yesterday. Do you remember when you said?

“Happy -anniversary, baby”

Even if you don’t remember, I still do. On that day you held me tightly in your arms and whisper in my ears those sweet words.

I knew you were the one for me because you remember the day I was willing to lose my ity. I was very scared when we first did it, but you knew the exact words to calm me down and I still remember when you held me so closely to you and kiss my forehead like nothing was going to change.

You are now someone else’s man—someone’s husband, someone’s lover, someone’s future and so was I.

I don’t know what I’m thinking… I don’t know why I’m feeling so depress or so stress out… I don’t know if it’s because I’m pregnant that I’m so emotional now or what, but instead of being happy, why am I crying? Why am I yearning for you, your touch, your warmth and your kiss? I’m literally sitting here feeling and looking like a fat pig crying like a little child for you.

Every time I touch my fat stomach all I could do is cry because the memories won’t let go… Every time I look at the mirror all I can do is cry because my heart is calling out to you… Every time a shirt doesn’t fit me I cry because you were supposed to be behind me and cheering me up. Everything I do right now remind me of you and our conversation before we found out we were siblings.

Flashback

“Yo Seob, get up. It’s already too late” I complain as I pull the cover off of him. He pouts and whined as he nuzzled his head onto the pillow. “Get up!” I grab his arm and pull him, but he pulled me right back into bed. “Yo Seob, get up it’s already 10”

“Shut up and just let me hold you” He said laying his head on my chest like a little baby as he held both my hands

“Come on, I don’t have time for this”

“Be a good girl and just let me sleep”

“Be a good girl? How can I be a good girl when you’re such a bad boy?”I said as I gently smack him on the head. He gently lifts his head up and pressed his lips against him.

“I’m a BAD boy” He said cheesy after a long kiss. I couldn’t say a thing as I smiled at his cheesy statement.

“You’re so gay”

“No, I’m not. Not after what we did yesterday night”

“Stop!” I shouted feeling embarrasses as the memories of yesterdays love making came back into mind. He laughed as he lay beside me.

“Babe?” he said as he lay facing me

“Hmm?”

“After high school I’m taking you to see my father…”

“BUT”

“Just listen” He said placing his index finger on my lips. “After high school I’m taking you to see my father. I’m sure he’ll love and adore you as much as I am. Then once we’re finish with college I’ll bring you to a special place and ask you to marry me.”

“But”

“Shhh… just let me talk” He said once again “Then I’ll make our wedding the biggest wedding ever and invites our families, and friends. We’ll live in a small four bedroom house near the beach and we’ll have little mini ‘us’ running around the house. We’ll take them to the park, swimming, fishing and traveling together. We’ll be a happy family and we’ll grow old watching our kids fall in love; finish school and get marry and get us grandchildren. We’ll tell our love story to our grandchildren and grandpa will tell them how much he loved grandma.” Tears of joy weld up in his eyes as he smiled at me.

“Yo Seob…” I said as I wrap my arms around him and held him tightly. “I love you”

“We’ll grow together as a old fart and live happily together.” He said as he pulled out of the hug. “Baby, I love you and I really do. Only you got me thinking about our future, our kids and our life. I just want you to know that I’ll always love you for a hundred thousand years and I will never let you go” he said as tears cascade down his eyes. He gently kissed my hand and smiled as tears stream down my eyes.

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Doo Joon-ah, when I was hurting, you were there. When I wanted to cry, you were there to wipe my tears. When I needed someone, you came to me. Any girl who refused to love you is a fool. I still remember the day I first met you to the day you gave me a beautiful cake to cheer me up.

 I’m scared Doo Joon. I really am. I love you but what will happen if you find out my first love is actually Yo Seob, your best friend, your childhood buddy? How hurt will you be? How much tears will you cry? How will you react to this?

Every day I live in fear as I think about it. I know you love me and you trust me, but I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I want to tell you everything, get it all out of me so I can live peacefully, but I know what it will do to you and to us.

I honestly thought I’d never fall in love after what happen to Yo Seob and I, but slowly and eventually you got me falling for you. Your smiled breaks and just watching you take so good care of me just makes me want to die, so I don’t have to hurt you.

Don’t be too good to me, Doo Joon-ah. Yell at me, at me, or even hit me please do because it will make me feel a little better inside.

You told me to take step by step. You said you’ll be patient for my love. You said one day I’ll forget that person and love you, but how Doo Joon? How will I forget him when I love him so much? Lying to you everyday hurts me and it’s not getting any better. The more distant I become with Yo Seob, the more I become fragile

Flashback

“What are you doing?” I asked as he held my hand and gently drag me out of car.”Doo Joon-ah, where are you taking me?”

“This is my father’s company, but I’m taking over it soon.” He said as we enter the elevator. People stare at us as if we were celebrities.

“Why… Why did you bring me here?”

“Because I’m tired of missing you”

“Huh?” I said and he placed both hands on my hip and pushed me against the wall.

“I’m tired of missing your pretty face, so instead of being distracted you can keep me on check” Doo Joon said and the elevator open. People’s jaw dropped and I push him away from me and gave them all an ugly smile.

“Come on” He said ignoring them all and dragging me to his office. “Sit here and play around. Once I’m done with work I’ll take you out” He said happily as he walked to his desk.

“Doo Joon-ah, with me here won’t it distract you more?”

“No, because if I miss you I can just look at you instead of pulling out my cell phone from my pocket, dialing your number and waiting for you to pick up.” He said signing some paper.

5 hours later….

“Doo Joon-ah”

“Just a moment baby.” He said reading something

“Doo Joon”

“Wait a sec.”

“Doo Joon” I said and place my hand on his documents to stop him from doing whatever he was doing

“Hmm?” He said lifting his tired head up to me and smiling.

“It’s been 5 hours. You sat here for so long, you should get something to eat or else you’ll get sick” I said and he wrap his arm around my waist, pull me toward him and hugged me as I stood there.

“I’m so tired” he said leaning his head on my stomach. “But I have to work hard”

“At least eat something or drink something.” I said gently running my finger through his hair

“Sorry, are you hungry?” He asked

“No…but don’t work so hard, you look so tired and stress out. I don’t want to worry about you.” I said and he looked up at me with a smiled.

“If I don’t, who will take care of you when we get marry?”

“Doo Joon…” I stutter at his statement and he nuzzled his head against my stomach again.

“Anything for my princess” he said. “I’d give you the world if you ask because you are more important to me than anything else in this world.”

Hi everybody!

Happy New Year! Sorry for the LONG wait, I know I shouldn’t keep you guys waiting, but it’s hard for me when I don’t have the internet anymore. As you can already see someone made a trailer for this part, so make sure you check it out! Everybody wants to know if the baby is Yo Seob or Doo Joon, but what if it is Yo Seob? Or what if it’s Doo Joon? And what if it’s neither? Anyways you’ll just have to read to find out.

I just want to thank everybody for being so supportive! And thank you so much for leaving a comment for me to read, I really appreciate it. Thank you so much for being with Yo Seob and __________________ from the start till now.

Plus I want to give Sunshine21 a big THANKYOU for allowing me to rewrite her story. As of right now I’m emailing her if she’ll allow me to write her next story, which is about __________________’s child. And trust me, its SUPER good too, but first I have to get her permission. But let me know if anyone is interested in reading that story!

THANK YOU!