JR’s P.O.V

“Don’t touch MY Ren.” I heard an angry Baekho say threateningly. I laughed walking over to the others.

“Yeah Baekho, don’t be so mean. Minhyun was only worried.” I said hugging the now terrified Minhyun. Baekho scoffed, rolling his eyes. Ren bounced happily over to Baekho, hugging the older to get him to calm down. I’d never seen Baekho like this, and it made me smile. Ren finally had his prince charming. And I could finally relax.

“Yah, JR come on. The shoot is starting up.” Aron said, and I turned over nodding. I flashed the elder a smile before walking over to the white screen. We always had fun at photo shoots and this was no exception. Baekho was cuddling to Ren more often then usual but no one was paying much attention. But once again I kept looking at Aron. He was laughing as Baekho chased after Minhyun for being way to close to Ren again. Aron must have noticed me staring because he turned to look at me. Our eyes met and my heart skipped a beat. I gave him a small wave and he smiled. I turned away quickly looking down at my hands. Lately I had been so busy with helping Ren, I had forgotten about my own problem; Aron.

“JR!” Minhyun said, bouncing over to me. I chuckled, looking over at him. He always had so much energy.

“What is it Minhyun?” I asked getting up, running my gloved hand through my hair.

“It’s your turn.” He said, dragging me back over. Aron pulled me over to him, making me blush slightly, but I quickly masked it, giving the photographer a serious face. The photo shoot went on for another hour before we were finally able to leave.

“Ugh! I’m so hungry…” Baekho complained, rubbing his stomach as soon as we got in the car. Ren looked over to our manager.

“Manager-hyung? Can we go get something to eat?” He asked, giving our manager his best agyeo. We laughed when the manager jumped at how close Ren was to him suddenly. He smiled down at the platinum blond, patting his head.

“Yes. We can.” The van erupted with cheers of finally being able to eat. Ren moved back over to Baekho and was pulled closer to him. These two were acting as if they had been a couple forever; I was happy for them, but also jealous. They had what I longed for. I turned to look out the window, my mind racing. Now that Ren was ok, I could chase after what I wanted right? But what if Aron didn’t like me? Wait what ‘what if’? Of course he didn’t like me. Aron isn’t gay. Though he did help me with Ren and Baekho a lot, and he didn’t seem disgusted by their relationship. Ok so he supports them. That’s all. Ugh! Stop over thinking you’re going to hurt yourself thinking too much. I slapped myself mentally, groaning. I felt someone’s hand on my back, and then his voice rang in my ear.

“JR, are you ok?” Aron asked. I turned to look at him, big mistake. His large brown eyes staring into me, worry clear on his face.

“Uh..y-yeah I’m ok..” I mumbled looking down. Aron raised an eyebrow looking down at me.

“Are you sure? You’re acting kinda strange. Do you just want to go back to the dorm?” He asked. Yes Aron, I want to go back to the dorm and be alone with you so I can ravage you while the others are gone and then have you hate me. That’s exactly what I want to do.

“No, I’m fine hyung. Promise.” I gave him my best fake smile before looking back down. I could feel him watching me the whole rest of the way to the restaurant. God damn it Aron, stop looking at me! I began to beat myself mentally again. I had to hide my feelings. Aron could never know about how I felt about him. He would hate me. I know it.

Aron’s P.O.V

During the van ride I could feel that there was something wrong with JR. He was acting different from his usual happy care free self. He was being silent. And normally he was one of the loudest.

“Food!” Baekho shouted, pushing past us all in the van.

“Yah!” I was pushed back into JR, falling into his lap.

“Pabo!” I shouted laughing. I got up quickly, looking back at a blushing JR. I blinked, poking his cheek.

“JR come on, let’s go eat.” I said with a smile. JR nodded, quickly moving passed me and off the bus. I blinked, shrugging as I got off. I found the others inside, but Baekho was no where to be seen.
“Hey where’s Dongho?” I asked, sitting down by Minhyun. Ren pointed to the buffet line giggling.

“He went to go get food.” He said with a smile. I laughed shaking my head. That boy, even with his love fulfilled, all he cared about was food. I looked around, not seeing JR either.
“Where’s Jonghyun?” I asked. The two maknaes shrugged their shoulders. I frowned looking around.

“Everything ok Aron?” Ren asked, looking at me worried. I nodded. Baekho walked over sitting down beside Ren, his plate filled with food, it looked like a little mountain.

“Wow, Dongho do you plan on eating all of that?” I said with a laugh. Baekho looked up at me, his face serious.

“Deh.” He said, grabbing his fork and starting to eat. Ren giggled.

“I’m going to go get my food.” Ren said getting up and walking over to the buffet line. I nodded, sighing. Jonghyun was still gone.

“Aron, are you sure you’re ok? You seem kinda out of it.” Minhyun said, nudging me. I looked over at him and smiled.

“Yeah, I’m just worried about Jonghyun.” I said, looking around the restaurant again. Minhyun looked over at him.

“He went to the bathroom I think, so don’t worry about him.” Minhyun said with a smile, poking my cheek. I laughed wrinkling my nose pretending to bite his finger. Minhyun laughed getting up as soon as Ren got back, walking over to the food. I sighed pouting slightly.

“OH MY GOD IT’S JR FROM NU’EST!” I heard someone shout, Ren, Baekho and I all turned in the direction of the scream. A group of fan girls had formed around the bathrooms and JR was trying his best to get through them. We all burst out laughing when one of the girls ran up to hug him, making him fall back into two other girls.

“Should we help him?” Ren asked, taking a bite of his food. I got up chuckling.

“I’ll go, you guys keep eating.” Baekho didn’t have to be told twice and he went right back to eating. I walked over to the group of fan girls, they all started to swarm around me too.

‘ARON!” One shouted, I turned and gave her a small wave before helping JR up from the floor.

“You ok Jonghyun?” I asked. He flashed me a smile, sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck.

“Yeah hyung, I’m fine.” He said. I nodded and wrapped my arm around his waist, pushing through the girls to go back to the table. He took a seat by Ren who was trying to stifle his laughter, failing horribly. JR glared at him, and Ren stuck his tongue out.

“Yah! Be nice to your leader!” JR said, gently smacking the younger in the back of the head. Baekho looked up from his eating to glare at JR.

“Don’t hurt Ren.” He said, swallowing a mouth full of food. Ren giggled, taking his boyfriend’s arm gently.
“Don’t worry Baekho, he’s just teasing me.” Ren said reassuringly, rubbing Baekho’s arm gently. Baekho calmed down sighing. JR looked at Baekho with a smile.

“Don’t worry, I won’t hurt Ren, I promise.” JR said with a smile. I couldn’t help but let my lips curve up in a smile. JR’s smile was contagious, and whenever I saw it, I couldn’t help but smile myself. He had that effect on me, ever since I met him. My feelings for JR started off normal, but soon grew the longer I knew him. They turned into more then just brotherly love, and I was still trying to think of a way to tell him. But I was always afraid to. And with Ren and Baekho being together now, I knew I had to tell him soon. That and I was about to go insane. Hiding my feelings was getting more difficult.

“Do we have any schedules tomorrow?” I asked, looking up at our leader. JR shook his head.

“No we don’t.” he said with a smile.

“Yay!” Ren said, bouncing in his seat. Baekho chuckled beside him.

“That means I can take Ren out for a first date.” He said, making Ren blush. Minhyun smiled.

“And I can go visit home.” Minhyun said, grabbing his glass of water. Good, those three would be gone. This gave me the perfect excuse to be with JR alone.

“So I guess that means it’ll just be you and me Jonghyun.” I said with a smile. JR looked at me nervously and nodded. I blinked slightly confused. Why was he being so nervous?

JR’s P.O.V

Alone with Aron? Great, how could I hold back if I was alone with him? I bit my bottom lip as the others finished eating.

“Shall we go then?” Aron asked. We all nodded. Sometimes it felt like he was more of the leader then me. We all climbed back into the van; of course I was sitting next to Aron again. It’s like God was trying to test me every chance he got. Thanks a lot God. Thanks…

Author's Note: So what do you all think about this change of events? Don't worry it's still a Baekren story but I just wanted to add something to make the fic last a bit longer. xD Anyways I always thought that Aron and JR would make a cute couple so yeah I'm doing this. And before I get yelled at for this, yes, Baekho's real name is Dongho.