RIAN'S POV

We now arrived at this Jeju island. Im not anymore as excited as before because I knew that "beast" is also here and I can't be myself cause Im so shy around them. Theyr'e my number one kpop group and Im having a vacation with them. 

As we arrived to our own rooms, good thing that I'll be sharing the room with my bestfriend. So that means that we can have enough time to talk to each other again by ourselves. 

It's already 5PM and Doojoon invited all of us (of course) to have an early dinner. We went to this cool old-looking restaurant. I was sitting with Yoseob................and with the other guys! OMO! THIS IS UNEXPLAINABLE! IM GONNA SHARE FOOD WITH THEM! Then while waiting for our food.

So Rian, who's your favorite group? Dongwoon asked

BEAST! I answered by shouting

That's perfect! You guys are really destined to be with us! Dongwoon said

If you have a favorite group, who's your bias? *smiling weirdly* Yoseob asked then I looked at him with the "WHY DID YOU ASKED THAT" look

Ahmmmm.... Hmmmmm..... Its getting a little warm in here! I need some fresh air!    Im so dumbed that I said that because this restaurant is an open-restaurant so I just sat down again and look at the ground

TELL US! PLEASE! Its our first time hanging out with an ordinary real girl like you! Dongwoon pleaded

Ok ok ok... ahmmmm... I know I shouldn't tell you but MY BIAS IS JUNHYUNG OPPA!   Another dumb me moment! WHY DID I SAID THAT!? My world is over! HE PERSONALLY KNEW THAT I LIKE HIM!

>all of them laugh...even Junhyung!<  I feel so embarassed! But this is how it should be... Haaaaaaaaaaaaay 

As we finished dinner, we went back to our own rooms and I just lie down at my bed with embarassment. Yoseob is just watching me lie down at my bed.

MY LIFE IS COMPLETELY OVER!!! IM SCREWED!

Anniyo, this will be just the start

But I just said in front of them! BEAST! even to JUNHYUNG! that HE is my bias! 

So?

SO! Maybe he'll just make fun of me or maybe he'll stay away from me cause he already knew!

*laughs* that's it? *laugh* You know Rian, when a guy knew that you like him. Sometimes, they come to you more...like that....maybe and look at it this way, HE'S just you BIAS. So it's just like a crush!

I KNOW! But according to other girls that when a guy knew that a girl likes them, they'll stay away from her like she's a dirt or something! That's what Im crying for!

Maybe Junhyung didn't really mind that he is your bias you know... Maybe he just fell great about it 

I dont know Yoseob... I'm tired of embarassments. I'll just sleep