“I hate you, Kyuhyun! You’re so mean!” another crying girl running towards the closest exit, away from utter humiliation. Fifth of the week. A new record. Another delusional trying to confess.

I’m sorry, I’m just so fed up I can’t even be sympathetic anymore. I’m so sorry that I might have been influenced of what cold-hearted lunatic of a Science Lab partner and neighbor I have.

When the girl was completely out of sight, I waited for him to come out. Which…didn’t exactly happen. What am I doing, anyway expecting him of all people to have the decency to comfort a girl who cried because of him? He’s too used to this. So I shrugged it off and went to my sanctuary: the rooftop.

You know, it’s funny cause that’s what you always hear from them.

‘Kyuhyun, you’re so mean!’

And funny how for a second, you’re terribly head-over-heels for this boy and then suddenly, you’re terribly hating him the next. Mean? I think that’s an understatement.

Well, as for me, I choose to stand and watch all of them get rejected one by one while I remain as a third party with absolutely nothing to do about the issue. A passerby. A spectator.

And they would always say, ‘Sunny, you’re so lucky you get to be with Kyuhyun all the time!’ Lucky? Probably not.

So not.

Why? Do I hate him? No, of course not.

Although I prefer to feel that way, but…I somehow ended up feeling exactly the opposite. And what kind of situation could be worse than being with the person you want but can’t have? ‘So close and yet so far’, they say.

And not that he already has a girlfriend or anything. No, nothing like that--but Kyuhyun? Tch. I say Kyuhyun Cho is more of a robot. Heartless. Ruthless. So why should I waste my time on him? I guess we’re better of as fri—

Psh. Who am I kidding? We’re not even friends. I mean, he does nothing but scold me or laugh at me when I mess up during experiments.

But…there are times that we stand too close to each other and I can’t help myself. And frankly, just telling you about it right now makes me want