No matter how much Kyuhyun thought about it, he couldn’t find the answer why Nana was acting that way towards him… He felt his feeling was growing as she rejected him… he’s afraid of losing her…

He’s scared that he’s losing the girl he cares the most… The girl that he took for granted…

He decided to go back to the hospital to confront her once and for all… He felt weird, it does not feel like he’s about to ask his sister if she felt in love with someone, it’s more like asking his ex-girlfriend if she loves someone else…

Kyuhyun was about to enter Nana’s room when he noticed someone was in there…

“Naa-yah, I’m so sorry….” He heard a voice

“It’s okay oppa… thank you for checking for me” Nana said

“I… I think I should go there myself and check since you’re still in the hospital… I’m sorry if you feel that I crossed the line” Kyuhyun recognized it as Yunho

“I… at least now I know they didn’t want me… they left me because they thought I’ll be a burden for them” she said

“Na-yah, I’m sorry…. “ Yunho said, He personally went to her real parents and interview them, asking them about Nana

“How many sibling do I have oppa?” she asked him

“You have two oppa as well” he said

“So they threw me away after they found out I have a hole in my heart?” she asked him again

“I…” Yunho sighed, “That’s what they said” he said

“Are they curious about me?” she asked him

“They didn’t ask anything about you Na-yah” he said

“So they basically didn’t even bother if I live or not” she said

They kept silence for awhile…

“I… I want to say sorry about Suzy as well… “ he said

Nana looked up to him, “Oppa… don’t even mention it! You helped me a lot… I’m… I’m sorry if she’s mad at you” she said

Yunho shook his head, “I actually broke up with her a while ago” he said, “I couldn’t believe they did this to you” he said

“I… it’s not your fault… “ she said, “I don’t think I’ll go back there… so you don’t need to worry about me” she said

“But they did this to you because of me” he said

“No…. they did this because they saw me with you on the bus,… when you helped me to find my parents… so I brought this to  myself… it’s not you oppa… you’ve been helping me a lot…” she said

“Na-yah, why don’t you tell your oppa?” he asked her

Nana shook her head again, “I… I think they’ll hate me if they know I’m not their real sister” she said

“Well, you’ll never know, right?” he said

“Yunho-sshi, can you leave?” Kyuhyun finally acknowledge himself

Nana almost jumped from her bed, “O..oppa” she said in horror

Yunho excused himself, Kyuhyun sit on the edge of her bed, he her hair gently…

“Is this why you’ve been hanging around with Yunho? You’re looking for your real parent?” he asked her

Nana eyes widened, “O,,oppa.. you knew?” she asked him

Kyuhyun nodded

“Since when?” she asked him

“I’m the one who found you Na-yah” he said, “I’m the one who picked you up in front of our house” he added

“Why you never tell me Oppa?” she was tearing up

Kyuhyun cupped her face, “I want you to have a normal life…” he said

“I… I’m basically someone who no one wanted” she said

Kyuhyun hugged her tightly, “Sssstttttt…. It’s not like that Na-yah” he said

“I… I don’t mind if they don’t want any children… but they threw me away because I’m too weak… and I’m just a burden…” she said

“No… you’re not a burden…” he said firmly

“But oppa… no one wanted me” she said

Kyuhyun shook his head, “I want you Na-yah… I want you… okay?” he said

She shook her head, “You hated me too… you are! You told me to never call you oppa again” she said

He hug her tighter, “I’m sorry Na-yah! I was…. I was just jealous…” he finally said it

She shook her head, “No one wanted me… “ she said again, still crying

Kyuhyun helped her to wipe her tears, his heart hurt… he cupped her face, “Na-yah, I want you” he said while watching her lips trembling…. He couldn’t help it, he sealed her lips with his

Their lips barely touched for a second before Nana was shocked and pushed him away… “O…oppa” she stopped crying because she was too shocked..

Kyuhyun was blushing, “I… I just want you to stop crying” he said, stuttered

She looked so sad for a while, “You kissed me so I’ll stop crying?” she asked him again

They didn’t look at each other or speak for the next five minutes. It becomes awkward…

“I… I’m going to sleep” she said and pulled the blanket to cover herself, her heart hurt a little bit because it beats too fast….

Home…

Today Nana was discharged from the hospital, Kyuhyun and Donghae helped her to get into the house

“Let me bring this for you” Kyuhyun took her bag

“Oh” she said and looked down, she was blushing, they were still awkward with each other

“Na-yah, we’re renovating your room” Donghae told her when she looked at a big wood in front of her room

“You what?” she was shocked

“You have the same bedroom since you’re five… so omma thought that you need to change the environment, it’s good for you too” he said

“But, where should I sleep?” she was confused looking at her empty room

“You can sleep with Kyuhyun as usual right?” he asked her

Nana looked at Kyuhyun who looked away from her, she was blushing, “I….”

“You can sleep with me too” Donghae said

Nana looked at Kyuhyun for a while, “Oppa, can I sleep with you?” she asked him, she was so nervous

“Su…sure” he said, stuttered, “Go inside the room first” he told her

Nana entered the room and scan in through… It doesn’t feel the same… for some reason being here in his room doesn’t feel the same anymore… she was nervous

“Hyung, her name is Suzy… the girl who did this to her” Kyuhyun told Donghae

“Oh really? Do you want me to give the name to the police?” Donghae asked him

“Not yet” Kyuhyun smirked

“You’re right! That’ll be too easy for them…  just touching our precious sister is already so wrong… let alone leaving those marks on her milky white skin!!!!” Donghae said in anger

Kyuhyun entered his room a moment later, they looked each other in silent, they became awkward again.

“I… do you want me to sleep on the sofa?” he asked her

“It’s… it’s okay…” she said

Donghae entered the room, “Kyuhyunie, this is her medication! Make sure to rub it on her bruises” he said and leaving the room

Nana didn’t know what to do so she just grabbed the ointment and begin to rub it on her bruises. Kyuhyun looked at her non-stop.

“I… I’ll help you” he said.

Kyuhyun grabbed the ointment from her, he sit next to her on the bed, he grabbed one of her leg and rubbed the ointment on her bruises. His heart hurt looking at those bluish marks on her white skin.

“Ouch… oppa that hurts” she said when he rubbed to hard

“I… I’m going to do it myself” she said when he tried to lift her shirt. She has a big blue mark on her stomach… She felt so shy when Kyuhyun watched her every move

“I’ll help you with your face” he said and cupped her face with his two hands… he rubbed her cheeks before moving to the corner of her lips…

He looked at those lips for a while, rubbing the side of it… Nana didn’t know why but she closed her eyes…. Am I expecting something?????

Kyuhyun smiled a little and he kissed her forehead, “Yah! Don’t think too much!” he said and pushed her head to the bed, “Go to sleep” he said

Nana’s face was so red, she hides under the blanket and drifted to sleep.

“Na-yah” Kyuhyun called, her… but she fell asleep already

Kyuhyun looked at his sister closely, he has fallen for her… he carefully put his arm under her head, pulling her in his arms, he watched those pair of lips before kissed it lightly with his own, it tasted sweet…

“Good night” he said

The next morning….

Nana woke up and found herself in Kyuhyun’s arms… It felt so right for her… His lips were so closed to hers… She could smell him….

Her heart was beating so fast… Na-yah! Just do it! You can do it! She said to herself… she moved closer and closer… she closed her eyes when their lips finally met… she was only able to hold it for 2 seconds before she got really shy and pulled herself away…

She carefully lifted his arms around her and got up from the bed… but before she could step out from the bed, a hand caught hers… she looked back and found Kyuhyun smirking in his sleep… He pulled her back to sleep, rolling himself to her.. It happened so fast but the next thing she knew he was on the top of her…

“O..oppa?” she was shocked

“Did you just steal a kiss from me?” he asked her

She was blushing red…. “I…” she couldn’t finish her sentence because Kyuhyun suddenly crashed his lips to hers… He stayed there for a while before begin to move his lips, savoring the soft lips underneath his.

Nana was shocked, her brain freeze… she didn’t know what to do for a while because it was her first kiss… she doesn’t know what she’s supposed to do…

“Closed your eyes” Kyuhyun said in between his kisses like reading her mind

She closed her eyes and without even realizing started to kiss him back… She put both of her arms around his neck. Kyuhyun smiled when she kissed him back… They were kissing for a while, he could feel that her lips are so soft… it tasted so sweet and yet innocent…

When he finally broke the kiss, she was all red, gasping for air…. He kissed her right cheek before lying beside her and hugged her in his arms…

“Was that your first kiss Na-yah?” he asked her

She buried her face on his chest and nodded, “Was I that bad…?” she said looking dissapointed

Kyuhyun laughed at her innocents… , “You were great……” he whispered to her ear…

They looked at each other’s eyes… There were so many words that exchanged between them even thought they didn't say anything… He hugged her again…. He didn’t know that this day would ever come in his life… He doesn’t know what the future hold for them, but he would never ever let go of her… 

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