It’s been a week, Nana has been stayed in the hospital for a while now, she still feels a bit weak but for most of the time she felt a lot better…

Kyuhyun stayed with her all the time, he sleep in the room with her, he went to the office from the hospital and eat there with her… She tried to smile around him but Kyuhyun could tell that she’s not her usual self… she doesn’t want to talk about how she got her bruises… she kept quite most of the time…

“Na-yah, eat some more” Kyuhyun said and spoon some rice and meat to .

Nana shook her head, “I’m full” she said

“But you barely touch your food” Kyuhyun said looking at the almost full tray in front of him

Nana smiled a little, “It’s because I’m only lying down all day, I don’t need as much energy” she said

“But you need more to heal your wounds” he said looking at the bruises in her arms

Nana smiled a little, “I’m tired oppa, I’m going to sleep” she said and laying down

Kyuhyun looked at his sister and sighed, after a week, she still look so pale…. She still weak and has no appetite at all…

He shoved her bang away from her face, his hand touched her forehead.  “You have a fever again Na-yah” he said

“I feel fine” she said weakly without opening her eyes

“Is there any food that you like? You always hate hospital food don’t you?” he asked her

Nana shook her head slowly, “The food here is fine” she said

Kyuhyun sighed, “I’m going back to the office, will you be fine by yourself?” he asked her

Nana nodded, still closing her eyes

“Are you sure?” he asked again

She nodded again

“I can stay if you want” he offered

She shook her head

“You don’t want me to stay?” he asked her

She shook her head once

Kyuhyun looked at Nana sadly; the bright smile from her face was long gone, replaced by a sorrow look that never leaves her.

“I’m going now” he got up from his chair and headed to the door

“Oppa, you don’t need to sleep here tonight” she suddenly said, “I’ll be fine by myself” she added

Kyuhyun sighed before he closed her door behind him… Before he started to walk away, he could hear her sobbing in her room…

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Kyuhyun couldn’t concentrate at all, in all of her life, Nana would never push him away… She’s so attached to him… what makes her change like this? Her change attitude towards him, bothered him a lot… Did she fall in love with that boy?

He suddenly feels small, his confident level dropped…

Despite what Nana said that afternoon, Kyuhyun decided to go back to the hospital… He needs to see her… When he arrived at her room, just like the days before…. Her food tray remains there, untouched…

She was sleeping… Kyuhyun watched her, tracing her pale face with his fingers… he wiped her remaining tears on her cheeks…. His hand stop on her lips… It’s pale… but so soft….

He cares her bony cheeks, she’s losing weight….

Kyuhyun kissed her forehead lightly…. His gaze fixed on her lips… He sighed… pressing his own feeling…

Nana opened her eyes slowly, but startled when she found Kyuhyun’s face was so closed to her…

“o..oppa” she said, rubbing her sleepy eyes

“Have you eaten yet?” he asked her

Nana nodded slowly

“One spoon?” he asked her, glancing at the untouched tray on the table

Nana sighed, “I don’t feel like eating” she said

“TADA!” Kyuhyun showed her a box of chocholate

“Your favorite chocolate” he said

Nana looked at her oppa confusedly, “This is not my birthday…” she said, Kyuhyun never buys her chocolate if it’s not for her birthday, because she loves it too much that she’ll eat everything in one go

Kyuhyun shook her head, “Aigooooo! But today is a special day” he said

“Why?” she asked him again

“I…. It’s just special to me” he said, stuttered

“I’m not hungry” she said and covered her head with the blanket

Kyuhyun sighed, “Na-yah! Please eat!... you’ve been here for a week and you aren’t getting better” he said

Nana still hide under the blanket… “I don’t think you care about me” she said slowly

“Is this why you’ve been sulking and sad? Because you think that I don’t care about you?” he asked her

Nana didn’t answer.

“Yah! Cho Nana! Answer me!” he said trying to yanked the blanket from her

“Let me go!” she said struggling to keep the blanket

“Fine! Just stay there! I don’t care anymore about you” Kyuhyun said and stop pulling the blanket

Just when Nana caught off guard, Kyuhyun yanked the blanket instantly and revealed the shocked Nana with teary eyes. As soon as their eyes met, Nana started to cry.

Kyuhyun hug her and kissed her forehead… “Ssssttttt…. Na-yah, don’t cry! I didn’t mean it… I was just teasing you so you’ll come out” he said

Nana shook her head, “No…. you don’t! You don’t care about me anymore!... you left me there… you don’t care… you didn’t come” she said in between her sobbing, she poured out all of her feelings

“Na-yah! I’m sorry….. “ he said while hugging her tightly

“Tell me who did this to you?” he asked her

Nana shook her head hard…. She buried her face on his chest

Kyuhyun cupped her face, “Na-yah, tell me” he said with authority

Nana looked scared and paled, she held on her chest, something that she usually does whenever it hurts…

“Yah! Cho Nana are you okay?” he asked her

Nana nodded, still sobbing she turned around to face the other direction. “Oppa…. I……. tired…… I need to sleep” she said while hugging the blanket tightly

Kyuhyun sighed, he felt her forehead, she still has the fever….

“Oppa… “ she said weakly, “Can you please leave?” she said just like this morning without even opening her eyes

Kyuhyun’s heart hurt…  However, instead of leaving, he hugged her tightly from the back… She started to sob again…. Oppa… can you please not being too nice to me? If you’re like this, it would only make me fall even deeper for you… It will just make it harder on me….

Kyuhyun held her tightly…. Hearing her sobs crushed his heart too….  Na-yah, I’m sorry! But I can’t let you go…. this time, I’m the one who will cling on you….

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“Na-yah! Eat!” Donghae said when he accompanied her in the hospital… His mom cooked her favorite food but she still hasn’t had any appetite to eat

Nana forced to open and chewed the food really slowly…

“Na-yah! This food made by your mom! The woman who gave birth to you! Can’t you appreciate it?!” Donghae finally got frustrated

Hearing what Donghae said made her sad, her eyes got teary again…

“Na-yah, does it hurt again?” Donghae asked in panic mode

Her tears dropped to her cheeks…

In desperation, Donghae hugged her and rubbed her hair gently, “Na-yah, I’m sorry I raised my voice on you” he said

“A… aniie…. Oppa…” she said

Kyuhyun entered the room when he saw Donghae hugged her tightly…. His hyung hugged her tightly… Her…. The girl who always cling to him….

“Hyung….” he tapped him impatiently

“Oh! Kyuhyunie?” Donghae finally realized he was there

“Hyung, you can go now” he said

Nana looked at him hesitantly for a second before saying something that he thought would never cross her lips

“O…oppa…. can Donghae oppa stays instead?” she asked Kyuhyun without looking into his eyes

Donghae and Kyuhyun was shocked, “Do you want…. Me…. to stay instead of Kyuhyunie?” Donghae asked her in disbelieved

Nana nodded weakly, still not facing Kyuhyung, she turned around to face the other direction…

Kyuhyun motioned Donghae to leave, “Hyung, leave” he said without making any sound

Donghae shook his head, he pointed Kyuhyun and motioned his hand to make him leave, pointed himself and the ground to tell him that he’s staying

Kyuhyun pouted… “Hyung….. please” he finally said still not making any sound

Donghae sighed, “You owe me!” his mouth said also not making any noise and leave his two dongsheng

Nana heard the door opened up and closed, she thought that it was Kyuhyun who left….

“Pabo….” She mumbled sadly while hitting her head

Kyuhyun climbed into her bed and hugged her from the back…

“I’m such a pabo….” She said while sobbing and hitting her head again

Kyuhyun caught her hand, kissing it gently.

“Why you’re such a pabo?” he asked her

Nana froze when she heard the voice, she looked back and found her oppa behind her

Their faces were so closed, “Why? You got surprised? You thought I left? I’m sorry princess but it won’t be easy to get rid of me! Why? Why you don’t want me here? I’m not your number one anymore? Is that why? I’m sorry that I won’t ever leave you! You got that? I won’t leave you! If you want me to leave you so badly, why don’t you eat and get better soon, so you can yell at me, push me aside, telling me you don’t want me around anymore! Understand? Why are you still looking at me like that?” he said nonstop

Nana blinked twice…. “Oppa…… Mianheeeee” she said, she knew she hurt his feeling

“Mianheee oppa….” she said again while clinging and crying to him…. Kyuhyun was taken back, he thought she would fight back, telling him, he wasn’t her number one anymore…

He rubbed her hair gently, “Na-yah! Are you okay? Don’t cry anymore…” he said

When she calmed down and drifted to sleep because she was too tired from all of the crying… Kyuhyun told the doctor to stick another IV for her, since she’s not eating…

When he was about to get up from the bed and sleep on the couch, she clings to his shirt without saying anything…

Kyuhyun understood the gesture… he climbed back to the bed, resting his back to the hospital bed and hug her tightly…