PZCY4

Blackmouth
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A sock had fallen on the pavement. It had been burnt, and it is missing the other pair. The soot that stains the yellow fabric gradates into a slight ombre effect against the asphalt it had been placed on. It isn't too long ago since the rain had stopped, as the road is still damp. He stares on and the world remains unmoving, the only color resembling vitality slowly fading as the wetness of the soil filters through the piece of sock, consequently beginning to darken it. Hang on—no, he soon recognizes. It isn't a sock lying neatly on the ground. It is a dead body. He keeps adjusting his vision to the gray-blueness of the downcast weather. He doesn't see anything else for a while.

"No!" he hears a man scream, but it hardly registers to him as a faint buzzing in the background. A murder of crows flies by, their caws echoing, resembling laughter that derides him. A face appears, coming from up ahead. He is so close to the ground, barely managing to move, obscuring what little he can make out of his surroundings, that the figure doesn't even come to view until it's only several steps away. The thick black hair and the rounded brown eyes are supposed to be from the same person's features, but his spinning head proceeds to separate them from each other, making them appear as two unrelated things. And then there is the voice again, "No," it says, coming from a frowny mouth that had to belong to the same man, but again, keeps getting disembodied from him. The figure breaks into a run and falls to his knees on the ground next to the dead body.

Then the clicking sound returns. It's only one click, but it feels like lightning had struck him. A gun emerges from behind, and the mysterious brown eyes look up at it. The person behind the dead body had cocked the weapon—click; he's ready to pull the trigger. The dead body stays fixated facing towards the right, away from the hand holding up the firearm.

"Wake up, man," the man before him pleads, putting a hand on his arm as he tries to shake him awake. "Wake up! Howie! Come on, wake up!"

"Howie!" Santi, whose voice is raised significantly in concern, calls out to him. He feels his pale coworker's hand on his left arm as the other had been nervously tapping on it. He wakes instantaneously as he snaps back into reality, his senses quickly adapting back to their natural state after having been fully engulfed in a weird dream. His consciousness settles in as he begins to relax again, only just noticing his labored breathing. What's happening? —his mind asks; Oh, . It was a dream—his mind fills him in; What is it about again? Why do I feel so frightened just now? Why did I feel like I couldn't move? Why did I feel like my body was hurting? —a series of questions fire in rapid succession; he feels reassured despite his racing thoughts, finding comfort in his being awake. He is safe; he'd come out of the dream unscathed. He doesn't need to get worked up about it anymore.

"Huh," he mutters to Santi in a daze. His body is slow to catch up to the cognizance, narrowly falling behind, confusing him. After another second he manages to pull himself altogether. He sees the pale man standing by the side of his bed, face stricken with anxiety, looming over him.

"You were having a nightmare," his coworker claims. "I thought I heard something weird, so I looked and then saw you groaning in your sleep. You didn't stop so I worried you're having trouble waking up."

"Really?" he mumbles, and then to himself, "God, what was that?" and then to Santi again, "I'm up. I'm okay now."

"You sure?"

"Yeah, yeah. Thanks."

Santi retreats and climbs back to his top bunk afterwards and leaves him to himself. He lays on his back and looks at the bed on top of him. It stopped moving once Santi had gone to sleep once again. He stares for a little while longer, reliving the sensations he had endured in that dream. He recalls everything as vividly as they had happened to him in his mind's eye. But the details slip from his grasps. His brain shows him a picture with all the general parts free for him to look at and study, a plethora of many individual things assembled together to form an entirely different gestalt, and whatever that thing is evades him completely.

 

He couldn't bring himself back to sleep, and after trying for what had seemed like another half an hour, he decided to just get up, get ready, and start his routine. He wonders how long he had taken to put himself together but had no means to a clock. There is none in their living quarters, or at least not in the room he shares with Santi, so he quickly runs up to the first floor to check on the huge wall clock by the bar counter. He doesn't expect that aside from the time, he will also discover the bar owner already there. In his mind, he's running through his to-do list for the day, getting ready to do his assigned chores on The Roundtable, so he knows that Mr. Jeon isn't supposed to be there until another hour later. The bar owner had arrived earlier than usual. Typically, the rest of the crew would have already set things up before their boss' car had even parked in front of the building. "Mr. Jeon," he greets. "The others are probably awake and will be here in a bit."

"No, no. It's fine," Mr. Jeon dismisses. "Actually, today's one of the days we close the bar for a day off."

"We do?" he raises in confusion.

"Yes, but sometimes we do it twice a week, sometimes every other week, usually at the end of the month," the bar owner explains. "Those boys don't usually take days off that much anyway. Still baffles me, to be frank. But I digress."

Howie can attest to that. He has never seen the other employees go anywhere or do anything else thus far. He knows some of their hobbies—Santi with his music, the two boys in the next room with their video games that he can hear them get boisterous about from time to time, and the four of them entertaining themselves with the TV watching a couple of streaming shows on some occasions. "So...no work today, sir?"

"Of course. You can spend the rest of the day however you want." The bar owner paces to the bar counter and picks up a cardboard box from there. "And you can have this, as a plus," Mr. Jeon hands it to the bartender. He takes it, opens it, and sees a second, much smaller box, this time a smartphone package, with the picture of the phone model printed on it, alongside a white envelope. "That's your pay. I thought I'd give it to you early. I can't do bank or wire transfers, yeah? So I had to cash it out and give it to you. I bought you the phone, so I don't have to do this in this way the next time, but then I realized you didn't have the info to make an account. So just use it for yourself."

Howie instantly feels like he has become a billionaire overnight. Money? And a smartphone? After being dirt poor with not a single penny to his name for weeks, he is now able to get himself things he is naturally entitled to as part of his civil and human rights. If you had told him in that moment that Mr. Jeon could perform Bible-level miracles, he would have believed you.

"Good morning, boss," hails a voice coming from the back. It's G, with Wolfgang following right behind. They are both dressed casually, for the first time appearing to Howie a lot more like the young adult men in their prime that he had almost forgotten that they are. The newbie had to quickly remind himself that the people he is living with right now are, in fact, people.

"You boys heading out?" the bar owner inquires. The two men walk past their new coworker and approach their boss.

"Yessir," says G. "Wolfie's buying a new game that came out this week."

"And G's going on a date," Wolfgang retorts teasingly, answering on G's behalf like his friend had for him.

"No, Wolfie," G says lovingly, in an almost patronizing way, like you would when you correct a toddler's mistake, "Try again. You can do better than that," he challenges, signifying to Howie, who had almost believed what Wolfgang had just said, that they are messing around.

The other three men laugh amongst each other, leaving the new employee whose body language clearly expresses his awkwardness to stick out of place.

"Say, why don't you boys bring Howie with you? It'll be perfect for him to have a stroll around," the owner suggests randomly, causing a bit of a shock on the employee's end.

"Yeah, come with us," Wolfgang, delightful as always, enthusiastically agrees. G smiles cordially, encouraging a positive response out of the newbie, who is feeling backed into a corner. "Don't worry, we don't bite," the bartender with the high nose assures him.

"Yeah, you don't. But what if he does?" the bouncer quips, implicating Howie.

"Here we go again. GGG," the bartender reacts while holding out a thumb down and shaking his head comically slow, expressing his disapproval of the bouncer's joke, before turning to the newbie and telling him, "So? You wanna come with us?"

Howie gets reminded of what had happened earlier with Santi, when he had tried to initiate a conversation with his roommate to advertently, hopefully, make friends with him, and feels the chill ride down his spine right away as he recollects how that had turned out. Now he's being handed a chance for a do-over, this time with his other two coworkers, and he is embarrassed and daunted, but not because he is afraid of what their opinions are going to be of him if he does mess up again, but because the uninvited realization that he is as small as a speck of dust the same way the Earth is against the rest of the solar system compels him to epiphanize just how insignificant he is. He fears that if he fails to build a connection outside of himself, if he cannot interact with the world around him and everything in it, he will forever be trapped within himself, a prisoner of his own existence, a solitary being in a desolate place, with no one to turn to and with nothing to tether him down. He will be irrelevant, a blip in the universe, a glitch in the grand scheme of things, unable to leave an irrefutable proof that he had ever been alive. He may as well just die now, since there is no reason for him to waste his time living a pathetic life.

He nods at Wolfgang in agreement. "Sure," he smiles.

 

Howie hadn't had the chance to change out of his work clothes. He simply doesn't have the luxury to just throw them back into the washer again, so he just removes his apron and neatly places it on the counter, before heading out with G and Wolfgang. Mr. Jeon had left before them with his car. He couldn't offer them a ride because he had an appointment elsewhere, the opposite direction from the local mall by the district proper where they were going. So they take the bus on the way, sharing a relatively quiet but genial ride together. After more than twenty minutes, the bus arrives at a stop, and all three had stepped off to ascend the footbridge connected to the mall on the other side of the four-lane road.

"What does GGG mean?" Howie asks Wolfgang. They walk in a line with the bartender in the middle of the newbie and the bouncer. His sharp eyes peer over Wolfgang to see G waiting for his friend's answer along with him, clearly listening in to their conversation. They are pleasant to be around and like to joke a lot. G keeps referring to Wolfgang as Wolfie, which Howie assumes is his personal term of endearment for the bartender, and enjoys teasing his friend a lot, because Wolfgang never reacts in an unpleasant manner, which says to him that the man is not quick to temper. The bartender just laughs along, and he laughs a lot, but goofs around just as much as the bouncer, and whenever he hears a corny remark from the latter, he would say, 'GGG,' so it had piqued the newbie's intrigue.

"It means 'Good game, G'. Erm, how do I explain this," the senior bartender thinks briefly. "In gaming terms, it generally just means that the match was good and enjoyable. But when it's trash-talking, you're basically telling your opponent they at playing, because the game is already a 'good game' way before it even ends officially. Does that make sense?"

"Yes?" he replies. He does get what Wolfgang means, but what does G have to do with it?

"So he's Good game, G because he's always spoiling things with his unfunny jokes. GGG is basically a curtain call for him to shut the up," bein

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Jaesongjoong #1
Comgrats
Charlot1081
769 streak #2
Chapter 9: I can see how Howie's relationship with Santi is a little rocky. It feels like Santi gave up trying to figure out everything and is going with the flow, because there's nothing else he can do. He used to be how Howie is, wanting to know what happened to him; who he was in the past; and why he's the way he is now. Seeing how just following the rules lets him get by, Santi has figured out that he just needs to lay low and enjoy what remaining life he has left (even if it's not preferable). Meanwhile, Howie is gungho about learning everything. This type of situation can lead to them parting ways. However, I feel like Howie can trust Santi. After all, they're all they have, especially if Wolfgang is a double agent. I love how Howie just stole the Z like it was nothing. He's like, "I'll take that, bye~" hahah
Malcolm can't catch a break, poor guy. He's just as confused and overwhelmed as Howie is. Against Charles' orders, he's heading to Sector 17. I wonder if he'll find what he's looking for there. And hopefully not get killed lol
The impromptu surgery in the 24-mart is probably the most normal part of this story. XD Everybody does sketchy things in those bathrooms
DolphinWorld
2005 streak #3
Chapter 14: Ah, they finally confirmed their identities before they were all turned into Blackmouths. Charles, Malcolm and Andreas interaction, discussing stuff. But Mr Jeon walked in on them talking about him behind his back. Wonder how things would go further. Can't wait to read more. Hope to see an update soon.
DolphinWorld
2005 streak #4
Chapter 13: Wait! I'm kinda confused! I mean earlier when I asked about why Howie didn't realise Wolfgang and G are also something like him, you told me that I got things mixed up. But here he mentions about seeing death certificates while he snooped through the files earlier. If that was the case, then what did he think of Wolfgang and G? I mean living humans aren't supposed to have death certificates right? Shouldn't he have doubted something then itself? Nonetheless, I'm kinda relieved that neither Wolfgang nor G ended up being a spy. And that they are gonna be working on this mystery matter together. Also, Corporal Lee is Dino right? But somehow I don't remember who Captain Park (and was too lazy to check it out while reading but will definitely take a look at the characters now) is. I wonder why Corporal Lee started to take back his words about Howie being the courier guy. Anyway, can't wait to see how things would go further. But will be back later to read more ^^
Charlot1081
769 streak #5
Chapter 8: Yay! Dino has made his appearance! Of course, as a rookie, you have to be cautious on what you do on company time. You should have waited to do research until you were at home or in the place a lone ;) Of course, now that you got a promotion, you better be quiet about Tiger Kwon *shhh!* Also.. Boo, Mayor Boo, you are on Jesse and Tiger Kwon's side? Seriously? What, are you getting money from them selling Z too? Ugh, you can't make this any easier, huh?
Okay, but when Howie took his phone out and it worked, I thought back to that one Vlive Hoshi was complaining/crying that his phone was -not- water proof, and he lost all of his data XD kudos for Howie for having a good phone! But then he looked through everyone's files to see how they looked before they died. I was on the edge of my seat, hoping to see Santi as well. But Wolfgang, why you gonna shoot our boy Howie? There must be a mistake, or they really are just using Howie. Or maybe Wolfgang is the double agent. Oh boy.
Charlot1081
769 streak #6
Chapter 7: Poor baby Howie :o I can just imagine his vision getting blurry and his head becoming light as he remembers bits from his past. The song Santi was playing then was the song that was playing with his last memory with Charles. I literally laughed my off with the scene with Wolfgang and G interrogating Howie and Santi. Like yes, to an outsider's view, it seems like they hate each other. They just have this sort of relationship where it sounds like they hate each other, but in reality, they're the closest to each other. I have a few relationships like that. It seems toxic, but really, it's just personality types. I tend to attract the meanest Northern people. *shrugs* I see, Howie is planting evidence to tire Tiger Kwon to the case. How come the PD didn't recognize Howie though? I know that hair changes how a person looks, but the eyes never change. Hm~ Mystery~ Now him jumping like that, it won't kill him, but he might turn a little if he gets hurt too badly. Let's see if he can control himself if he does turn.
Charlot1081
769 streak #7
Chapter 6: Okay, but Isaiah Chew being an underground surgeon.. I dunno if I would trust it, honestly XD Like irl, Vernon gives off that vibe that he could probably do anything. So I guess it's not too out of the question- I still have my doubts 😂 But I'm glad he could operate on Howie and learn more about his state.
Now what surprised me was that Charles- Y'know, that guy that is a detective and all, had Howie as his partner- yes, that Charles... Ahem.. YuR iN On IT?! Like bruh.. He and Jeon were talking as if they had known each other for awhile. Please don't tell me that they're using Santi and Howie as experiments. Especially Howie, he doesn't need that. ;( I was waiting for Jeonghan's appearance! Oh my, I wonder what happened for him to have a prosthetic arm, was it a zombie attack? Jk! Maybe? 🤔But Howie's taking on this role differently that Santi is, I wonder why that is. I suppose I'll learn as I read on. Apparently, this author likes to make plot twists. I'm all for it 😈
Charlot1081
769 streak #8
Chapter 5: I feel like Santi was right, he wasn't the right person to explain everything. I like the detail that you put into the explanation: the different stages and how it affects the person. I'm sure Santi is still traumatized with the memory of just suddenly coming to while eating a corpse. I know that would get to me. >...<' Santi's been through it a lot, but he can remember things before he died. It's only a matter of time before Howie remembers too. I feel bad for Charles. He lost his colleague but somehow he's still around, it must confuse him as well. He's so smart, looking at this case from every angle - even to the point where he "goes missing" his own self. The dedication to cracking the code is admirable and nothing short of what I would expect from our leader. I'm really happy with Malcom's relationship with Carmen. She seems like the best fit for him: so supportive and caring.
Howie's character is slowly coming together too. As he gets to know Santi, it feels like he's getting to know himself as well. Because Santi was just in the same boat until recent, it feels like. Although their relationship isn't the best at the moment, I feel like, in the end, they will be best friends. If not best friends, then definitely worst enemies hahaha XD
DolphinWorld
2005 streak #9
Chapter 12: Ah, it was here he realises what G and Wolfgang are as well... That was some terrible fight and do they retain their memories of what happened when they had turned? I wonder about that since they would be waking up any time now and also wonder how they would react to all that happened there and finding out their identities. Also, who's the man Tiger Kwon tortured? Is he the one who supplied the Z drug to Howie earlier? Anyway, I will be back later to read more ^^
Charlot1081
769 streak #10
Chapter 4: Okay wow. We started with a nightmare and ended with one. I have a feeling that Minghao saw his dead body in his nightmare, but I'm not for sure. I was like super happy when G and Wolfgang were hanging out with Howie. I love the chemistry between G and Howie, it feels so natural. I had a client the other day with the name of Wolfgang. I didn't know it was a famous guy. I was like, "wtf? why would you name yur kid that?" XD Just me being ignorant lol
My heart jumped when Tiger Kwon got a hold of Howie. My poor baby got beaten up, yet Kwon couldn't kill him. So does that mean Kwon left Howie after beating the snot out of him, ad Santi came out of the shadows to get him? Was he watching the whole time? It seems like Kwon has something against Howie and Santi, not only something that happened when they were alive, but now too. I guess he doesn't like the undead. 🤔
Poor Howie doesn't know who to believe though. Like Santi did just have a little bit of a panic attack, you can't get mad at him for not wanting to open up about himself. BUt yeah, if someone was trying to stab me with a needle, I'd freak out. So how often do they inject though? Because if Howie's been a zombie for a few weeks, how many cravings has he had? Or was this his first craving? Or can he drink something that will suppress his cravings?
I'm so excited, we're getting into the meat of this story! (pun intended). <3